But just "being" doesn't satisfy or end my suffering either because: I'm stuck to experience.
What I'm trying to say is: if consciousness is everything, why can't I experience this everything? If I'm not the mind, thoughts, body, etc. why is consciousness stuck to this localized and limited experience?
>>935859934
It's still illusion yet if we ignore it and experience reality, we also suffer. We can only push forward knowing we will suffer but hopefully not forever. One day we will all get off this ever turning wheel. We can only be kind and help others in order to distract us from ourselves.
>>935860120
Yeah. Seeing it’s an illusion doesn’t stop the pain of being stuck in it. Even knowing I’m consciousness, I still feel trapped in this limited experience. It’s like infinity wearing a blindfold.
I get what you mean — maybe the only thing left is to be kind, help others, soften the edges while we’re here. But some part of me refuses to accept this is all there is. Something in me knows — or hopes — there has to be a way out. A real transcendence. Not just coping… but breaking free.
>>935860120
Why would you transcend reality when you can just go off into the matrix and become a warrior for your chosen faction? Or you can just be a NPC doing whatever your pre-assigned task is everyday.
>>935861213
None of us do but we are. Be aware of it and know that you are pushing through it, it will always be tough but you will learn to understand it in time. I know that you suffer as I do and it makes us understand each other better.
>>935858302
You take your perception for granted, but your perception is compromised and you should scrutinize it. You do not make good choices and that is not your fault. To be clear, I do not know you personally or what you have done. But you're here which means you fucked up and the advice I am giving is good for someone in the situation you are so clearly in.
>>935863620 >Through insight into the nature of being.
Nigga, I don't mean to be rude, but "being" is a natural state. You cannot not "be" yourself. So in a way, I've been doing this my whole life. And if there are gaps, it's just memories I forgot.
So no, I won't meditate on what "I am" but what I want to be, and how would it feel.