I hope Japan anon kept the loli stash and didn't self neck rope.

I hope YOU don't kill yourself, anon. Happy reply :)

I have heard of no attempts by the Japanese government to ban lolicon.

>>937216820 (OP)
I saw that thread. Last I saw was that she was gonna seek help after other anons convinced her to reconsider. So I think we got a conclusion to that thread. Best wishes to her.

>>937217516
What do you mean?

Hi anon who has lived in Japan for 3 years and knew a few government officials through my time as a professional wrestler, its not going to get banned. That anon was a larp and you're a faggot nigger, do yourself a favor and get help.

>>937218262
There was a suicidal anon that wanted to give out their loli books and merch before she offed themself. They were lazy with their studies and in doing so felt they threw away their future and wasted their parents hope and money. They had some mental issues and people tried to convince them to turn their life and mental health around instead of killing themself.

>>937216820 (OP)
Cute girl. I'm still around. My family is livid and I've been getting calls from my mom where she yells at me for being ungrateful and retarded (true but not fun to hear) while she's on the train home from work. I don't want to die any less but yeah, still going along. Also university admin and bureaucracy makes you want to jump off a bridge even if you didn't already want to. I will try to anger fuel the next few weeks instead of roping.
And since I will probably be back home for a while, I still need to find my loli stash a new home at some point lol

>>937220640
>books

That shit would have been censored anyway. They literally can't even do porn correctly.

>>937220919
you got any good recommendations?
I live in a small town in hokkaido, so I don't get a lot of chances to hit up places with good stocks of manga, so I want to know what I should look for ahead of time

ps that LO stuff looked promising

>>937221396
Hokkaido must be nice this time of year, or at least more cool than the mainland. I don't have any specific recommendations, I don't keep track of artists. However I did get all the manga and the Shinobu figure from Surugaya, and at least the one near me had a great r18 section. You can stand and browse and won't be bothered (in my experience). And LO is great and cheap secondhand, I think both of mine were 500 yen each and in good condition.

>>937220919
>>937221755
That's rough but it's good that you're alive, anon. Yes, uni bureaucracy shit makes me crazy sometimes. I believe you can do it. Not only anger fuel but hope fuel too, whatever it takes. I believe in any anon reading this, don't give up. Cute collection, too.

>>937220919
I was in that thread. Really glad to see you're still truckin. Good luck anon. Things are gonna be awkward and contentious for a while but just keep your focus forward, you can make it.

>>937221867
>uni bureaucracy shit makes me crazy sometimes
Man it sucks, I spent today raging about it. It's extremely inflexible and paperwork heavy here.
I'm getting some hopefuel from a nice anon who offered to draw me art of my favorite loli, so waiting to see it finished is good. I'm also going to start exercising with my little brother once I get home, so that might help improve my mood.
>Hina
nice taste..
>>937221925
Thanks anon, everyone's messages there helped. I'm taking things step by step.

>>937219369
Ask a wrestler if it is kayfabe I guess.

>>937222047
Very nice. I hope to be able to draw one day so that I can project my imagination onto a page. Working out with your lil bro is great, I hope it's reoccurring. I have a few myself. I'd be happy to share, if you're still interested in talking, but it's no vault full. Added you from the last thread, "Slayer" in the user, understandable if not. Gotta go eat and do shit. Have a nice day if thread is dead, anons.

>>937222342
If your user also had something to do with weed I might have skipped it. Sorry, my bad. I have a minor prejudice towards it lol. Or maybe I just missed it somehow? If you want, you can send it again, and I'll accept.

>>937220919
Sudoku anon here, I'm glad you chose to live.

I'm sure your parents love you and just want you to be happy, and maybe they need a little space to figure it out. I went through a very similar thing and I promise you'll be fine once you power through the shit storm.

I'd offer you a place to crash and a job but I'm not in japan. But maybe if your parents threaten to kick you out you can mention you have a place to crash halfway around the globe. I promise they're not gonna let you go lol.

>>937221755
hokkaido is sort of cooler than mainland depending on where you are, but global warming has been fucking that up. once it get's towards 25 C where I'm at, it starts getting super humid. I'll take Tokyo's 35C over this super-humid 25 C any day. Normal summer weather here is supposed to be around 20 C, which is humid but cool enough.

ps I'll def keep an eye out for secondhand LO the next time I'm in Kushiro

>>937222730
I remember your post, your travel suggestions cheered me up a lot, thank you.
>maybe they need a little space to figure it out
For sure. I talked more with my mom and she has relaxed a bit. I'm just going to try and hold on for now.
>you can mention you have a place to crash halfway around the globe
Lol I'll keep that as a back up strategy just in case.
>>937222808
>Hokkaido is 25C
I didn't realize, I figured your were around 20. Well, hopefully you have aircon or some good fans anon. If you find some secondhand LO, maybe post it in the loli thread or something, it'd be cool to see!

>>937222883
Happy to help. Plus you have good taste, your life should be preserved.

>>937220919
based

>>937222514
Yea, it was me. That's fine, people can be very annoying about it but it's no personality trait. Sent again.

>>937220919
You in Tokyo? I would happily take them off your hands.

>>937220919
Are they aware you were planning to die? Its kinda a big deal.

>>937220919
Put them in a suitcase with a combination lock only you know. It's where I put my degenerate stuff when I had to move back home.

>>937220919
Ultra based taste.
Why don't you sell them to Book Off, anon? That's what I did over several trips to the shop to sell the dumb amount of loli porn I had bought there when I had to come back from Japan. I think one female attendant stared at me with thickly disguised disgust when she looked at my wada wau volume, but oh well. She had to give me the money anyway.
Godspeed and best of luck for the upcoming weeks.

>>937220919
Doesn’t sound like your mom was really setting you up for success if thats how she talks to you. Should see a therapist regardless. Suicide is not worth it. You will pull through.

excuse me. all of you are invited to the game. please come and join.
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The wife and i are going to Japan soon and im so sad I won't be able to take home any loli stuff. She's super against it but its going to be hard knowing its available.

>>937220919
Hang in there anon, things will get better. Hope you get tobkeep your stash regardless.

>>937224867
>bottom right of book
>im20.jpg

In a small town in northern Michigan 10+ years ago, I asked an elderly waitress what the people did for fun in this town. She said “Fish, and fuck, and in the winter, it’s too cold to fish.”

I think about her a lot. I got the sense she had lived her whole life in this tiny sphere of reality. She didn’t seem perturbed by the notion at all: life boils down to fishing and fucking. For her this was sufficient reason to carry on waitressing in nowheresville. For a long time, it depressed me when I thought back to that day. Is this all there is? Is this what it means to be alive? It seemed insufficient for me personally.

I had a friend commit suicide not long after that. I dropped out of uni not long after that. I tried to kill myself not long after that. Life seemed like an impossible blend in that it simultaneously asked too much of me and was inherently insufficient and meaningless.

Somehow I persisted. Carried along by the current. Moved towns. Got in some legal trouble. I was bitter and angry and my pain seeped out into the world around me. Got out of jail. Had a kid. Fishing and fucking, right? That’s all I had to do. The kid will bring the meaning and the joy to my life, right? Wrong. Still miserable. Still looking for a way out and causing pain for the people around me in the meantime. Everyone says hang in there, things will get better.

I don’t know if anybody knows anything. Everyone’s experience of the world is different. But I can say that I’ve waded through some turbulent shit and emerged on the other side, just, fucking radically transformed by the pain and the suffering. Set aside the expectations you have of yourself and others. Fuck uni. Fuck being a material success story. Who cares? You’re alive. Right now. If it takes some more fishing and fucking until you come to realize the pure joy of being a weird thing alive in a weird universe, keep at it. If a fuck up like me can get there, you can too. Much love to all you anons.