I'm not asking this question as a newbie, but as someone who's been here for over ten years, who's participated in the culture and the usual bullshit posts, snitching, and criticizing others. But since becoming a true Christian, something has completely changed in my perception of this place. I rarely post here once or twice a month instead of daily, and that's about it, and every time I open it, something inside me disgusts me and makes me unworthy of being here. I've started noticing the incredible number of conversations where people do nothing but insult and call each other names, for no reason. It all seems so vile and disgusting. I can't explain it, but I feel like every time I open this thing again, I'm walking into Sodom and Gomorrah. As soon as I don't conform to the usual shitty personality that's been invented here, I'm immediately singled out and called a minor, a neo-fetishist, or any other possible insult depending on the context of my post.

I was aware of this before, but I generally ignored it or tried not to pay much attention to it. But now, it's just this dirty feeling I find myself in every time I come back, and I shouldn't feel that way or care about it anymore.