>>937429178 (OP)I am the Messiah and I am Jewish. I am trying to help you just as a disclaimer. I know you're suffering. I suffer from eye pain called ocular neuritis. I have bowel problems where I shit like 5 times a day slightly constipated and I have a bleeding hemorrhoid. I can't play Vidya because of tendonitis. I have -itises all through my body.
I now post on 4chan and read books and sometimes watch movies. My situation is much worse - I have a slow-moving disease. My calf muscles just started being flabbier and thus weaker.
Life never gets better. My best advice to you is to have as much sex as you can. I'm 100% serious