Is it normal to not feel guilty for jerking to fucked up things? Years ago if I would give in j would feel very bad arrears for awhile but nowadays it’s just like “eh” and I go on with my day. Do I have brain damage?

Why would you feel guilty? I doubt there is a single sane reason to feel guilty excluding religion and some would argue religious reasons do not qualify as sane.

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PS: If I had to guess you are concerned with what others would think about you. Your inner conformist acting up.