Thread 33514509

how to reverse this? when im drunk, or on painkillers, i have zero desire for partnership. but when im stressed out, constantly using my executive functions my brain just defaults to 'fuck i want a gf'. any fix?

>>33514509 (OP)
when i was in bootcamp i was so horny i just busted a nut via masturbation as often as i could for example

>>33514509 (OP)
Im going to kill myself because of you. For the 4th time now.

>>33514520
please dont. i dont know u but u shouldn't.

life isn't perfect, and a lot is outside of your control but going 'fuck it' and continuing to push on anyway, you might as well do.

you are fundamentally maladjusted. that wanting a gf is in fact your normal, healthy thought process and not your brain misfiring. you have sublimated it and it's only allowed to surface when your defenses are down because you can't keep up your façade. the mental state you are in when you are on pain killers might be necessary for triage in certain situations, but should never be normalized or idealized

>>33514525
That is a lie said by people who have options.

>>33514535
You dont believe anything you just wrote.

>>33514535
yeah honestly good point. ive always been told >tfwnogf feels are stupid, and i rarely bring it up in conversation with anyone because i've been ridiculed for it a handful of times, which leads me to the understanding that it's a dumb want, or it's akin to me stating i'm incapable of a very basic function, like drinking water from a cup.

i do know that it is my default state of being. things im told matter, like physical fitness or investments, or money, dont matter to me when im stressed out. i just default to >tfwnogf

>>33514509 (OP)
>sad
>drunk
I won't read drunkard threads. Btw, alcohol is a depressant.

>>33514914
>Btw, alcohol is a depressant.
that doesn’t mean what you think it means