>be me, middle schooler
>mom fucks my life up by bringing me up as sped, as well as being strict asian mom at home and only encouraging me to hang out with sped/chinese kids
>mom forces me to play piano/do chinese and doesn't let me have free access to the internet/ipad
>let it all out in normie school, which just makes them still think i'm sped
>mom still forcing me to play piano/do chinese and doesn't let me have free access to the internet/ipad
>suspended from normie school, they make mom find me a shrink, we settle on some old jew
>mom STILL forcing me to do piano/chinese and stuff
>kicked out of normie school for kicking teachers
>mom STILL being an asian mom etc, not letting up
>going to sperg school, but still seeing that shrink
>mom, in addition to all that, makes me go to chinese church sunday school so i can still see normal kids
>discover what being gay/trans is, since it's like 2017, and sunday school teaches me how much god "hates the sin but not the sinner"
>come out to shrink, he says i need to go to church anyway
>come out to mom and dad, they say i need to go to church anyway
>start begging for longer hair / trying on mom's clothes when she's out
>eventually caught by mom in drag, she lets the shrink know
>shrink chides me over next few sessions
>"anon, idt ur trans... gay, maybe? but not trans... also, idt bi men are real"
>no longer seeing old shrink now, found different younger lgbt shrink at college who's lgbt themselves
>still flitting in and out of literally the same church since it's so close to college and sorta also serves as a support network (mostly for food tho)
>literally went to that exact fellowship leader's house for a BBQ last week (he still works at the church)

your mom is fucking based, i wish i had a mom like that growing up. that being said, you aren't fucking trans, get a grip.

>>937060259 (OP)
>>start begging for longer hair / trying on mom's clothes when she's out
You're a crossdresser, not trans and yes you are gay.

You're so starved for attention (and/or the feeling of being needed) that you've decided that you'll become a woman so that you can get it. You'll take it in the ass as long as someone gives you head pats. You don't foresee yourself getting anywhere near a pussy so it's silly to identify yourself as Bi.

>>937060509
>>937060561
My aunt (mom's sis) was my barber for the first 12 years of my life

Incidentally, every woman on my mom's side of the family has short Chinese Karen haircuts, so honestly wouldn't even be surprised if they gave me shitty Asian bowl cuts too even if I were born female

Like, they threatened to take my iPad away if I didn't obey them and go with them to haircuts

It sucked, and while some progress HAS been made, they still control me today in a lot of ways. And they remain transphobic, having even voted for Trump in 2024. Ideally things would be better, but it's 2025 and the job market sucks ass. Trying my best to change that, but for now, I'm stuck with mom.

>>937060806
>obey them and go with them to haircuts
>mom forces me to play piano/do chinese
>mom STILL being an asian mom
> encouraging you to hang out with people of a similiar cultural background
> mandatory church
This is 100% a normal childhood, OP. I cut my own hair till I was 18, and was put into golf and piano classes. My dad made me learn to code before it was a meme. Typical story.

The only concerning thing I'm seeing here is your addiction to the internet, you kicking teachers, and you being on a porn site that famously converts people into gays and cucks.

Do what your parents say and work hard to get yourself into a good school. Your family is making you do all this stuff so that you don't become a complete fuck up when you move out.

>>937061167
>Do what your parents say and work hard to get yourself into a good school.

Where'd I ever mention I was still in HS / a minor?

I'm a rising senior in college now. I still live with my parents in a suburban house for the summer, but likely also for the semester since my school is close enough to commute.

I've lived off campus last year and loved it, but my parents forced me to get off the lease I originally had for this year since it was an attic room that though spacious, wasn't a legal bedroom (but the landlord didn't give a fuck at all).

They were up in arms about how "anon the lease says xyz". The lease also says not to party or drink, but people literally do it anyway. And they were bitching so hard about how "in American you must follow the law".

Think the worst part about this might be that I'm a CS bro who shouldn't even be having any of these financial issues since I'm in tech and a major metro area. Like I've had anons tell me to plan a move to a major metro area as if I don't already live and study in one. Yet I'm broke af since jeets took all the internships.

I just feel completely humiliated. Parents are acting all smug like "you'll thank us for this one day!", and think I'm an ungrateful shithead. This has gotten pretty intense, with screaming matches etc.

>>937061365
>I'm a CS bro who shouldn't even be having any of these financial issues since I'm in tech and a major metro area.
Poor assumption in the age of AI. You're probably gonna struggle but it sounds like your parents are doing everything possible to cut down your expenses, minimize your debt, and keep from dying of carbon monoxide in an legally unfit attic. I bet they're paying a fraction of your tuition too.

What you need to do is stop obsessing over your genitals and get ANY job. Save money. Become independent.

Until then, yes, your parents own you.

>>937061518
I wonder if I could've gotten out of getting into a sped school (and suffering the academic consequences of that) by being more vocal about my gender dysphoria earlier and at a younger age.

Maybe I could've even transitioned earlier, at least socially if not medically.

I grew up in the 2010s and in a blue county of a blue state, so politically it probably wouldn't have even been out of reach.

>>937060806
you sound like a complete fucking faggot

>>937063037
And proud of it <3

>>937063037
OP is a complete retard who should rediscover Jesus asap

My parents fucking piss me off

At dinner tonight they were trying to guilt trip me for not having a job in 2025 (and therefore having to live with them rather than going out into the world and stuff).

They were trying to make me do chores and shit like cleaning the toilet like I'm fucking 13.

I reminded them that I was a legal adult and I wasn't willingly living with them anymore. They kept pushing back and defensively justifying their control of me. Like they even have access to my wardrobe and hairstyle preferences, which is why I haven't started any sort of HRT, and don't even visually pass or socially transition.

I then asked them a hypothetical, like "mom what if I dyed my hair red? I don't want to, but what if?"

Mom retorted that if I did, she wouldn't stop me if I paid for it myself, but she'd definitely negatively comment on it, and also mentioned HR would have a fit over it when I interviewed for jobs.

I then asked her what she'd do if she were HR and was interviewing equally qualified candidates but one had dreadlocks / wore a hijab / were LGBT. And she straight-up said she'd hire the other candidate because they'd be "cleaner", also saying "Asians just ARE more qualified" etc. I.e. she straight up admitted to supporting hiring discrimination. So did my dad too when he joined in.

ISTFG I FUCKING HATE ALL OF THIS I JUST WANNA BE A CUTE GIRL HOW MUCH DOES IT HAVE TO TAKE.

>>937067740
Bruh, your broke ass is being kept alive by your parents and all you do is bitch and moan and whine about wanting to be a girl as if that would fix anything.

YWNBAW faggot

>>937069161
I think I'd be much happier and more pleasant.

>>937070171
40+% suicide rate says otherwise.

Why did you kick your teachers?

>>937070286
Because they were pissing me off.

Also lol at my captcha

I sometimes wish I were born in a red state so it'd be easier to get guns

>>937072067
Answer the fucking question OP