Thread 33830998

My parents got divorced when I was ten. My mom took my twin sister and moved to the UK (she's British). I stayed here in Mexico with my dad.

For several reasons, I had to cut all contact with my mom and honestly, I was fine with it. She was the one to blame for everything. She cheated on my dad, stole money from him, remarried, and had new kids with another man. I hated her for it. But the worst part was that she took my sister away from me.

I don't even know how to put it into words. Losing your twin isn't like losing any other sibling, its something hard to describe. It's like losing your other half, and being separated from her really messed me up in ways I can't fully explain.

Now my sister wants to visit me. She's 32, married, and apparently happy. That bothers me. I couldn’t live without her, but she moved on, just like our mom did. I can't help but feel betrayed. She never called, never texted, never tried to reach out. I feel like I was abandoned and forgotten by the only person I thought was truly a part of me. She ghosted just like i ghosted our mother. But our mother deserved it. I didn't. Im experiencing a lot of pain and i just want to scream but i can't because im afraid someone will hear and think im crazy. I just want to fuck off somewhere lonely and scream at the top of my lungs, shit, pee on myself and cry like the hurt child I know I am.

>>33830998 (OP)
You should reach out and let your sister visit. At some point you can even ask her why she didn't each out, although like way less angry than you put it here

>>33830998 (OP)
>she never even reached out or tried to contact me
>she is currently reaching out and wants to visit me
???

was your dad good at least?

You have a lot of emotional awareness for all the hurt you have. Stop beating yourself up so much, it won't help. Just try to analyze the facts.
Your parents fucked up by not making sure you guys had a health avenue of communication. They aren't dopes, they know what they were doing. That was abusive and short sighted of them. Your sister isn't innocent, either. She could've reached out. I had a friend switch schools and move states away and she hit me back up in middle school. Your own sister ignored you until she got bored in her 30's as a mother. Even if she was carrying a lot of hurt and loneliness the entire time it's telling she didn't reach out to you until now. Don't be crushed if she just wants money or an organ for her kid or some shit. Be polite and distant and judge
>inb4 you watched the parent trap after 3 steel reserves and this is a larp thread
Very gay of you if so

>>33831253
She sided with our mother. I know that.
>>33831558
too late, too fucking late.
>>33831567
He wasnt perfect but he was better than my mother ever was.
>>33831599
All I know is that my own mother destroyed our family, took away my sister, shat children from another man, forgot about me as much I forgot her and caused me a lot of pain. But you are right my sister is no innocent. Never trust a woman, they will always betray you.

>>33830998 (OP)
Rape your sister

she was fine ignoring and forgetting you for most of her life

obviously she's a woman who will only maintain a relationship if there's a benefit

up to your intuition how it goes

do you really want her in your life? will you take the disrespect of being ignored then just being "booty called" after she wants more drama in her 30s?

maybe she wants to reconnect just to use you (free lodgings, tour guide, support while visiting mexico?)

>>33831728
>do you really want her in your life?

I did, up until I turned 30. Somehow that number flipped a switch in my head. For years I told myself that if she ever came back with even the weakest excuse something like "I miss you" or "I regret not reaching out sooner" I'd drop everything and forgive her. Because beyond being my sister, she's my twin, and that means she's literally part of me.
But she didn't. Maybe she wants something, maybe she doesn't. Either way, I don't give a fuck anymore. All i know is that she lost me by the time we turned 30 years old 2 years ago.

>>33830998 (OP)
This isn't a request for advice thread, but some sort of rant. OP is a time wasting, self-pitying cunt who just wants to vent, and I won't read any further.

>>33830998 (OP)
>Losing your twin isn't like losing any other sibling
STFU. She was merely a fraternal twin, not something special like an identical twin. Losing her is exactly like losing any other sibling.
Also, you aren't fooling anybody, you've been lusting after your sister all along. It's no wonder your mom took her away to a different continent, it was the best way to keep her safe from your incessant incestual grooming.