why are you still here?

cause i dont want to kill myself just yet cause it would devastate my mum who doesnt deserve a shithead son like me...
also, i havent been struck down by a heart attack or cancer ... YET!
officially in the danger age group for that shit now (39) and i have a history of heart attacks in the family (even take meds for a bad heart currently) in addition to having the gene mutation that cause both pancreatic and prostate cancer...
ill be fucked soon enough, mark my words.

>>936583873
marked

>>936583756 (OP)
because I'm dead

>>936583756 (OP)
Nowhere else to go