>>936081918>I want to express myself as an object of desireOkay, what about the other 99.9% of the time being a girl?
Seriously anon, go RP as a pretty girl in a lewd VR chat room
You'll get the experience you are looking for
Forget what porn teaches you, a significant portion of women can't even orgasm and they feel sick 25% of the time
Keep in mind, this is IF they are healthy. Fat women live in a hellish prison of their own making