>>936636941 (OP)Yes. Kill yourself.
You are defying literally millions of years of evolution that brought your body to this state. Do you believe that nature, itself, indeed the very animals you are too pussy to eat, care about "morality"? Do you believe that nature, itself, is "immoral"? Those same animals you are too weak to kill and consume would kill and consume you in a second if the need presented itself. So just kill yourself and feed yourself to animals. It's what you deserve.