>>33854892
Yeah man, imma give it to you straight. You have issues and it wasn't your fault but it's now your responsibility.
You have mental blocks preventing you from following through, relying on "rational logic" to make excuses. I do it too, granted i was not a victim of sexual abuse in my adolescence I had some very toxic relationships and it conditioned me to NOT act.
You need to face your internal traumas and grow above them. I wish I had more practical advice for you but unfortunately I'm still breaking my bad habits too so all I can tell you is stay true to yourself, acknowledge the pain is in the past and over with, and the new woman you speak with is not the same woman from that past. They're new. They're unique. They might hurt you but they might heal you. You just don't know. Goodluck my friend.
