>>33505524 (OP)
you want discipline, but you need a goal to work toward
you don't have any goals so you have no need for discipline
"he that has a why can withstand almost any how"
find a why, anon
find something you're passionate about and run at it with everything you have
>uhhh... haha I like vidya... so uh... haha yeah I'll uh... I'll halfassedly watch a youtube tutorial about it... haha yeah...
no. I didn't say "like," I said passionate. I didn't say "halfassedly kinda-sorta do something," I said run at it with everything you have
>but uhh... haha I don't have any passions haha
yes you do
>haha... not really haha... I mean what are they lol... can you tell me a passion
no, I can't. you have to find it for yourself