>>280520744You do realize that wanting to make yourself be an actual individual, with an actual personality and feelings because you were miserable and unhappy is an oxymoron right?
The whole point is that she does already have all of those things in the original world, it was just that because she wasnt ever created with her developing those things in mind that causes this, which caused her to inevitably become miserable because she struggled to feel happiness at any consistent basis, and instead kept finding herself bored, tired, miserable, angry even, whilst the things she became attached to away from her arms reach.
But the thing is her alternate self didnt merely address those points that made her miserable and thats that, she was a completely different person with a complete different personality, desires and memories than her original self, and the reason for that is because Nagato created the alternate world along the same principles that led he to creating a version of Asakura that almost killed Kyon.
And those principles were based on Haruhis stolen powers taking her general wishes (create a world where I can live a normal life, in which I will never be hurt again, and where Kyon will be provided with the opportunity to make his own choice on what world he prefers), and making them come true in a roundabout, monkeys paw way. We know this because Nagato herself had stated that she was aberrant at this point, and literally right after she was restored to normal in the prologue to Intrigues, she was acting as good-behavior interface, requesting her future self synchronize as standard procedure, and of course because it is the only way she would ever allow an Asakura that is willing to kill other people, especially those she cares about.
So no, undoing the alternate world wasnt undoing her wish, it was making sure her wish actually was fulfilled properly, because it is very clear that the she resisted with her mind, but was pushed emotionally.