>>937052315I feel ya, it definitely was a learning experience that taught me a good deal of important lessons. And yeah, I definitely feel you on the baby situation. She desperately wanted a baby, I didn't want one until we sorted our own shit out more, and it was an endless point of conflict. I'm incredibly lucky I never knocked her up, because she wasn't into fucking unless I was going to finish inside of her. She wanted me to fill her with cum constantly, and would get incredibly pissed off if she suspected that I had jerked off and thus not loaded her cunt with some of my cum. She eventually went off birth control, would want to fight me if I wanted to use condoms at that point. And I suspect she poked holes in a few of the condoms I bought as well. I basically used stealthily jacking off and smoking a ridiculous amount of weed as birth control on my end, keeping my sperm count low. Glad it worked, I would have eaten a bullet for breakfast by now if I'd knocked her up and had to deal with her mental illness for the rest of my life.