Dealing with fetish
I have had a massive pregnancy fetish my whole life. It is a fetish in the literal sense, I am not really all that attracted to non-pregnant women. That being said, I would like a wife and kids some day but for obvious reasons I do not want to seriously date a pregnant woman, yet due to my fetish it is hard to get any kind of long term relationship off the ground as I end up being rather apathetic towards the women I go on dates with. I also do not want to "explore" my fetish as I have found that it leads me down a degenerate path and I have felt an extreme sense of guilt and conviction the one time I did do that.
What do I do here? I am seriously looking for advice and not trolling btw. Thanks.
What do I do here? I am seriously looking for advice and not trolling btw. Thanks.