Thread 33810503

i want to kill myself every single day. I dont know what to do anymore. Therapy, excersise, meds, diet changes, sleep changes, new hobbies, all this stuff is just not helping. I am not even sad or anything just, idk, i dont like this experience or process of living and i really think im going to try and stop it soon .

>>33810503 (OP)
Why? What do you not enjoy about life?

>>33810514
I dont know, im just not a fan really. Its like , why would i enjoy it? What am i supposed to do ? Wait around? Why would i enjoy this , this sucks!!

>>33810503 (OP)
>i want to kill myself every single day.
Any chance you could just get on with it and stop bugging us?

>>33810533
ive been trying man, tried access rooftops of some buildings , been scouting train tracks , its harder to kill yourself then you may presume, ive been imprisoned prior for attempting to do so a few times already now

>>33810503 (OP)
I feel this 100%. This is a rigged fucking retarded life. Any fake hopepilled replies are exhausting and subjective. I don’t even know how I’d go about doing it though. Do you?

>>33810542
>arrested for trying to kys
They literally wanna keep people trapped

>>33810543
self induced hypothermia aka freezing to death lol .

>>33810518
You sound like a complete and utter faggot, and a narcissistic one at that.

The chances of you being the sperm that wins the race and making it through birth are 1 in 400 trillion. The fact that you exist on this earth at all should make you grateful. Since you're posting on here I'll assume you have working internet, food, water, and probably live in a first world country. You need to start being grateful for anything you have, because you aren't entitled to shit, the world owes you nothing. Have you considered how your mom would feel if you killed yourself? Have you ever considered how anyone else would be affected by your suicide?

>>33810556
That'll help lmao.

>>33810556
>The chances of you being the sperm that wins the race and making it through birth are 1 in 400 trillion.
so what
>The fact that you exist on this earth at all should make you grateful.
why
>Since you're posting on here I'll assume you have working internet, food, water, and probably live in a first world country.
yep
>You need to start being grateful for anything you have
why?
>because you aren't entitled to shit, the world owes you nothing.
ok let me leave then thanks
>Have you considered how your mom would feel if you killed yourself?
she told me to kill myself multiple times
>Have you ever considered how anyone else would be affected by your suicide?
yep

>>33810556
>The fact that you exist on this earth at all should make you grateful.
Not OP, this is exactly what i mean about fake hopepill. No one is lucky to live in this world, it’s rigged if you’re not at the top through connections/royalty basically by birth. Yeah I won the sperm race, great, the comfy void is gone and im living the same day over and over and over again with no one in my life and the world wants me dead
>>33810563
Holy shit this

>>33810570
To add to this, my mom had a miscarriage when I was born, I had a twin. Every fucking day I wish they could’ve been born instead of me because maybe they’d go about it better or have more success. I had one person in my life who could’ve been like me and been there for me and they didn’t make it so now it’s just me. Fuck life and fuck anyone who says otherwise

>>33810543
>>33810562
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>>33810570
You are all colossal faggots circle jerking in self-pity and I hope for the sake of whatever society you inhabit you do an hero. Spineless cucks.

>>33810612
says the guy who got stockholm syndromed into living a life lol

yeah i understand this, every day i wake up pissed off maybe thinking that might have died in my sleep but no you have to see people, eat, drink, shit and the million inane things makes you nuts! i honestly just pull through the inertia of things and its slowing down recently, keep looking at right to die progress in countries but it looks like another 50 years away by that time ill be old af around 80 and whats the point then. mostly im pissed the amount of years i have left, if only i could get cancer or some terminal shit since im a coward to take my own life

>>33810612
Everyone but you is wrong. Okay narcissist.

>>33810612
Right because the “society we inhabit” is definitely marvelous and worth saving