i had a shit day today, if anyone cares.
posts get traction if they're interesting
, I should probably elaborate my day.
but once again, who does care so deeply about someone they don't know?
I wish that was the way it was.
im so devoid of human attention.
it's lucky people find who love them
but in my case it's luckier to die
sometimes it feels like you've already been through it , a job , stress , money , spending.
you soon realise that life is all about getting the opportunities first. just to live and survive on food
spend on things. work. spend on things.
i don't want that, really
real life will never be fiction , no one is out there to fulfill your needs . they lie to you, 8 billion people. not even one is for you
you need to change people

>>935940069 (OP)
>who asked
i did
i care

cheer up, my guy
whats got you so down?

>>935940151
i don't think people need reasons to feel down
honestly for me i just do feel down
being incapable to feel anything is terrible. you don't feel happiness from people anymore, playing games with them, hanging out with them.
your friends say they care, but you don't feel cared for .
now I know everything doesn't revolve around friends. then how am I meant to like myself?
i see no point of waking up if at the end of the day, it's just a day .
1 more day till a working, tiring future. then you'll die
with no one loving you
or maybe they do, but you cant feel it
I can't feel it. I don't know why
little things make me angry. I can't keep relationships..I don't even like people anymore
I don't think it'll change, my emotions won't change and even far into the future when I'm concentrating in stupid exams, I don't think I'll be able to be loved or love
or feel loved
i am never anyone's first choice, never have been
im not even sure im my mother's first choice
and even with all these unstable moods I get told I'm not mentally ill.
so am I just like this?

Who's ready to pamper me like I deserve? emyriion

>>935940069 (OP)
stay in a good mood by yourself. It is really that simple.

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hi i hope it will get better for u i feel similar to what you described.....its ok.....i will find you one day ok and i will hug you and then we will live in a ditch and die ok....

i will hold you in my arms and stroke your head okay....pleas.....

come back ok....do not die....i am waiting for you....am watching yiu.....

pls....

please....

>>935940069 (OP)

I care

>>935949681
>im so devoid of human attention

>>935941190
That feeling of being unable to enjoy things that used to make you happy, sounds a lot like depression. When you say you were told you weren't mentally ill, was that the opinion of a psychiatrist?

>>935953580
No one cares and that's how it should be, go to the dentist already