Thread 33913687

I've been depressed since I was 12 or 13 but it's been different lately. Worse. I've been having real thoughts of dying. I just feel really weird. I'm starting to fail my classes too, I had a 3.9 GPA before this semester. Been slipping the gym too which I never used to do.

>>33913687 (OP)
Pick yourself back up. As for therapy, I hated it and I felt like it actively made me worse, some people like it.

>>33913687 (OP)
>I've been having real thoughts of dying.
As a person with self diagnosed depression, that's completely normal

>>33913708
>it actively made me worse
Can you explain?

>>33913743
I was pretty much forced to do it in high school and nothing makes you feel worse than trying to explain to some normie why the reason you're a loser is because of your face. While I went, I kid you not I heard every single bluepilled delusion from that woman. "Just be yourself! You're gonna make some girl very happy someday!" Try a new haircut!" I eventually got diagnosed with depression and they tried to start me on antidepressants as a teenager and I realized my life was gonna go down the shitter pretty fast if nothing changed. I pretended to take the meds and also started a self-improvement arc and just ignored people as much as possible. THAT did wonders for me, way more than therapy ever did.

>>33913687 (OP)
Having trouble functioning seems to me a pretty good reason to seek help.

>>33913687 (OP)
game over for you bro

>>33913687 (OP)
Mental health should not be ignored. The fact that you've started failing classes suggests you need to clear you head. Definately see a therapist and take it from there.