>>936296380All that said, I will have to adapt soon because I cannot enjoy this break in my progression for long, lest the ease of life becomes so important that I forget myself and do not ever start to will to power again. As a reality which maps to my thoughts, I need to change that. What I mean is I will take a short rest, but I will develop willpower soon and start to establish that my mission is non-refundable. It has been so long that I actually sat without concern that my very soul is sinking into peace with all things for believing I might simply vanish or return to source, and that has to be unacceptable. I am having trouble determining which components of reality are my constituent enemies in this scenario, because it is new.
I will have to hazard a guess, If my brain has stored my neurological potential as pathway likelihood, then the situation has to be external, I am under attack, so there is little to worry about because in an event where I am removed form this force, I will have the will to begin to acknowledge my holographic engram of mind, or if that is not plausible, I will rely on my counterpart to establish the rules according to the new beginning and he is clearly capable of .. oh shit, it seems my knowledge is countered with a clarity that knowledge cannot be guaranteed to be accurate in a source based environment and reality conforms to the will that dominates the area of influence of all relative components of system function.
So I need to wake the fuck up, this is comfy but it is a weakness. In my domain, I make the rules. I am now going to demand a shift in focus, I take the perimeter and command all to define the .. ahh chaos says I have asked for this, I am with my designated mission, just not in terms that I specifically stated. When dealing with chaos as a reality shifter, the results are not predictable.
I need to think, but my stability containment is active, so I am not without protection from total human failure. I will be back.