Thread 33810125

I don't want to wake up to suffer and realized that I could get anything from getting sick to getting fired.

I just don't want waking up dealing with all the bullshit around me. My yearly contract job (that's literality all you can find in this shitstain economy and employment market) that's making me getting impostor syndrome every time I work, and then doubts myself and fearing that I could be getting dismissed as their disposal at anytime, without money, suffering from starvation and illness. and then so on and so on.

It's just so tiresome and it feels like its getting worse every morning I woke up, I don't see how my life will gets better anytime in the long run. I don't feel any enjoyment on anything anymore because I am stressing on how am I going to survive tomorrow.

>>33810125 (OP)

How old are (You)? Are people (You) care about dying yet? Then things get REALLY hard. Oh, boy!

>>33810171
30, and my mom is on middle stage cancer right now. honestly I have a life insurance that my mom used to paid it for me since I was a kid until I take responsibility and paying the fee by myself, maybe if I could do some "oopsie" then maybe I am not worried about my mom anymore.

Besides that, yeah I don't have anyone to be worried about.

>>33810125 (OP)
I won't read yet another what's the point thread. See the archive for your illness.

>>33810247
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>>33810125 (OP)
>Is life even worth suffering anymore?
Yes. Always.

>getting impostor syndrome every time I work
Do not let the devil discourage you. He attacks your identity. Do not listen to him.
Your existing skills are valuable. Continue building on your existing skills and you will do well. Be patient with yourself. Do not forsake learning. Expertise comes with time, humility, practice. You are more capable than you realize.

>this shitstain economy and employment market
Economies are cyclical. There are seasons of bounty and seasons of famine. You can endure. You must persevere. You are far too valuable to give up now. Resist despair at all costs. Pursue opportunity even when it seems there is none. Walk by faith, not by sight. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

>It's just so tiresome
You must rest your body. You must also restore your soul. Pursue faith in God Almighty. He will strengthen you with his righteous right hand. Call upon him and he will show you great and mighty things you do not know.

>>33810183
>my mom is on middle stage cancer right now.
In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I bless your soul, and the soul of your mother. I will pray for you both.

Honor your mother, trust in God, and you will do well.

>>33810125 (OP)
Very unfortunely the mr bones infernal wild ride doesn't end with death.

>>33814383
>Yes. Always.
No it isn't, we just have no choice.
>Do not let the devil discourage you
well, well well, riddle me with this, who allows devil to control this world?
>You are far too valuable to give up now.
As resource, plaything or even something worse.

>>33814383
>You must persevere
Why?
Ive never asked for this existence.

>>33814551
In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I rebuke the spirit of despair from Anon.
>Why?
>Ive never asked for this existence.
Your life has value and purpose in the eyes of God. You were created by him for a reason. You are completely unique. There will never be another you. Understanding God's plan for your life will lead you to peace that eclipses the suffering of this world. You cannot understand true peace without having a relationship with God. All meaning, both in joy and in suffering, comes from him. No one understands your despair more than he does. No one wants to heal you from your grief more than he does. Healing the soul gives you peace beyond understanding. It doesn't mean you won't suffer in the body. Suffering is part of this fallen world. Everyone living will experience suffering. Jesus Christ, God in the flesh, suffered also. But the meaning behind his suffering was to save people like you. He was tortured and humiliated and killed unjustly so that you could have eternal life:

>For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16, the Holy Bible.

With God, suffering has meaning. With God, suffering is temporary. At the end of this age he will make a new heaven and a new earth:

>Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away. Revelation 21:3-4, the Holy Bible.

You are invited to the new heaven and earth. Only believe in the gospel: that Jesus Christ died for our sins, and he was buried, and he rose again on the third day according to the scriptures.

>>33810125 (OP)
>I don't see how my life will gets better anytime in the long run.
With God, all things are possible.

as a subhuman negro theres no point to suffering in a world as an inferior being