>>937499624>Also is he really trying or are you just thinking if he keeps going this will kill him?When sober he doesn't want to die, but he rarely is anymore. He's had multiple close encounters with death already, including one time where he almost cut his foot off because he kicked a glass window in. He's suffered multiple psychotic breaks and those usually come with bodily injuries as well, for example through altercations with the police. Every time could be the last time.