Is it depression or am I losing my mind?
>unable to find a job with CS degree
>slipping into NEETdom
>spend most of my days browsing the internet
>never really happy
>starting to disassociate ever so slightly
>try to think back on things i used to enjoy, whether hobbies or just memories, nothing really clicks tho
>rinse repeat, daily
no voices in my head or anything like that
how do i get out of this cycle

>Poor people problems.
Sounds like the symptoms of living in a broken system and getting older.
You need money for starters. As for hobbies I dont know. Sometimes we grow out of things and there is simply nothing good to replace it.

See if any of this helps.
Survey platforms for money.
Prolific
Qmee
Swagbucks
Earn money by sharing your internet connection.
Honeygain
Pawns App
If you have a car consider the following.
Rideshare Driving (Uber, Lyft)
Food Delivery (DoorDash, Uber Eats, Grubhub, Instacart)
Package Delivery (Amazon Flex, UPS, FedEx)
Local Deliveries (Roadie, Postmates)
Car Advertising (Carvertise, Wrapify)

Online and open to... let's call it possibilities. emaquiie