Get it off your chest

I’ve been in love with a guy for ten years and he doesn’t know (I’m bi and he’s not so there’s no point in him knowing). I’ve had two other relationships in that time and when both ended my thoughts instantly went back to him.
Hurts man.

>>935973400 (OP)
Maybe you should still talk with him. Your current approach of getting im a relationship while you love someone else is toxic for the partners you had.

Of course he won't start anything with you, since he has no interest in man. But still, it could help you to close that chapter in your life and free your heart for the next relationship.

>>935973569
You might be right. Those other relationships were very good at keeping my mind off him and I was totally focused on them at the time but I agree using them as a way to push him out of my mind and try to get over him was a mistake that didn’t even last long term.

>>935973400 (OP)
I'm in a similar situation. 90% straight. Prefer relationships with women.
While i haven't done this in a while I don't mind an easy hook up with another guy.
My best friend and I are tight. He is openly homophobic, I keep my sexuality on the down low, as far as anyone knows im straight. But have told him I've been with a couple guys and it hasn't bothered him.
It's confusing. Sometimes he says 'I could never do that kind of thing' then sometimes he's flirty and handsy. We push things, get physically close, talk about sex we've had and get each other worked up. When we are out he will say stuff like 'i wonder if people think we are a couple'. I chicken out bc i dont want to ruin friendship. Once we got drunk and I thought fuck it, I'm gonna try it on. But he was awful. We didn't do much, clothes stayed on, but he turned me off with his dirty talk. It felt wrong and I shut it down.

I'd like to try again. But he catches me at the wrong times. A couple weeks ago he suggested we fool around, I was about to say umm OK but a friend walked in the room just as the word 'blowjob' was said haha.
Ruined the vibe.

It's frustrating. I'm so bad at this. I don't want a relationship with him. Just wanna see what he's like in bed. If we are compatible that's good, maybe hook up occasionally. If it's bad sex, I hope we could laugh about it and go back to being normal friends

>>935975163
This sounds fake. Why would anyone do this? Just go onto the internet and tell lies like this? What does it earn you?

>>935973400 (OP)
I inherited just over 3 million dollars in real estate and my wife has no idea. It's in a trust and isn't subject to divorce dispersal.

>>935975213
I wish it was fake. It's exhausting trying to figure out wtf is going on with this guy. Like the OP it's been going on too long with no result.
Good thing is we remain real tight. Even if we can't get it on.

I went to college in my mid twenties and got a handjob from a non-binary girl that I met at a school event on the 3rd day and then separately slept with a roommates friend(19) every other day and recorded me busting on them on her phone in her dorm. Everyone at university is weirdly sexually repressed.

>>935975481
If you just keep it blowies, it probably won't get weird later. If you guys do poop sex stuff, I'd like to think that's not something you can come back from. Don't do gay poop sex.

>>935973400 (OP)
I realized a couple of weeks ago that I no longer love my wife. Things have been difficult since 2020, and I've felt that light slowly fade. I'm to the point now that I'm getting bitter and resentful. It's getting harder to pretend and present that I don't feel this way. We started couples therapy Monday, but I feel like it's too little too late. I'm going to see my individual therapist today, and talk through it. Yesterday was our anniversary, and it passed without notice. At this point if there is a way to save the marriage, I'm unwilling to do so. I've made concession after concession to keep us afloat. I can't do that anymore.

>>935975559
That's my thought. I'm not into butt stuff. Would be happy to stick to trading bjs only. but I think he is into anal. He asked me if I've ever let my gf peg me. Another thing he said out of the blue I wasn't expecting.

>>935975637
>realized a couple of weeks ago that I no longer love my wife

Just proceed to divorce, don't waste anymore time. The only reason to carry on and delay would be to secure any finance or possessions you may not want to lose in the divorce. Be pragmatic.

>>935975683
>but I think he is into anal.
Well judging by this it would seem you're open to the idea and will submit to it because he's into it. That'll for sure make it too weird. Maybe don't do gay stuff or accept that if you're gonna have poop sex with your broseph, that's where it will likely cease to be a semi normal frendo situation.

When I used to work retail, I would creepshot my coworkers' asses constantly. They all loved me at that job so no one suspected a thing. I would record their asses all day and cum hard to them in the bathroom while they worked and had no clue. They would all be mortified if they knew. I even share their creeps with strangers online. Its so fucking hot seeing them get used without consent, I'm addicted lol

Pic rel

>>935975716
I wish it were that simple. We have two kids together. She's not the best at handling either of them by herself. She doesn't have the capacity to be as empathetic as they need. Especially my youngest. He's mildly autistic. Very mildly, but still on the spectrum. She doesn't know how to work with him in a productive way, and more often than not, gets annoyed and a little aggressive with him. I wish that I could just walk away, but I couldn't do that to either of them. I feel obligated to at least try to make it work for their sake.

>>935975777
Yeah I think he can try that with another guy. Fucking isn't what I want.

Appreciate the questions and advice. Has helped clear my head. Sharing weird shit isn't a bad thing after all

>>935976069
You sound like a pretty good dad. Good job dude.

It was hard leaving my marriage and I don't have kids to worry about. I've got no advice, but im glad your thinking of your kids.

>>935976069
Oh, well, in that case stick it out until the kiddos are 18 and find a connection outside of the marriage. That or just resign to your reality and put it out of mind and focus on raising the offspring. It isn't really about you, her, nor either of your feelings or discomforts once kids are apart of the equation.

>>935976270
Thanks, I really do try to do right by them. 6 more years until my daughter is 18. 9 for my son. I think I can hold out that long. There's just a lot of little things that the kids need me for. They add up to something much bigger than my problem.
>>935976352
I'm working on getting some prescription meds that I hope will take the edge off. I can't keep drinking the feelings away. I just got a new anxiety medication, but I haven't filled it yet. Atarax is useless. I've got to take 8 to 10 just to get some kind of effect off of it, which is usually just very sleepy. I did manage to land medical marijuana, which is really carrying most the weight right now. I get these nice disposable vapes. They're small, discreet, and don't smell. Most the time no one in the family knows I'm hitting it. That's helped a lot over the last couple of months. It doesn't solve all of my problems, but it does help to smooth out the rough spots.

>>935975968
Fuckk that's an amazing ass

>>935975450
Just make sure not to use the funds to purchase marital property or comingle disbursements into joint savings or investment accounts.

My dumb bitch ex wife divorced me right after I inherited my grandparents farm operation thinking she was going to take half. Thankfully my grandma's lawer helped me rake her over the coals when she tried using better custody arrangements as a bargaining tool.

>>935975163
Sounds like your friend is pretty repressed about his bi urges. You sound the same, to a lesser extent.

Instead of hoping for something to start with him naturally and spontaneously, have you tried just talking shit out with him? It doesn't have to be some big emotional heart to heart. Just something like "yo dude, we keep cockteasing each other, why don't we just cut the crap and get down to it? just an casual experiment, no strings attached."

>>935973400 (OP)
I show off my wife to bbc on reddit

I'm the one who's been posting Gypsy

>>935973400 (OP)
I'm that one that called CPS on my coworker.

I was fully willing to let him handle his house in his own way, but he just had to Spas out about every little thing.

Fuck you Pat! Hope you smuggled in some painkillers with you

Im addicted to my sisters panties. Smelling them, feeling them, cumming in them. Im going to miss seeing her walking around in just panties and a crop top when she moves out in a couple months.

I love Ebony bbws, but it's for all the most racist of reasons, even though I've told others that I simply love the taboo aspect of a white guy wanting to fuck and/or marry black women.

They're primal phat fertility goddesses to me, and the contrast and "wrongness" just turns me on far more than the majority of white women ever could.

>>935975637
I’m right there too.
We don’t sleep in the same room. I didn’t even tell her good night yesterday. She was trashed anyway.
I’m over it. She contributes NOTHING. No money, no chores…nothing. She just consumes. It’s always been like this, it looked different early on. She’s so indebt with stundent loans..stupidly acted predatory shit.
I just want her to go away.

>>935976069
>>935976767
Yep, you're fucked. If you leave, you're a deadbeat dad who fucked over his kids. If you stay you're internally miserable in a dysfunctional relationship.

>medical marijuana
I see, so it's at least partly your fault. Smoking dope when you have young kids is fucking degen.

I'm pretty sure I have multiple kids by different women who I lost touch with over the years simply because for a long time I hooked up with random women at the bar when on business trips, and every so often I'll see one of them online with their kid, and the timeline matches up.

Thing is, it's been almost ten years since the last one and almost 18 since the first one that I'd consider a likely candidate and none of them ever reached out to me even though they had my contact info, so either those kids are mine or their moms just married guys who look a lot like me

>>935982945
If you don't have kids, just fucking divorce, stop overthinking it.
If you have kids, yeah you're fucked like the rest of us. Time to find some inner strength.

>>935983125
And to be honest a couple of them are women who were really fucking good in bed but everything else about them was just a shit show, so even now if I got in touch with them it'd be a question of "why weren't you there?"

"Because your mother decided to fuck a random guy at the bar for a night at a Vegas convention, didn't tell him a damned thing, and it took him reaching out to say 'hey, you might be my kid' for her to decide to try to collect eighteen years of back child support and not, you know, because she thought you might want to meet your biological parent. Do I feel bad about that? Nope, because all the avenues were there in the first place and she chose a different path. I'm sorry for that, but that was not a choice I made. That was hers. You and she are going to have to work that shit out. I'm just the guy who contributed half of your genetic start code, kid. You want me to be something else, we can work on that, but I'm not your parent. Your parents are the people who raised you. "

>>935983147
"Just divorce"

Okay, sure, we'll just go through a full legal and financial separation over the course of a year or more with lawyers that cost roughly half a yearly salary for both parties.

It's not as simple as that. Getting married is easy. Getting divorced is a fuckton of legal paperwork

>>935973400 (OP)
Ive been hooking up with my friends gf for over a year. Hes gonna propose later this summer

sometimes when my gf is not around i have this guy come over and top me while i wear her clothes. sometimes he uses her toys on me. i always make him cum on her clothes or her stuff, then i get rock hard when she uses whatever he came on

After I broke up with my first-ever boyfriend. I slutted around for about 3 years. Then I moved and pretended like it never happened.

I'm sexually attracted to animals, though I've never been with one. I'm worried it'll ruin any potential relationships I might have in the future.

>>935973400 (OP)
I've been regularly sucking off this 18 year old student I've been tutoring. He's a horny little slut and his parents have no idea they're essentially paying me to slurp their twink son's fat cock

Deeply in love with my gf’s best friend who is also my best friend’s fiance. Gf is miserable to be around but I know if things didn’t work out I probably wouldn’t see the girl I’m in love with again.

It’s not just pining, there have been enough little moments to know that there is some mutual interest but I don’t think either of us would act on it without a lot of liquid coaxing.
But just being around her 2-3 times a week is nice and who knows, maybe we’ll have an affair and the rose-colored glasses will come off and I’ll just move on from the whole thing, but I know there will never be a future with her and I, it just wouldn’t make sense

Someone who gets posted regularly on here, has a daughter who just turned legal a few months ago. I bought suggestive pics from the daughter for really cheap and am trying to convince her to sell nudes.

>>935983449
>half a yearly salary for both parties.
oh noes
if you're wealthy enough for your financial separation to be that complex and important, the cost of the lawyers isn't that big a deal. you're not dealing with dependents that rely on you, it's just your own ego taking a hit. suck it up, princess.

besides, if you're in an anglo country and are anything like 99% of couples with no kids, your mixed finances are going to get cut 50/50.

I want to find and impoverished Ukrainian or Russian girl from a small run down village, preferably around 22 and extra plus if she was married already to someone who died in war

Ideally she is 5’7”, skinny because poor nutrition, but not sick skinny, and has a little bit of bad breath because hygiene issues. Small tits, hairy bush and slightly mid sized labia lips.

I get her to the states, she sees a doctor to get a health check up, take her to buy tons of nice clothes, beauty salon, dentist, etc. after about 6 months she has gained about 10lbs, her skin is clearing up, oral hygiene now is great, etc

She is allowed to only learn a little English. She learns a routine of cleaning during the day, having my dinner ready by 6, cleans up afterwards then immediately undresses and gets in bed. She gets no pleasure sexually for herself, lays there still until i cum, then shuts her mouth the rest of the night and repeats the next day

This goes on for about 2 years until I get bored then send her back to whatever shit hole she came from. She spends the rest of her life fucking every dude that comes through her village in the hopes of taking her somewhere better.

About 10 years later, some lady from Siberia that I brought back gets tired of me and murders me in my sleep after a night of sodomizing her with assorted fruits and vegetables.

my anus burns

>>935985742
Tacobell?
Latex allergy?

I've been struggling with my gender for a few years but but I feel like I'm too old (33) and ugly to start, every year I feel worse about myself and I'm close to just killing myself instead.

>>935985905
if you are a man, then yes way to old.

but women can pass pretty quickly

I probably have a kid with my sister.

She's 7 years older than me, and started /ss/ing me when I was 13. Which I enjoyed well enough, even though yeah it wasn't exactly healthy.

When I was 15 she wound up pregnant. She blamed it on her boyfriend at the time, and used it to babytrap him into marriage. But she admitted to me privately that it was probably mine, since she used rubbers with her bf but never made me wear one.

The kid turned out healthy. I don't know 100% for sure that he's mine... but he does have a lot of my features, to the point where our parents have both commented that he looks exactly like I did at his age.

I feel like shit about it. I know I can never acknowledge the kid as mine without blowing up the family and ruining my sister's life. Even acting as his "uncle," I can't be as big a part of his life as I'd like to be since if I involve myself, the more opportunities my sister has to get me alone and drag me into more sexual shit and make our relationship even more complicated. It sucks.

>>935987564
Hot

>>935985888
Penis

>>935973400 (OP)
I seriously want to give a blowjob to the guy who is always on the secrets threads talking about showering with his relatives.

>>935976767
Just leave cuck. your bitch wife and retard kids will thank you

Started dating this girl a year ago, only reason was because she was somewhat cute and I was desperate.

Basically everything about this relationship showed me that I wasn't anywhere near the man I thought I was.
It started as just casual sex, which I was always vehemently against. And then there was obvious red flags like tattoos and nipple piercings, but since it was casual I just let it slide. But eventually it turned into a real relationship and I haven't been able to bring myself to break it off.

Now the signs of abuse are just blatantly everywhere and I feel like shit all the time. I'm just exhausted dealing with the constant flow of emotional abuse and manipulation tactics and gaslighting. But even though I can tell I still don't have the balls to end it because I hated being alone for years too.

It's even making me contemplate cheating so I have a backup plan, and that makes me even more disgusted in myself.

Wife cheated on me in our 20s. I was a shit husband, always at work or with my friends, I get it.

I caught her by putting a spy app on her computer. Moved out for awhile but we worked through it. It's been 20 years, no signs of cheating since then.

I saved the screenshots of her talking to other guys, sexting about doing things we'd never done, etc.

Now I get off reading them and thinking about how much of a slut she was at the time. Still creep one of the guys Facebooks

This will sound lame and pathetic.
I had a chance to nail my mom a few years ago. We were both very drunk and she invited me to bed. I spaghetti'd hard and had no clue how to react.
I'm not even attracted to her but the sheer taboo of it drives me nuts and i think about it often. It makes me wonder if its common, or if im smoking crack, or what.

>>935981344
>yo dude, we keep cockteasing each other
Fuck. I never realized that's exactly what's happening here. We are leading each other on and bailing out when it looks like the other one is finally gonna put out

Yeah we both repressed. I'm easy about it all with other guys. I'm fixated that I don't want to fuck up and lose my friend
Appreciate your advice, that what I'll do. I'll call him a cocktease tell him he's as bad as a girl who doesn't follow up

>>935992165
I love seeing screenshots like this.

>>935987564

Dawg you better start figuring out how to break it to them because with the proliferation of online DNA testing this shit doesn't stay hidden for long

That said, I was the bull for my sister and her husband.

30s guy here, handless and kissless virgin. Used to be a NEET and about to hit 10 years of therapy.

I take care of myself, dress well, drive my own car and job even though I live with parents because I don't want 90% of my paycheck to go to rent.

Have no friends IRL and no idea how to meet girls. I have no problem holding a conversation but that would imply I have something to actually talk about.

I wish I could go on dates and treat a girl so eventually she actually makes me feel wanted. Not knowing what sex is like also makes me feel like I'm less of myself.

Id love to have a 4some with my gf and her nieces

>>935994629
How big are their big fat gay niece cocks?

>>935975450
>It's in a trust and isn't subject to divorce dispersal
unless it's spelled out in black and white in the statutes or court procedures of your jurisdiction, whatever a judge says is subject to "divorce dispersal" absolutely is

>>935975540
>non-binary girl
you can just say girl, "non-binary" isn't a real thing
>Everyone at university is weirdly sexually repressed.
it's a zoomer thing
university used to be a sexual free for all, after which people would generally settle down, but the jews have fried your brains
all of the microplastics, PFOAs, and BPAs in the environment don't help, either
nor does the stunted maturation your generation experienced from pandemic lockdowns and remote "learning"

>>935987564
>if I involve myself, the more opportunities my sister has to get me alone and drag me into more sexual shit
Sounds like she's got you pretty well-trained. What, does she want another kid from you or something? Is your sister Cersei Lannister or something?

>>935994222
>I'm fixated that I don't want to fuck up and lose my friend
A very reasonable fear, as plenty of bi/gay guys have had the awkwardness from sex sink their friendships. But you've gotta realize that leaving things unresolved is just as likely (if not more so) to damage your friendship.

But on the bright side, it sounds like it's not a one-sided, unreciprocated attraction. It's entirely possible that that two of you can work through your feelings and end up with a nice chill friends-with-benefits arrangement, if not more. You'd be surprised at how many "straight" guys out there have a mild hidden bi streak that they just occasionally indulge with one of their like-minded friends.

>>935987564
>Even acting as his "uncle," I can't be as big a part of his life as I'd like to be since if I involve myself, the more opportunities my sister has to get me alone and drag me into more sexual shit and make our relationship even more complicated. It sucks.
you're retarded
be as involved as you want to be in your kid's life and knock her up with more babies before she gets too old

>>935973400 (OP)
There is literally nothing in this world able to turn me on more that thinking about my sister. She was my first ever sexual experience when I was 14 and thought of myself as the most unfuckable piece of flesh that ever came into existence. And we re not even that close rn. She actually gave me the "I did things with you because I didn't know how to ask for love" narrative that made me feel like an abusive brother. I get that my body recognizez her as the first girl that ever wanted to get close to me physically. Even with all that guilt and realisation that this fetish keeps me away from building healthy connections with other women, I feel hardwired to be attracted to her. I sometimes want to jack off but ain't in the necessary mood and thinking about her even on purpouse instantly gives me a stiffy. Not necessarily because of the tabu anymore just so fking odd ...

>>935994447
Yeah I get it. It's a sad orgasm being the one cheated on, but I can't help how much it turns me on

>>935997040
Did they shit talk you or say how much better the guy that was smashing her was?

>>935997118
No, nothing like that, not that I saw.
Not to brag but I'm fairly hung, and my first GF taught me the importance of making the girl cum first.

Didn't neglect her sexually, didn't spend time with her.

It was mostly sexting, talking about stuff they'd do. Some of the guys weren't local, at least 2 were though.

She told one guy she'd been with 6 guys. I was only aware of 2, possible 3rd. Always wonder who the other one was.

>>935973400 (OP)
Been I love with my friends wife, we’ve fucked a few times before having kids and a lot after having kids.
We both are playing with fire, last couple times I’ve nutted in her.

>>935997718
Curious how good looking she is

>>935973400 (OP)
Became a complete degenerate like felt I at one point was a decent person but just went full gooner brain.
>spied on girls I know
>fucked and busted in some of those girls when passed out wasted
>now fap to decade old OC of them

>>935997750
I’d say 7.5/10 she’s got tiny tits but thick ass and tight waste

>>935997761
How many and how hot

>>935997882
>>935997750
The fucked up part is my wife is significantly hotter than her but she’s kinda a bitch

>>935995063
>Sounds like she's got you pretty well-trained.
Pretty much... no matter how much I try to convince myself that I shouldn't do shit with her, she knows how to push all my buttons and get her way.

>does she want another kid from you or something?
It's something she "jokes" about, even though she knows I feel weird about the situation. She has a second kid, and while it's possible that he could be mine, he looks a lot more like her husband than the first kid so I don't think so.

>Is your sister Cersei Lannister or something?
Well, she is kinda psycho lol....

>>935997888
2 dozen and hotness ranged from 7-9’s

>>935997882
>>935997910
I'd like to see a comparison side by side, cropped for face obv

>>935997934
What kind of OC did you make

>>935997985
Creeps, window Voy, sleep creeps

>>935998034
No nude pics when they were passed out?

>>935994697
This guy has never even heard of a revokable living trust. He's just out here spreading the MGTOW propaganda that a judge can give your wife half your shit no matter what.

>>935998073
Vids

>>935998319
Post some of the hottest girls?

>>935998247
>revokable living trust.
i know what it is
it's a legal instrument, not a magic wand
>He's just out here spreading the MGTOW propaganda that a judge can give your wife half your shit no matter what.
not what i said, but by all means, continue your self soothing behavior

>>935997970

>>935998731
Left looks way better than right

>>935998759
Yeah it’s pretty significant difference lol

>>935998731
Left and it’s not even close

>>935998850
Any bikini of left?

>>935998880
Yeah fuck off mate
>>935998731
Here me out anon your drunk go home your wife is way hotter get off the sauce and leave your buds wife alone. You are being grade A, Retarded.

>>935975968
Got any more? That ass got me hot.

>>935998375
Pick a number

>>935998731
>>935998963
This no contest, save some girls for the rest of us

>>935976767
Both kids are old enough to remember this, realize what you did, and regret that you sacrificed years of your own happiness for them. My dad did it and I hate that he stayed with my cunt of a mother just because he thought that was what we wanted.

>>935999082
7

I'm a closeted fag with a hopeless crush on my older brother.

We used to fool around all the time back in our teens. I was pretty much his on-demand fleshlight. Kinda molesty, but I was 100% into it.

As we got older, he started started landing steady girlfriends and losing interest in me. He'd still use me as a backup when he was between girls, but that's become rarer and rarer, and he's been with his current gf for years and is likely gonna marry her.

I always knew it was just sex for him, that it was stupid and unrealistic of me to ever want more than that. It still sucks, though. I miss those lazy afternoons when we'd get back from school and spend the few hours we had before our folks got home hanging out naked, alternating between sex and playing vidya or watching TV together...

>>935989996
I wonder if he went swimming this week?

>>935994666
Top Kek

>>935999379

i type in the terms #bodycheck #nsfw on twitter & i jerk off to the starving girls that come up. bonus if they have scars.

>>936002040
>bonus if they have scars.
i get it
hot young girls with self harm scars appeal to me in the same way that an expensive set of stereo speakers with scuffs and scratches does
i'd never be able to afford them new, but i might be able to get a damaged floor model on discount

>>936002040
same. bodycheck is consistently the best search term.