It's such a shame I didn't go ballistic the first time I was forced to take psych drugs. I didn't realize that I was never going to be able to recover. Well, maybe I can get back some day. I'll focus on my studies more next time. I shouldn't have let myself get distracted.

I think it started since before I was born anyways.

I also needed a larger more powerful body. My short stature and medium frame are inadequate