>>937080741Sad part is you are likely just an autistic chick that got manipulated by someone who acutally didn't have your best interest at heart.
You will likely contract aids, if you haven't already because it takes 6 months to appear on tests. It's financial impact will further your economic downturn, you will feel more comfortable with drugs, and may use them to fill the empty void.
You will likey exacerbate your aids with drugs, and die somewhere of a festering infection that could be treated with simple antibiotics.
Your future is bleak, I'd suggest you turn back, it will be safer for you and better for your life to simply return to the way you were born.