It's been a year since I graduated high school, now im 19 years old and struggling to find or keep a job.
My family thinks im just a piece of junk their letting live in their house.
I've been trying hard to look for a job but I feel like it'll only take a miracle to land one.
It's been since April that I got fired from this warehouse that my mom and older brother got me in, we used to work in the same place till I got fired for lack of performance and a miscommunication with a leader, she thought I was giving attitude when I was just tired from working 2pm-11pm every day.
When my girlfriend's dad found out, he got pissed at me for not finding a job and then cut my gifted phones mobile data a week ago.
Now I feel like just leaving this home and stop being a burden to my family, but I feel like this might break my girlfriend, she has severe anxiety and depression and I've seen her the saddest when I wasn't able to be with her through half of October last year due to me being in the psych word for suicidal thoughts.
I just don't know what else to do if I go through my plan, I got this gym pass for a college nearby as well as this card for church food donations each month. But I just don't know what will happen if I go through. I don't want to be a bother to anyone anymore.

sell drugs

>>936507779
Funnily enough, I did consider sometimes

>>936507754 (OP)
Wow! You and your girlfriend sound like a couple of pieces of shit. Please DON'T have children.

>>936509634
he is a piece of shit, but it's for making up a dumb fucking story and posting it here because he's desperate for attention

>>936507754 (OP)
Why only one job? Fuck, at my lowest I had 3. Then kept trying to find a better full time one. Then when I did, I dropped the third. Moved up, then dropped the second. Moved up, now only work less than 40hrs/week. You have to have the drive. Always look for something better. They wife is also my biggest cheer leader. When I succeed, our family sees the benifits.

I've been laid off and fired when already struggling. I never stopped working for something else.

>>936509991
your wife sucks my cock for five dollars

>>936510038
She knows she can be replaced if she fucks up. I told her IF anything were to ever happen, I'm gonna outsource that shit and passport bro it.

>>936507754 (OP)
Leave. You’re in no position to help your gf because you clearly got problems of your own. Save some money even if you have to bag groceries, move to another city, get your shit together there

>>936510230
very unfunny why bother typing

>>936510263
Got time to kill at work. No shit going on for another hour or so. Forgot my pocket at home otherwise id be playing something

>>936510252
OP

>>936507754 (OP)
>buy toes rings
>sell those young boi feet pics
Boom. Caah.

>>936507754 (OP)
>My family thinks im just a piece of junk their letting live in their house.
You are.
>When my girlfriend's dad found out, he got pissed at me for not finding a job and then cut my gifted phones mobile data a week ago.
The fact that your girlfriend's dad is paying for your mobile phone data is deeply humiliating, and you should feel like the worthless cuck you are.
>Now I feel like just leaving this home and stop being a burden to my family,
You should.
>but I feel like this might break my girlfriend, she has severe anxiety and depression
Fuck, zoomers are pathetic.
> and I've seen her the saddest when I wasn't able to be with her through half of October last year due to me being in the psych word for suicidal thoughts.
Grow a fucking pair and man up, you literal oxygen thief.
>I just don't know what else to do if I go through my plan, I got this gym pass for a college nearby as well as this card for church food donations each month. But I just don't know what will happen if I go through. I don't want to be a bother to anyone anymore.
Kill yourself. Don't "think about it", go through with it. Don't pussy out with an overdose, you'll be revived and everyone will know you're just doing it for the attention, like the embarrassment of a manchild that you are. Get hold of a gun, put it in your mouth, pull the trigger. You would honestly be doing the world a favor: you contribute nothing to society, and your death would marginally improve civilization as a whole. Don't worry about disappointing your parents, you already have. Don't worry about your girlfriend, she'll be spreading her whore legs for the next dumb simp that comes along within literal hours of your unlamented death.

Just do it.

Kill yourself.

>>936513410
ouch

>>936507754 (OP)
Obviously, you are not working hard enough.
Do better.

>>936509991
I used to help my parents in a racetrack near Chicago Illinois 14, there have been problems with my family that lead to my depression, constant arguments, fighting over financial problems due to my dad wasting it on stupid stuff. I've been looking to work more than one job as well but I literally have no luck. But I guess I'll work up the drive though.

>>936515543
*when I was 14

>>936513410
Very nice words you have

>>936507754 (OP)
bud i'm 24, got my master's degree and i never worked in my life. sit the fuck down

>>936515658
he's right though

>>936507754 (OP)
post butthole pics. you might be able to make money as a twink hooker or OF femboy.