>>937147386>It's not like I matter.Nothing matters. Life is just one big waste of time, and we should enjoy it doing what we like (or not).
The whole idea of being productive is something that was necessary for survival and evolution, but it's becoming less important imo, so... There's no need to kill yourself.
Now, I can't stop you from doing it except say your reasons are stupid and you shouldn't neglect yourself just because your brain chems are fucked.
And btw, I take meds too for schizophrenia, I know how you feel.