im 32 years old and i never got anything close to this

good for him. i found my fiance at 30,

she just dumped me after 8 years. with no real reason other than " im just done"

i think i may just try and die by "accident" or just do increasingly more dangerous shit till i either puss out, get injured, or die.

it's been good boys. but i think it may be the end.

i'll give it a month or so for my fam's sake and if the feeling remains. thats that.

Coming up to 20th anniversary this year. Oldest son is in year 11. Time gets away.

>>936190613
I promise you the only waste would be throwing you life away over someone who was less than you deserve.

>>936190458 (OP)
It all changes when she has kids, all of both their "gushing" goes into them until they develop enough to become annoying.

>>936190613
Reproduce,it will give your existence purpose,fir a while at least

>>936190613
I guess you waited too long to pop the question, anon.

>>936190458 (OP)
thanks for ruining my day
>>936190613
Dont do it buddy, try to find another chick

>>936190789
people who pump out a baby for their own selfish desire, especially when they might not be ready to support a child, are disgusting and evil. I hope no one in this thread reproduces, you retards don't understand how to support happiness or health. Imagine dragging an innocent child into your miserable life just so it might make you personally feel good "for a while"

>>936191832
Fighting against millions of years of evolution won't make you any happier

>>936191637
>Dont do it buddy, try to find another chick
Just to go through the entire thing again except on a 1-2 year speedrun because they're older?

>>936191832
Too late, already reproduced. Feels good man.

>>936191979
Well said.

>>936190458 (OP)
It's fun but a bit annoying after awhile

It's easier to get this with a good body while being a good partner (helping cook/clean etc)

>>936190767
Wouldn't surprise me if she got this crush after having kids and he's actually being a good dad
Happened to me

>>936192057
Birth control could be fucking with her either. Her hormones firing for him as both devoted carer and cherished dependant.

>>936190613
Bro I am at the same point. Not because of women but because of how absolutely disappointed I am in humanity and people in general. I don't even know what the fuck I am doing here. Get up in the morning and pretend shit's fine, there is a point, trying to distract myself with meaningless bullshit that I really do not care about.

Living in a cabin in the woods, forced to survive by my own hands is just about the only thing that seems anyhow logical and reasonable to me. The prospect of actually having to survive and struggle is far more meaningful than anything this society can conjure.
I am done with this. I have stopped paying attention. I drive recklessly just because I enjoy it, my safety and other peoples safety be damned. I stopped being nice, helping others or even paying attention to them at all.

Day by day I am clocking out more and more and I don't see myself being at all compatible with regular society within the next 5 years. At this rate I will probably end up killing someone too just because I want to know if I am truly that done by now.

>>936192159
Birth control ruins women
That's why so many are on antidepressants

>>936192416
>when you realize that traces of birth control and anti depressant medication use by millions of people will inevitably end up in your drinking water

>>936190458 (OP)
Neurosyphilis

>>936190458 (OP)
Me too OP
I drew the short straw and I have a lot of issues. I won't wake up to have the woman of my dreams to snuggle.

>>936192281
>cabin in the woods
I can't afford the land by myself

>>936193535
Neither do I so I'm just gonna have to squat and steal it. There's pretty much no other way.
I hate how no matter where you go, there'll always be some retard who'll tell you you're not allowed to do it.
It's like you don't have a choice but to belong to this shit, which is ridiculous and demeaning.

Anyone 3+ levels below you will do this as long as they themselves are not over a 6.

If you're a 7, marry a 4. If You're a 10, marry a 6. If you're a 5, marry a 2.

Honestly if you brainwash yourself to like fat chicks, life legitimately gets infinitely better.

>>936193639
Nothing wrong if she's got some chub imo

>>936193808
I'm 6'0, white, pretty jacked, with a good career, my own place/car. Decent face.

I'm pretty good with women. Let me tell you that i don't waste my time with 7s+ anymore, let alone 9s. I could, ive dated them, but they're so fucking narcissistic from social media it's just so draining and shitty.

Girls over 200lbs literally will come to my house, give me a bj and then let me nap while they clean my house and make me dinner, then when i wake up, will let me eat then fuck me (doing literally anything i want in bed), then leave for the night to let me sleep. If I'm kind enough to let them stay the night, it's always a morning bj before work, happily.

And they are always so kind and nice and happy. And the second they start to go "what are we", they are instantly replaceable by 15 minutes on social media - or even her friends that are constantly in your DMs. Sometimes you can get threesomes because fat friends are always trying to do stuff and they're used to doing these kinds of things for men they want to keep.

>>936190458 (OP)
the only reason anyone posts on reddit is to cope

no one actually talks like that, she married a soyboy and if her little story gets upvotes she'll get to temporarily feel like it wasn't a mistake

>>936193987
So you have all that shit and you have to settle not only for dumb whores, but dumb fat whores? LMFAO holy shit. American/German retard I presume?

>>936190458 (OP)
Sounds like she's probably autistic. Chicks like that get really clingy and emotional if things dont work out 100 percent for them the way they see things. Tend to throw tantrums and get annoyed by dissenting opinions. A buddy of mine has a woman like this. Her pussy is literally so tight they can't fuck. He still stays with her, and she adores him for it.

You never know what the other side looks like in these situations. She could be a disgusting ham planet that managed to bag a weird little fag.

>>936191832
Hi I have 2 and they're thriving.
And my mental healthy is fine. Physical health not so much but my kids are healthy af because I am a self made first hand expert on what not to do..

>>936194800
I definitely wouldn't be claiming autism or any disorder for that matter based on this one post and the fact she really likes her husband.

If you forced me to guess, Id sooner say this is the only guy who ever gave her any attention and she feels she has zero options. Probably ugly, or, based on the fact she'd post this and the content of her post, insufferably bubbly and odd.

>>936190458 (OP)
written by a man btw

>>936195034
Not even gay hands are capable of writing that level of bubbly cringe.

>>936195153
This is clearly written by a woman. It's the level of cringe and sappiness that you'd see in their MLM posts on social media

>>936193987
Replacing them would get boring/tiring. Have you thought about keeping any?

>>936194056
>no one actually talks like that, she married a soyboy and if her little story gets upvotes she'll get to temporarily feel like it wasn't a mistake

>>936192552
This isn't a symptom of neurosyphilis.
Neurosyphilis causes degeneration, if anything, this is hyperactivity. If neurosyphilis was effecting your affection, you'd be losing it, not getting more.

>>936197220
ive had 2-3 that ive kept around for a couple years. Theyre not special in bed, but theyre really cool girls, no drama, etc

>>936190458 (OP)
sounds like a bipo women that goes from, I hate him to I have a crush, every two weeks
also ylu really think someone would lie on the internet to get attention?

>>936195153
>>936195917
It is written by a man pretending to be a woman, based on social media. Not necessarily gay, but probably gay.

This is just another psyop

>>936190458 (OP)
35, had it once
An ex who lived in another city used to daydream about me and get all wet. Shit was cash. Hope to have this connection again with someone else

I still feel this way about my wife. Been with her 13 years and still stop and think
>Wow she is pretty
And stop listening to her talk for a moment. She was starting to gain weight and then she had an illness for a few weeks where she had no appetite and lost like 20lbs. She is perfect again.

>>936204824

Why are you on porn filled /b/?

>>936193987
So narcissists avoid another narcissists. Got it

>>936190458 (OP)
Your standards are too high.

>>936190458 (OP)
Most of us never will either.