I'm tired of being me. I have an obnoxious personality and everyone despises me.

find a way to become a better person. firstly you must really discover what's really wrong with you that people don't like of you, and fix it. take care of yourself and focus on yourself to better fix your mentality.

also shadowheart mentioned thats awesome

>>936520552 (OP)
I'm somewhere in this mix but not entirely.
Being me feels right but i can see how i'm obnoxious and feel guilty to try to be different. But fail and know it's pointless.

>>936520552 (OP)
same except i like being me =D

>>936520552 (OP)
Kys nigga

I'm pushing middle aged and I can tell you it's more of a mix. Yes, you should always work on your roughest edges but also you need to find your people too. If you're out there trying to cling on to people that are annoyed by you and treat you poorly as a result, maybe look for new social connections. Someone out there will get you and presumably you'll be self aware of the value of those people enough to make strides to get them in return.

Within reason of course: if you're out here cornering people and breathlessly telling them everything you ever read on /x/ or /pol/ and calling that a personality, get help.

I'm a lot to handle, but that's part of the fun. Up for it?