I doubt there's many on here, but fuck it. I'm ending things this week, and it feels like a waste to just throw out my Comic Lo etc. I have a few manga/doujin, a Shinobu figure, and two loli related books, picrel. It's not much, but it's all free. Don't worry, the pages aren't sticky. I also have some non-loli manga, books, and CDs, so I can post those as well.
If you're interested, leave a way to contact you. I'll meet up with you, ideally tomorrow, Thursday, or Friday, no later. Not mailing it, don't need a hassle on my last couple days. I'm not going more out of my way than Kanto/Chubu regions, sorry.

>>937130939 (OP)
I know it doesn't mean much coming from me but don't kill yourself Japan-anon.

Not a Japan-anon myself so can't offer much help. But I am sure there are still happy times to be had, even if now is bad.

Some of my manga I'll also give if anyone wants it. I have the nendroids from the boxes in decent conditions, plus dressable bodies, clothes, and furniture.
>>937131283
Thank you, but I'm pretty much set on it. I'm flunking out of university and will lose my scholarship. Since I'm a pussy, I don't want to deal with the shame of telling my family and becoming a NEET again.

>>937130939 (OP)
Don't kill yourself but i'm confused.

Isn't lolicon illegal? Like I never even realized they had threads like that on here until yesterday and i'm pretty sure it's against US law.

And some more stuff, books and manga, random cheap figures and stands. Some are in pretty bad shape, but if there's any takers I'd like them to have a home that isn't the trash.
>>937131440
There's loli threads here all the time. I'm not familiar with US law, but as far as I understand it might be illegal in certain states, but isn't nationwide. It's drawn, so..

>>937131588
Oh, that's right, you're not from the US.

Also why do you wnt to end it? You shouldn't /b/ro. Have you tried lifting? /f/itizen here

Final stuff for grabs, some CDs.
>>937131609
Basically I'm a useless hiki by nature and I'm now flunking out of uni because I gave up on classes and assignments. This means I'll lose my scholarship and I'm too much of a coward to face my parents and tell them they wasted money on me going to university for nothing. I'm also the first one to go to uni in my family, so the pressure to succeed is extra. That's the immediate reason, but I've been suicidal since I was 13, and attempted to jump in front of train before but was too pussy.
>Have you tried lifting?
Thanks /fit/bro but I'm not a guy, so lifting wouldn't really suit me.

>>937131755
Do you want to maybe talk? There really are a lot of other options besides killing yourself. There's a whole world out there to explore.

I'm from America where we love guns, kicking ass, lifting weights, and not giving a fuck what other people think. It sounds like the pressures out far east are really tough for young people. I'm a lot older than you I think (I'm 35) but you really shouldn't do something like that. There are other options. You could probably have a really lucrative life somewhere

I'm sure your parents would prefer you alive and dropped out of uni than dead japanon. Plz don't end it

>>937131755
Parents will care more about you living than the Uni.

Uni doesn't matter.

You seem to like manga and anime, that is some sort of passion, even if you feel you are useless, I would see about finding work involving these sorts of things. Even if it is just at a Book-off or something for now.

You seem young, I understand Japan has a lot more pressure on these sorts of norms and expectations, but really, it is your life. If Uni is not a fit for you, that doesn't mean it has to be the end of everything. I dropped out myself.

Think about my words a bit. It is all the help I can give. I hope you change your mind Japan-anon. I know if you make it, you won't be thinking about Uni some years from now. Life moves on if you let it.

頑張って,

>>937131878
I don't mind talking, but I don't really think I can be convinced.
Disc: hachi02774, also for any Japan anons who are interested in any of the stuff posted. Seems unlikely, but I'm holding out hope there's at least few more of you on here.

>>937131909
>>937131964

Yeah exactly! Don't give up Japanon! If you want to consider fitness, you might be surprised to find there's a lot of female athletes out there!

>>937131878
Long time lurker don’t kill yourself anon trust me your parents would rather you fail and have you here then fail and be gone there only going to question what they could have done better and that will haunt them

>>937130939 (OP)
I'm 48. I flunked out of my first year of college. My parents were upset.
They would have been more upset if I had killed myself over it.
I've had suicidal thoughts since I was 6. So many times along the way I almost did it. I'm now glad that I didn't add I've never been happier than I am now.
Your suicidal thoughts and actions are likely due to a chemical imbalance in your brain. How hard is it to get help for that in Japan? I don't know.
You wouldn't cut off your hand because you have a splinter in your finger, so don't end your life because your mind needs help..
You say it seems like a waste to throw out all your magazines, books, etc. Your life ending would be a bigger waste.
Your parents will be upset to find that you are failing. They would be far more upset to find out you killed yourself.
Life is difficult. But it's also rewarding once you find your "groove".

You speak two languages. Maybe that's common in Japan, but that's pretty impressive for several hundred million people such as us Americans.

Please don't kill yourself.

>>937131994
Anon my plan was to be dead by 25 I was in a similar boat as you failed out of uni was worried about being a failure was only worried about making the most money to make people proud
But I learned that being happy is much more important I’d rather be homeless and happy then rich and miserable please find what makes you happy anon manga seems like an interest of yours maybe work at a bookstore or something

>>937131909
I wonder. I just hate the idea of becoming a burden to them again. They didn't want to have me in the first place, and I'm basically a money drain. When I was in high school I dropped out for a year before re-enrolling, and it was extremely embarrassing and stressful for them.
>>937131964
Haha, the book off suggestion is nice, I love recycle stores. Thank you for the kind words, I'm thinking about it.
>>937132017
>they're only going to question what they could have done better and that will haunt them
hmm... I guess. But they'll still question that if I end having to live with one of them as a NEET, but they also have to pay to keep me alive.

>>937132128
But being unemployed is a short term problem you can always get jobs even if they are shit jobs at first your planing a permanent solution to a temporary problem and trust me I know it doesn’t feel temporary but it is life rises and falls like the sea unfortunately your in a storm right now but soon enough the sun will shine through

>>937132110
Thanks, it's nice to hear the perspective of an older anon (no offense). I think it's easy to get medicated, but I don't know if I want that. Also, I don't really speak 2 languages, my Japanese is like an elementary student because as a young kid my family was in a group that didn't let anyone go to public schools. I'm happy you're doing well.
>>937132113
I also don't really care about being rich. I just want to enjoy drawing and writing in peace, but life seems to have no intention of letting me.

I nearly ended it this yea due to chronic insomnia. I'm glad I didn't, even though at the lowest point it seemed my best option. Things for me still arent great, but they are better. I don't know what you are going through but I hope things get better for you.

>>937130939 (OP)
Suicide is weak. Find an enemy. Kill the enemy.

>>937130939 (OP)
Hey, don't kill yourself. I need you to find me the complete set of Mushi-shi 1-7 and 8-10. English translation. Start checking old manga shops. Doesn't have to be in perfect condition but ideally not torn to shit either. And none of that Malaysian bootleg bullshit. Either that, or I want you to hunt down Yuki Urushibara, kidnap her and force her to write a bare minimum of 30 more volumes. Only you can accomplish this task on my behalf anon, so I need you to die another day.

>>937132128

A temporarily financial burden is a lot easier to deal with than a permanent one of you being gone on their hearts and minds.

You've only got one shot at life. Nobody gets it perfect, some have it harder than others, but you have to do what you can with it. If there's a chance at a path to happiness, it is worth trying for.

I'm glad you liked the book-off suggestion, it is what your stuff reminded me of. If the biggest cloud on your mind is being a burden and something like a simple job at a place like that can help you provide financially a little, maybe that could be your solution.

It is worth trying, I think. That doesn't mean you are trapped into that for life forever, you just need a place to start.

I hope the best for you. Do not be afraid to ask for help from those around you, you aren't alone in the world anon.

>>937132277
Anon I really hope you don't kill yourself over this. Work on your mental issues and don't do anything drastic. Life has a way of wearing us all down but I don't believe this is a suitable reason to die. It sounds like you default to whatever you see as the easiest path and that is the source of your problems. If I am not mistaken even now instead of fighting for a better life you have treated suicide like an option because it seems easier. You want the quick solution that takes the least effort. Get rid of that mentality.
Some universities in Japan allow for mid-course transfer or reentry after time off.
Consider Studying Abroad or Online
Countries like the Philippines, Germany, or Canada offer low-cost education in English.
MOOCs (massive open online courses) like Coursera or edX allow one to learn job skills for free or low cost.
Senmon Gakkō (専門学校 – Vocational Colleges)
2-year programs focused on practical skills in IT, animation, fashion, mechanics, healthcare, etc.
Supposedly it is often easier to enter than university and has high job placement rates.

Tokyo English Lifeline (TELL)
Phone: 03-5774-0992 (English)
Hours: 10:00 a.m. – 11:00 p.m. every day
Website: https://telljp.com
Offers free, anonymous, and confidential support via phone or online chat.

Inochi no Denwa (いのちの電話)
Phone: 0570-783-556 (Japanese, 10am–10pm)
Offers emotional support in Japanese.

>>937132361
Do you know what causes it? Cleanliness and the ability to breath easily without obstruction are important traits.

>>937132659
PS: Anon you could consider selling Japanese goods to other nations. It could be like affiliate marketing.

>>937132563
Help them start a business.

>>937132699
Overworked in a high stress environment at the time. Which was admittedly my own fault. Took months to recover and medication. Just goes to show that having a good job and earning lots of money isn't all its made out to be sometimes. I was making 100k+ yearly and am happier now on half that

>>937132951
Well since you know how to get six figure jobs please see if you can help anon get some financial independence. I think that is his discord name that he left and much of this seems to be a money problem.

>>937131755
I tried to pretty hard to kill myself once a long time ago and some people saved me from it. Looking back I had alot of fun since(some sorrow as well), I have done alot of good for the world.(some bad too) All in all, I am glad those people saved me from it. Actually, I still try to kind of half ass try to kill myself from time to time but not yet done it, I kind of leave it up to chance like russian rulet. I have gotten to the point where so many people depend on me I find it harder to take those chances.

>>937131755
> Thanks /fit/bro but I'm not a guy, so lifting wouldn't really suit me.

Girls can lift too. Also, you're a chick who's into loli? Don't you dare to kill yourself, you're a national treasure. Find yourself a wholesome pervy bf to take care of you

>>937130939 (OP)
Anon could you watch that video. I once too pussied out like you and so did this guy. Even though my life isn’t any better than it was but I think it will be good. If you are really into it than live the left of your life as you want.
https://youtu.be/DNGXsbZHMMI?si=SEkxCnVfLMiEcCNQ

>>937133111
Really. So many guys want that in their life but it is like looking for a unicorn.

>>937132277
Hey anon,

I live in Japan myself, I've been for about 6 years (Military). Sorry to hear about the problems your having. I dig the music you've got I personally found Yellow Card Ocean Ave. from a local Yorozuya. Don't know how soon you were planning on offing yourself but I've got some leave saved up and I've been looking to do some trips further south on the main island, would really like to see Hemeji castle again before I head out.

If you feel like sticking it out a little longer I'd be happy to meet up if just to hopefully meet another JapanAnon if not no worries.

Best of luck either way, had a lot of really good people check out of life early for similar reasons. I understand how hopeless it can be.

Cheers.

>>937132563
>Mushishi
I actually got assigned to watch the anime for a class, but I gave up on university around that time so I never checked it out. Also, finding eng translations of even popular manga in Japan is not that easy. I hope you can find another JP anon who will be around for awhile and can help you with your collection though!
>>937132605
Maybe so... getting a job like that would be alright. I just can't stomach the idea of seeing my family's faces when I tell them. They bragged to everyone that I was the first person to get into uni, and now I ruined their dreams and wasted their money.
>>937132659
>you default to whatever you see as the easiest path
Pretty much. It honestly disgusts me but I feel stuck in it. It's why I tend to become a hikikomori if not forced to do things.
>>937133111
>you're a national treasure
lol thanks

>>937133297
>I just can't stomach the idea of seeing my family's faces when I tell them
Yeah, it'll suck. But you're still the only one who got into Uni at all. Maybe you've failed, but you still reached farther than any of them.

You'll just have to live out a regular life like the rest of your family, without a fancy uni degree. Also, show us your tits

>>937133297
If you're going to kys soon anyway, post your tits and puss here so the world can at least remember your best assets (brain obviously isn't that). Also there's plenty of guys who would love to cum to a suicidal lolicon girl's naked body. You will be doing a great service.

>>937133236
Hey, nice to finally have a japan anon. My original plan was tomorrow night, but I might extend to sat/sun. I was hoping to go to the beach before, but it started raining and ruined my plans. I really want to see the ocean one more time.
I doubt my timeline matches yours, but if I end up not roping then, sure. I've never been more south than Shizuoka.

>>937130939 (OP)
Anon, I actually live in chubu region if you want to meet up

Going through some similar stuff at the moment

>>937133562
>>937133631

>>937133631
yes, please
my discord is hachi02774

Please somebody meet up with OP and maybe save their life.

>>937130939 (OP)
dude legit do anything but that

i mean it do anything else always do something forced or stupid instead. this will become second nature and then ull just be living life again like none of it ever touched u

>>937131370
>flunking out of university
What field? Are you actually Japanese or fake Japanese?

>>937130939 (OP)
Dont kill yourself, your parents would not like that. If they are happy for you to get into college, what makes you think that they would be unhappy if you flunked out to the point of wanting you dead. They would not want you dead, just live life and you could eventually be happy.

>>937133562
No futher south huh? That's too bad, there a lot of really cool place down south, personally I love the off path places that most people don't venture out to like Lake Biwa, Shikoku and Fukuoka.

Yeah I can't say I'd be all that fun to hang out with but it's more about seeing more of the cool stuff in Japan IMO like the shrines castles and nature. But like I said I'd like to go down south again here soon this weekend or the next.

Do you have a working Pasmo card or Suica? I do have an extra that I got from a buddy that PCS'd, I've been using it during trips when family come out to visit.

Also did you mention that you drew/draw? It'd be cool to see some of your art if you're willing. I'm an artist myself (not very good) but I enjoy the hobby.

Just tell your parents that you're pregnant by a nigger, and after they process the shock tell them sike, actually I'm just a dumb putz who failed out of college. I promise to have nipponese/white babies if you'll forgive me

Instant forgiveness and a stipend to pay for the no-nigger-babies fund

>>937133297
Of course they are not going to be happy about it but it has already happened and they will find out sooner or later regardless of what you do. If they are anything resembling good parents adding suicide to that will certainly make them feel worse. Relationships breaking up and parents killing themselves after a kid does is not rare. Normally it is the mother first and then the father after they lost their kid and wife.

>>937133297
Since you hate that now is the best time to change it. Start living your life. Do things that break up that pattern even if it is just getting up do do things or exercise. Go get the medical help you should have gotten since long ago.

Don't suppose you are in Yamanashi or Nagano? I don't need the stuff but I might be able to help out.

You messed up. Accept it and improve.

>>937130939 (OP)
Hey, wait, want to do something fun first?
>I also give no fucks about my life

>>937130939 (OP)
What do you have to lose?
>Fuck getting better
Do you want to do some cool shit before you die?

>>937134634
Yeah, right on the money. I've posted my discord a couple times above if you want to talk.
>>937134224
My parents are already divorced, but I am concerned that my mom might also kill herself if I do. It's what held me back in the past.

>>937130939 (OP)
what do you study at uni? professors often are fine with late assignments if you email them, and you might even find people here willing to help you with them

>>937134873
So do you not care about your mother anymore? Think of your mother again. But you should really talk to someone who is like a doctor or something.

>>937134873
"Mom would be sad" is #1 suicide prevention. I didn't kill myself for the same reason.

I may be a depressed, lonely, adult virgin piece of shit, but I'm honestly kinda enjoying my life, even if I know that I won't enjoy it as much as an average person.

>>937135056
How do you know? You dont know, maybe you enjoy it more? Maybe the average person is just faking it.

>>937134873
Friend Request Sent

>>937134856
>>937134866
Go be a faggot somewere else.

>>937134916
I appreciate the sentiment, but it's finals and every professor made it clear that there's absolutely no late assignments allowed. It's pretty strict. I already missed several and no matter what my scholarship is out the window. I study art (now everyone laugh at me). I did good with grades easily until this last semester, I've had no will to do anything.
>>937134966
>>937135056
I love my mom. But I've already made her life painful enough, me being alive over the past 2 decades caused her enough grief. Continuing on will just mean more suffering for her. At least if I die, she can grieve and maybe one day move on, instead of having to deal with my shit for 40+ more years.

>>937135236
>art
rip
use AI to do all your assignments

>>937135119
THIS! 48yofag here. It took me DECADES to realize that the swarming, shiny, flawless, perpetually-happy masses living their best, fulfilling lives we're struggling no less than I was, and that their projected images of themselves was just a façade. Turns out, I was not the flawed, defective, broken, worthless person I thought I was. At least not any more than anyone else haha. There's a reason you've probably heard the advice not to compare yourself to anyone else ad nauseam, ad infinitum, until you're sick of hearing it and it's not even words anymore just noises. Because it's the fucking truth.
I'm glad you're finding enjoyment in your life but what other people may or may not be doing with theirs is completely irrelevant to you. Stay strong.

>>937135236
Ask her if she feels this way, if she says yes then shes not a good person in your life and you should just live your life without her. If you think she is just saying nice things so to not hurt your feelings then you should not kill yourself for the mother you love. Simple as.

>>937135233
But I am a faggot, and you can't stop me from being here.
>IF you think I'm scared of your 90 IQ dribble, then you're sadly mistaken.

>>937134966
She doesn’t have any mental illness from what I see so a doctor can’t do anything.
And MOTHER, it’s effect has a limit
doesn’t work all the time

>>937135236
>she can grieve and maybe one day move on
48yofag here again. I am a dad. The most horrific thing I can possibly imagine is losing my son. The worst nightmare I've ever had was of leaving him in a hot car and finding him dead.
With all due respect, you have no fucking idea what you're talking about. She won't just grieve for a little bit, shrug her shoulders, and then just move on. It will absolutely destroy her. She probably will go on but she will be a broken, devastated, and perpetually sorrowful woman for the rest of her life.
I would kill 10 strangers to protect the life of my son. I have never loved anyone in the world as much as I love him, not even his mother who I am madly in love with and adore.
That being said, that's just a father's Love which burns brighter and hotter than almost any other force in the world. The only other force stronger than that is a mother's love. And that's what she feels for you.
You are deluding yourself if you think you will cause her more pain by living. Your death will probably cause hers as well.

>>937135416
>She doesn’t have any mental illness from what I see so a doctor can’t do anything.
I think anon meant for you.

>>937135450
I realize I said she would probably go on and I also said she would probably kill herself. I honestly don't know which is more likely because I don't know her.
What I do know is that she will blame herself and wonder what she did wrong. So that's even more burden you would put on her. So that's even more burden you would put on her.

>>937130939 (OP)
Based LO anon pls don't kill yourself. Mamezou still publishes work and you'll miss out :'(

>>937135450
Hey 48 dad thanks for your perspective
I had my mom as quite the only parent from childhood and I know that she truly loves me. But love always doesn’t look like love
I know that if I tried tell my mom I can’t do uni she would be mad or really upset and won’t have the ability to tell her that it’s a life or death like scenario for me because it would only torment her
Either way it feels like I am a boat with lots of holes in it and the holes are filled one by one until only one hole remains and the pouring water creates so much pressure that it feels like the boat is gonna break
I’m not OP

If you feel like a burden to your family and rely on university for validation, the logical thing to do would be to do everything to rid yourself of those worries and take things from there.
Apply for any job you think you would like, be self sufficient and find success by becoming who you think would want to be if you were by yourself. Money can always be paid back later and as others here have mentioned, your parents surely don't want you dead.
It seems you care deeply about how others perceive you and that's another burden you can rid yourself of with time and effort. I'm guessing you're still young and you wouldn't know, but the time ahead of you still bares a lot you don't know. You can kill yourself anytime in the future, why not see where you can take it. Be homeless even, just experience things and you will see it will change your perception.

>>937135895
You're not me, but this sums up exactly my issue. Sorry you have similar pains.
>>937135450
>You are deluding yourself if you think you will cause her more pain by living.
I know that deep down. I want to believe she would carry on, but knowing her it's a pretty high chance she would spiral. Having read your and a lot of anon's messages and advice, I'm more conflicted.
>>937136611
I was considering just using my savings and being homeless for a while, but I doubt I would actually have the balls.
>I'm guessing you're still young
I'm 21. It's pretty ingrained in me to put everyone else first, it'd be nice to live without that barrier stuck in my head.

>>937136793
You got this. Take it one day at a time.

>>937136793
Have you already written your last message to your parents?

Heading to bed now, doubt this thread will be still up when I wake up. Thanks for the retardation and genuine advice. ALSO if any JP anons want the stuff posted in the OP, I'm still up to give them.
>>937137184
Thanks anon, I'll see
>>937137185
Yeah, got most stuff in order. Even added my bank card and pin number so they can use my savings to help pay for the costs of the funeral etc.

japanese art school can't be that expensive right? you're gonna die over that? you haven't even gotten to live yet at 21.

>>937136793
>It's pretty ingrained in me to put everyone else first, it'd be nice to live without that barrier stuck in my head.

You say this and thats why you want to kill youself? So you dont have a barrier? But you also say live, so live. Japanese social saving net is amazing, you dont have to live as a homeless person, everybody would help out a 21 year old female if they just asked.

>>937137907
Anon we don’t understand why would someone suicide
So stop thinking it’s simple and easy to stop
It may look such at plain sight but things always aren’t what they look like

i feel you anon
i also flunked uni and my parents pressured me to be the best at school ever since my first year in elementary school

I understand why you feel this way, but as almost everyone said here dont kill yourself, everyone is going to die one day so there's no reason to rush things and deprive yourself of the chance to live a fun life

>>937130939 (OP)
Living at home for a little while will make your parents annoyed, but you need to remember that they love you and want you to succeed. If you kill yourself it will destroy their life. They will never fully move on. Ask me how I know. If I can survive, then you can too.

>but I'm not a guy
tranny ACKING himself, very common!
how are you gonna do it? try not to make a mess, alright?

>>937130939 (OP)
If you're ready to commit sudoku you can do anything first. Why not travel around the world and meet some real lolis? All you really need is a backpack with clothes and a phone.

A while back I went through the same thing, and I decided to live one more day one day at a time. Eventually depression was gone and life became great eventually.

Plus uni is a bad idea anyways, flunking is the first step to realizing you were about to waste money and time in a useless degree. Even if Japan has good colleges the internet is still better, and I know people doing great in Japan with no degrees.

>>937136793
>I'm 21.
48yofag here again. I remember being 21 and thinking it was all over. I'm glad you're reconsidering.

>>937142545
2007 era newfag here.
Son... There's a time and a place for calling niggers niggers, faggots faggots, and troons troons.
But sometimes, you gotta put away the memes and slurs, and show a little humanity.

>>937143825
>commit sudoku

>>937144169
why? r9k is just a click away if he wants to blogpost about his illustrated child porn collection and killing himself
dont tell me youre white knighting because you actually think this is a woman lmao

>>937145008
It's okay anon. It gets better.

>>937130939 (OP)
2chan may still be able to direct you to a speciality store you can sell them to. Comic Lo is quite desirable.

OP, if youre going to kys, make it a worthy death.
Don't waste it on an exit bag or passing train.
Go out vigalanty style.
Take some scumbag with you so your death leaves the world a better place.

>>937130939 (OP)
>babbys first depression episode
Lol. Pathetic fuck. eat healthy, exercise, talk to people. There fixed your meme depression.

>>937131370
This is not the right place to be if you're legitimately having these feelings, but I just want to tell you that you probably shouldn't kill yourself. Like if I'm at a casino and I have to bet on whether you should kill yourself or not, I am dropping huge bucks on killing yourself being a waste of human life. You sound young and like you have a lot of opportunity. I mean sure, you might've wasted one huge opportunity, you could've even have wasted half the opportunities you will ever have, but you need to realize that you currently have like 500x the opportunity of a 40-something loser, and even 40-something losers are almost always people who are worth existing.

It's seriously not the end that you just flunk out of uni. Life didn't evolve for 4 billion years on this ass rock just so things can not work, humans haven't been developing societies for 300,000 years just so they can fail once at higher education and rope themselves. It's absurd. I would never bet on it, the odds are not in its favor. The world will keep turning and it will keep wanting you to have your life work out because we are designed to live and unless you become some psycho criminal, everyone's lives will get better the better your life gets. I'm a useless hiki by nature too and I hope you believe me when I say that everything in this world that is a product of human cooperation seems scarier than it actually is. Up until relatively recently I was so terrified of phone calls and appointments and things that I had never opened a bank account, but then I realized, "Why would opening a bank account be hard? Do banks not want to make it as easy as possible to take my money?", and everything is like that. Everything WANTS you to succeed, or to at least get by okay. You just need to go with the flow.

>>937149753
i could really use a few good anime books.

>>937131755
>>937131755
>Thanks /fit/bro but I'm not a guy, so lifting wouldn't really suit me.
Whoa whoa whoa, WHAT?

>>937133111
>>937133181

Exactly, I don't think you actually grasp your value on the degenerate market, but a chick who's into loli?
Even if you're fat or unkempt, even if you find yourself unattractive, your tastes alone make you ultra desirable for any cultured man, you wouldn't even need to graduate or work, the provider will provide.
You're not 'like' a unicorn, you ARE a unicorn, a TRULY perverted woman.

The fact you're even considering killing yourself mindboggles me, you're everything many men yearn for their whole life, and can't find.

Do not do it, there are better days ahead

>>937133442
ture, drop some boobs for the anons before you leave the world, the dudes from the morgue will see it anyway

Morning guys. After talking with a few anons, I more or less decided to actually get help. yeah I know, what a fucking poser. I don't like how my future looks, but since my family and also random anons want me to continue, I guess I have to keep going. Will probably get stuck in a hospital so that's fun. But thanks /b/
>>937142545
Not that it matters, because you're just fucking with me, but I'm not a tranny. Picrel. Anyway I was planning to rope and had it set up.
>>937143825
>Why not travel around the world and meet some real lolis?
Lifefuel lol. But really thanks for the comment, I should care less about uni, but I guess I can't shake that I'm shaming my family. I know sudoku is the easy way out because I wouldn't have to be there to see it.
>>937149753
Somehow your casino analogy helped. Also I get the bank account thing because if my mom hadn't held my hand through it there was no chance I would have done it myself.
>>937153023
>you wouldn't even need to graduate or work, the provider will provide
You say this but the reality is that actually getting a guy able to that nowadays isn't so easy. However that would be a comfy life.

>>937155094
You'll be okay. I know shame is a bitch to deal with, it's just as bad if not worse than physical pain, but you will get through it. Just keep truckin anon

>>937155094
I do it for my wife in a third world country, and she's not even into loli (she actually hates it), and she's fat. But I love her, I find her beautiful and I'll take care of her until I die

You sound loveable, and you have pretty hands, and also all the things I said in >>937153023

You really REALLY don't understand the value of your kink/gender combo, I don't know how to explain this to you, but for degenerates you're like piece of diamond in a shithouse

>>937131370
i know i'm late to the party, but i flunked my entire first semester of college. my parents were pissed at first, yes, but i gave things a second go and now i'm less than a year from graduating. it's really not the end of the world if you fuck things up. you can always come back stronger.
also, nice collection

Areason.org

Pls read, and live.

>>937155094
There’s nothing cooler than choosing life, it’s the complete opposite of being a poser.

>>937155094
Tits or get the rope out

You want attention - get nekkid or get neckin

>>937155094
You're not a poser, but a human with overwhelming emotions - just like any of us. I'm glad you chose to speak about it before acting. The little I know about japanese culture suggests me, that most of you guys would rather disappear than to speak up - by choosing the less culturally appropriate road, you've already managed to do better than the entirety of your parents generation. You are worthy. You deserve everything good. Take a good care of yourself, you can do it. I wish all the best for finding your own way! Regards from Hungary.

P.S.: I'm pretty proud of what this community became, 10 years ago the comments would have been totally different. In a bad way. Good job guys.

>>937155094
Found this thread now and nice to hear that you changed your mind. It's gonna suck at times but it will get better. What worked for me was finding random people online to talk with without any filter and through talking about the things in my head it helped me process them. My issues never went away but I understand them now which is a huge difference.

Wish you good luck and hope you get back up on your feet.

>>937155094
i take back what i said after finding out you're a blue archive fan.

>attention whoring 101: the thread

>>937131440
>Isn't lolicon illegal? Like I never even realized they had threads like that on here until yesterday and i'm pretty sure it's against US law.
Ashcroft v. Free Speech Coalition.

No it is not illegal under US law. For loli to be illegal, it must be considered "obscene". If you go quote a statute at me, I will direct you to the point where it states it must be obscene. The definition of obscenity under Miller v California requires that a work have no artistic value, which is a statement that cannot realistically apply to drawings and animations. There is a reason why the 4chan rules on loli are that it can only be posted on /b/, rather than not posted anywhere.

THIS IMAGE IS ARTWORK AND THEREFORE PROTECTED BY THE FIRST AMENDMENT OF THE UNITED STATE CONSTITUTION

>>937158127
*STATES

Fuck I made a typo. Regardless. Loli good. Loli legal.

>>937153023
Anon is right, highly desirable trait. Please dont kill yourself.

>>937155094
Good on you for getting help. Be sure to speak up more and push the edges of your comfort zone. Put some effort in.
It will be a rough ride. Best of luck.

>>937131370
>I'm flunking out of university and will lose my scholarship.
lol this is all it takes for people to kill themselves these days? are you fucking retarded?

>>937131370
have you considered, idk getting a fucking job. you do know you don't have to go to school right?

>>937155094
Great to hear that anon!

Sudoku anon here. I know how you feel, my parents were tough too, and they were horrified when I flunked out of college, college means a lot to that generation because they had no internet. But I still made them proud in my own way eventually. At the end of the day I'm sure your parents just want you to be happy and you just need to find your own path, and if it's not the path they wanted for you they'll understand.

Also when it gets bad remember half this thread was lusting over you without knowing what you look like because you are that cool.

>>937158127
brother.. there is no federal law that makes it illegal, obscene or otherwise

>>937131370
I dropped lawschool, now I'm with an IT job, so things work out I guess. Keep fapping to lolis

>>937158759
On the other hand, I didn't drop out of college and now I'm a NEET with no prospects for several years running.

>>937131440
no you giant retard

>>937131370
Just don't do it...
You can always start again, always. What you will never be able to revert is the harm you'll make to your body, immortal soul and your relatives who do love and support you. Don't end it.

Being usless now (which I doubt is true) doesn't mean that it will be like that forever.
There's a world of option besides, options that maybe you haven't even thought about

Take a lot of care of yourself please...

>>937159194
Hey, I've been a neet from 2018 to last month, with actually 0 money while studying. I survived

>>937155094
we need to ban women from 4chan so retards stop feeding them the attention they desparately crave
listen, if you want orbiters fuck off somewhere else like twitter or something

>>937155094
I'm glad to know about this, never surrender, japanonette.

>>937155094
48yofag here. I'm glad you've reconsidered! :-D
Will it be easy moving forward? No. Will it be worth it? HELL YES!

Hey I also had really strict Asian parents and droped out of uni. But I faked my degree just for my parents not for cv. But got a job in IT now I earn good money and nobody in my family knows I dropped out.

Just fake your degree takes just 5 minutes in photoshop. Look for a job that you like and you are good to go.

>>937145008
I think the anon you're responding to is just having a bit of empathy is all. It's not hard, you should try it sometime.

>>937158748
Some dumb nigger is always going to come out and say "but muh protect act" or whatever shit they didn't read or do any research on.