Chapter 16 translated dump

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>>280123292
>those comments
Disgusting whores

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>>280123523

bump

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>>280123607
Damn

>>280123607
w-whoa

>>280123607
Damn *fucking forgot the spoiler

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>>280123709
he is me kek

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>>280123742
My fucking eyes holy

>>280123774
Last page. If he doesn't go limp after all this he is based.

>>280123774
>I don't want women to hate me
Weak.

>>280123709
mexican sombrero is go-ahead
smurf hat is the wrong way

He's going fucking limp. There's just no way he won't go limp inside her. The pressure is too much.

>>280123925
Or he will cum when he go all the way in

>>280123925
yeah, i've been with lots of prostitutes and as soon as you start thinking like he is the D just starts going limp and it starts a vicious cycle of minding it more and more, making it go limper, which makes you mind it even more, and so on until there's no recovery

>>280123742
lewd

Overthinking will make you go limp definitely. I've experienced it during my first time ;_;

>>280123812
thanks op

>>280123812
>So this is spiral power

My boy is finally going to have sex after jerking it with so many used pads.

>>280123213
jesus the anatomy on her from the above shot

>>280123812
It's just the tip

I feel like I really dont want to see the comments on MD. The previous chapters all ignit incel flamewars there against some random girls

>>280125416
Why woukd you ever see the comments in MD?

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>>280124071
I rarely see going limp used in H stuff but I've seen premature nutting used a fair few times especially for first timers
Don't tell me the former is more common

>>280123812
Why are his thoughts past tense? The narrator being past tense is ominous though

>>280123361
nice bobs

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>>280125233
You may not like it, but this is peak female form.

>>280123925
>He's going fucking limp. There's just no way he won't go limp
me reading kengan

>>280123925
I wanna assume he does fuck her, but cums too fast or whatever. The real build up to despair is when her husband finds out and drama truly ensue

this shit is murdering me
who wrote it again?
might ask if he knows my bank account details as well

>>280125730
Kek that good me good

>>280123523
Tell me /a/nons what do you do next?

As a woman, I am amazed that the author seems to be really self-aware about how men can be extremely self-centered when it comes to their attraction to us.
Yet he also seems to know just having that awareness doesn't make that self-centeredness go away, it can take on a totally different form, like severe self-loathing and a fetish for violating women because they still blame them for their suffering.
I kind of hope this manga is able to go all the way into deconstructing this psychology, cause all the pieces are actually there and it's been really surprising me so far, especially considering this author's doujins :/

>>280125855
>as a woman
shut the fuck up

>>280125821
>pic
holy shit it's Yujiro

>>280125855
The author's probably a woman

>>280125908
I checked everywhere and I don't think there's any proof of them being a woman. Feel like some anon just said that and people just believed them.

>>280123607
damn, I remember this anxiety as a younger man, this is very well written/depicted
gentlemen stop fucking thinking during sex, movement is better than words; unless you are a sexpert ludochad whispering smut quality sentences into her ear as you pound

>>280125855
excuse my ESL-ass but how can the feling of attraction be anything else but self-centered?

>>280126051
That's just how we guys see it. For women it's more about safety and stuff because the dude above her can in most circumstances murder her at anytime if he snaps.

>>280125855
Why did you copy a comment from Mangadex?

>>280126755
wanted to see if I could bait anons, since I saw that comment and my first thought was that "Man I could post this on the 4chan thread and get a ton of replies."
Didn't get those yet though.

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>>280125638
I think he might have cum right away.

>>280123812
Did pass out or something?

>>280125692
McDonalds shape

Him not being able to preform and this leading to her turning on him or giving more blackmail over him would be realistic and where I think this is heading

>>280125855
Women don't exist on 4cuck
Only unironic fags that ruined the site since the inception of /lgbt/ and /soc/.

my nigga won holy shit

>>280127354
Stop projecting your insecurities.

>>280123213
kek he's trying his hardest to not ruin the situation with his autism

>>280125692
Yaoi legs?

>>280125579
Unless you have a huge humiliation fetish, anxiety will make you not perform, not make you come faster

>>280123412
We made contact!
>>280123812
Fuck. I stand corrected. She might actually be into him.
I've been expecting a rug pull for the last few chapters, but this might actually be a genuine romance. Well, minus the husband NTR.

>>280127301
Fuck you anon I cannot unsee.

>>280124261
Every sexually active man has... That's way it is so relatable. Reminds me of the ED arc from Mushoku Tensei and how Rudy bonded with the other Greyrat bro because he felt pain for his ED.

>>280125908
This author has too much insight into the neuroticism of modern men when it comes to romantic/sexual things. If the author was a woman, she would have to be one of the twice a century types like florence nightingale who can actually empathize with men and see women for the sociopaths most of them are.

This chapter was too relatable, GOD DAMN IT

>>280123336
women can be such fucking pigs. The fact that he gave these bullshit posts even a passing thought is ruining his real first time.

>>280123197 (OP)
>I struggle to get wet
Do you think that's a bad sign in general, or just that she struggles to get wet for her shitty husband?

>>280125579
Going limp is associated with high levels of stress and anxiety, and he's a textbook case of performance anxiety.

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>>280131675
Not getting wet is also a sign of anxiety, which checks out with her strained marriage.

What's the correlation of living in a third world shithole and being impotent?

Shout out to the TS/Cleaner for going the whole hog with the thought panels.

>>280131550
>ruining his real first time.

I think the MC has already visit prostitutes, so is not his first time.

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>>280126755
I saw this comment too.

Man what a fucking irony. He's the one having a meltdown about how to properly please her and she calls that self-centered?

>>280132351
And, le me add,
>having a meltdown about how to properly please her to the detriment of his own enjoyment

>>280132090
Silly anon, we all know hookers don't count.

is sex really that difficult anons...

>>280133321
Sex isn't even real.

>>280123361
Are you gonna tell me that this is a face of a woman used to sex?

>>280133321
You know I was gonna type out an actual response as an anon who started dating late in life, but I think I can stop myself from personal blogging.

>>280125855
>:/
I hate you so much.

>>280132351
I think she does have a point in that the act involves two people and all this thinking is only going on in one person's head, but the words are so charged I'm automatically annoyed by the comment.
Maybe I'm just well-poisoned.

>>280123213
jesus

>>280123742
>Went to brothels dozens of times before
I thought he was a virgin

>>280133321
If you're young, mentally sound and healthy, sex is easy and pleasurable.
If you're old and have mental and health problems, sex is hard.

>>280135421
Non-penetrative brothels.

>>280135262
He does need to get out of his own head, but I think that's really a different kind of problem. I would call that anxiety and tism rather than self-centerednes, which is caring about yourself and not others. It's pretty clear that he cares about Yumezora both in general and in this moment.

>>280134249
Just do it man, it's on topic.

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>>280134249
I'm not him but I started dating late in life.

No, sex is not really that hard. There's a learning curve, like learning anything else, but it's not harder than learning how to ride a bicycle.

>>280125692
gondola :DDD

>>280136064
arguably it's self-centered in the sense that he's worried about his potential failure (the shame and embarrassment of sucking at sex)
or as he repeated in his head, "I don't want women to hate me."

>>280135421
Hookers, anal, dudes, and slaves don't count.

>>280136739
That's fair, but on the other hand you could mental gymnastics anything as "self-centered", which is why I'm on the team that egoism is not inherently wrong, as long as your actions are mutually benefit to all parties involved.
>>280134249
Just do it, why not, thread's pretty chill and it would be on topic with the themes of the manga.

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>>280123213
Where can I find a women like her?

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>>280123607
I'll remember this gentlem/a/n
>>280123523
These guys know what is next

>>280123822
Its his first time with a real women.
>>280123812
You can do it /a/non. Believe and prepare for the consequences.
Be the drill that pierces the heavens.

>>280125908
The main character feels so sincerely written that I seriously doubt he isn't based on the author to some extent

>>280138547
its very sincere

>>280123812
She's really sexy not gonna lie

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>>280123575
I am no woman but when I see it in porn I always question how nice it actually feels for her when people chaotically lap with their tongue at nipples or pussy. Like is just going for maximum reaction from a sensitive spot is even pleasant for her.

>>280123197 (OP)
Are first times as awkward as this chapter depicts?

>>280134240
>Are you gonna tell me that this is a face of a woman used to sex?
As someone with a sister who recently had casual sex for the first time yeah, they can get shy when they're having sex with a new guy. She told me she did al sort of hardcore stuff with her ex, but once she decided to try casual sex she just let the dude everything because she was too embarassed to even give him a bf

>>280141361
For someone like him, probably! He's so deep inside of his own head, built up so many expectations and fears over it. And he legitimately doesn't want to be hated... the idea of it terrifies him, it's one of his biggest flaws, but it doesn't come across in a wallflower kind of way, the kind of guy who gets pushed around. No, this is turned inward in a pathological way. I get it, really. (His fear of being hated is ironic considering what he did. But I suspect in some ways he did what he did in *order* to avoid that fear. An outlet where instead of trying and risking causing the fear he expects, he just took something without anyone knowing.

>>280136739
That's mental gymnastics, everything could be twisted to become self centered using this logic. Police saving life? Self-centered because he needs the job. Mother love? Self-centered because she expects child to take care of her in old age.

>>280141539
...by "I suspect" I should rather say that's definitely what happened.

>>280138116
>which is why I'm on the team that egoism is not inherently wrong
They're still self-centered, but that itself isn't necessarily wrong. Being self-centered is just being focused on one's own self, which society has given a negative connotation by using it as an insult for the purpose of laying guilt upon the shoulders of those who would seek to prioritize their own problems. Egotism and self-centered behavior can be detrimental to the individual and society as a whole, but that does not make it inherently wrong.

>>280138116
>egoism is not inherently wrong, as long as your actions are mutually benefit to all parties involved.
Reminds me of saiki kusuo where there is a character who is the nicest and most beautiful girl in the world.
But her being the most perfect girl in the world is just an act she maintains to stroke her own ego and she is actually extremely arrogant and looks down on others.
But the joke is she literally never breaks character and will run herself ragged to maintain her image.
And the conclusion to her character is basically that she might as well be the actual nicest and most perfect girl in the world since she acts the part 24/7 even if her thoughts don't lineup with her actions.

>>280141559
That's not mental gymnastics. If the motivation behind those actions is to further your own goals then they are self-centered actions. If you save lives because you want a job and the image that comes with it, then you are self-centered. If you rear a child because you want someone to be indebted to you, then your motivation for parenthood was self-centered.
That's literally what it means to be self-centered.
Gomi's primary concern being "I don't want women to hate ME" is making it about himself. It's not about his pleasure, but rather about the pressure he feels from the judgment of others.
He's an avoidant person who seeks validation above all else. Just a chapter ago he was psyching himself out because he believed he could love anyone who would love him. His "love" is based around acceptance and validation from a second party. Recall that his resolve to forget about his job crumbled the moment his coworker showed camaraderie toward him. He received a moment of validation and it made his rebellious spirit dissipate into thin air.
Or, for a more recurring example, Gomi keeps referring back to the internet for approval before he takes any sort of decisive action. Whenever he's the slightest bit unsure, he looks up advice and gets in his own head over conflicting opinions. Even as he's in the act of what should be a joyous occasion to him, he can't keep his mind away from the opinions of online strangers. He was so caught up in trying to follow disconsonant suggestions and complaints from sex workers that he was surprised when Yumezora just told him to stick it in. He was hardly paying attention to her reactions and wasn't even sure if she was moaning because he was just trying to execute a series of actions.

>>280141794
If the act never breaks, then the fake is no different from the genuine article in the end. Doing everything to play the part, even if you lack the "proper" motivation, still means you played the part. The interior will remain the interior so long as she can keep it up, and at that point there's really no practical distinction to be made. If she drops the facade, only then is she no longer the nicest, most perfect girl in the world.

>>280141939
Yeah that's pretty much the final conclusion to her character.
Only reason we know about her inner thoughts is, because the MC is a nigh omnipotent psychic that can read minds.

>>280142001
I've never actually read or watched Saiki Kusuo, but if it tackles similar issues with any amount of seriousness then maybe I ought to give it a read.

>>280142024
It's very much a comedy.
Nothing like this at all.

>>280142135
I figured it was a comedy from the scant few things I'd heard, but that doesn't mean it can't be insightful. I can understand it being a bit that's played more for laughs though.