>>937062829ADHD, OCD, bipolar, financially bankrupt, no friends, constant visual disturbances that are permanent. Cant afford any of my hobbies and im too awkward to pursue any woman that shows me obvious signs of being interested. The only way out is to learn a skill and grind 50-60 hour weeks and even still I will have to live with constant visual disturbances that were directly caused by past drug use. Why suffer a lifetime of this when I can just finish it off now