>characters have normal happy sex in anime or manga
>pit in my stomach, awful feeling
>same characters get fucked to oblivion in degenerate hentai doujinshi
>yeah i can fap to this

Perhaps you are a degenerate

As God wanted

>>280022288 (OP)
Here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHhbPe4XPe4
Don't let the title fool you, this also applies to men. Or accept the title if you're a woman I guess.

>>280022565
what does this lame culture war podcast shit have to do with OP

>>280022288 (OP)
you are a misanthrope, an anti-human.

>>280022288 (OP)
>canon relationships bad
>porn fanfiction good
You wish to be the animu and become anxious when characters form exclusive bonds. Haven't sex.

>gayblue fagtasy player
>is a mentally ill retard
Seems about right

>>280022288 (OP)
>characters have normal happy sex in anime or manga
>pit in my stomach, awful feeling
Happened to me with that 100 gf manga, couldn't keep reading after the third girl is introduce.

>>280023067
I don't know, why don't you watch it and figure it out instead of being a kneejerk retard?

>>280022288 (OP)
Same here. What I have concluded is that context matters. When I click on a hentai link, I already know what to expect, and all of my reservations go out the window. I have a higher set of standards for non-hentai, so seeing sex in them disgusts me.

grub thread?

>>280022288 (OP)
that's self loathing. I used to get that but it went away when I stopped hating myself and resenting other people for being happier than me

>>280024038
>I don't know, why don't you watch it and figure it out instead of being a kneejerk retard?
sum it up for me instead, I ain't watching that shit.

>>280022565
you could not pay me to watch that shit

>>280022288 (OP)
You can self insert into one as an abstract porn scenario where the activity is 99% focused on the woman but not into the other where characters you're too invested into to dehumanize have context-sensitive, emotionally intimate sex. It's that shrimple.

>>280022288 (OP)
this but i just feel awkward watching two couples happily having sex. like i'm not supposed to be there in their intimate moment.

>>280022288 (OP)
Probably because the "normal happy sex" appears like it SHOULD be achievable (even if it is idealized in fiction). This reminds you of your own inexperience, inabilities, and inferiority.
The bizarre fetish sex is sufficiently removed from reality that it no longer has an emotional effect.

At least that's how it is for my friend lolol

>>280026397
I just find it sexy seeing women horny, that's what I fap to. But I do prefer porn (h mango) where both the characters are good people and have a nice relationship because then you are glad to see them happy even if you yourself are a miserable loser.

>>280022565
>sexual orientation is a fiction
Totally tru. Some days you're attractive to milfs and other days you're attractive to hot 10yo girls.

>>280022288 (OP)
You’re gay

>>280029898
*attracted

>>280022288 (OP)
Madonna-whore complex but your fantasy is to have a whore you can fuck to oblivion in exchange for her love and exclusivity. You're uncomfortable with the woman having to make the decision to love you and sex is your way to shortcircuit the whole thing and tip the scale in your favor.
>insert freud.png

>>280029898
Men also have hormonal fluctuations, anon. Just your testosterone peaking and dropping.

>>280029898
>mummy
why are they like this

>>280022288 (OP)
unironically your parents probably abused you, not even joking

>>280022288 (OP)

>>280022288 (OP)
Sex in normal anime/manga that isn't an ecchi series is usually reserved for major story developments while a girl getting raped to death in hentai is expected and normal.

Dommy and rough stuff is fine as long as it's loving and vanilla.

>>280023067
>>280023067
>>280023067
this reveals how cattles allowed themselves to be reprogrammed by podcasts when the best response they can do is making a reference to the entire 1hr long video targeted for a different audience on a different issue and fail to see the problem other than lazy tack on "this also applies” with no explanation on how this generalizes. They are unable to recite how ideas are formulated from the start but already taking in the conclusions.

>>280022565
how does /a/ do it?