will i ever stop wanting to cut? i haven't cut in like 5 years and i still crave it. does it ever go away?

>>937538305 (OP)
Cut in an emo way or in a body mod way?

>>937538370
emo way i guess

>>937538305 (OP)
maybe abandoning the only person who ever truly cared about you was a bad idea and you're a cunt who deserves to suffer and die

>>937538393
Oh... I can't help you, sorry. Hope you feel better soon.

>>937538490
help me please...

>>937538562
Erm...have you talked to a councillor or the doctor?

>>937538597
i have once, but i haven't talked about this specifically.

>>937538672
That's where you should start then. It sounds retarded in your head but they will listen and try to help. Alot more than this Mongolian basket weaving forum.

>>937538748
i guess... but i kinda wanted to talk about it here now because i feel very lonely... :(

>>937538935
Try jerking off?

>>937538305 (OP)
Can i lick the blood from your cuts ?

>>937538305 (OP)
getting dick fixes it, just ask one of your friends to fuck you everytime u want to cut and you'll see how you'll forget about it after getting stuffed

>>937539150
i already did it like 2 or 3 times today i think i don't really feel like doing it any more.
>>937539161
yes i would love that :3

>>937539233
i don't have any friends...

>>937539236
Force yourself upon yourself.

>>937539264
tough shit, you must know some dude you talk semi regularly with right?

>>937538305 (OP)
You are using physical pain to hide your moral pain. With whichever issues you have, allow your mind to heal and you won't need to cut anymore.

>>937539301
no...
>>937539367
no...

>>937539236
Thrice already and haven't shown tits even once? fuck you

>>937539421
maybe... but how do i heal? what even is my problem?
>>937539468
i don't have boobies...

>>937539428
oh well, that sucks. Having someone else do you tricks the brain into thinking there's an emotional connection and so "fills" that need and takes your desire to cut away and also releases chemicals that act as natural anesthetics, that's why casual sex with randos it's so common.

Jerking off however only releases the chemicals and may make feelings like loneliness worse

>>937539545
hold on you're not a woman? I thought you were that kind of changes things then

>>937539236
Good boy, let your new bf lick the blood and cut his name on your wrists to mark you.

>>937539635
no i'm not a female sorry :(
>>937539655
but will you cuddle with me and tell me everything is gonna be okay after you cut my wrists and be my mommy and take care of me?? :3

>>937539859
Too bad, that just means you have to actually put in effort and can't hack your way into not feeling like it like women does

Anyways try working out when you wake even just one pull up helps, so that you have energy to do other things, clean your room everyday so you develop a schedule (thatll make your brain adhere to repetitive patterns and so you'll feel bad at the same time every day instead of like shit all the time) and go out for walks that'll help you with the loneliness, doesn't matter if you just sit down on a park and that's it going out it's important. If you can get a dog and walk it, or any other kind of pet but dogs are best, having a responsibility will help you force yourself to do something instead of nothing

It takes effort but you can fix it, or just be a pretty faggot and fucked in the asa

>>937540162
would going outside actually help if i just go by myself and sit at a park? i've never done it but i've been thinking about it lately.

>>937540282
Yes it does help, no phone tho otherwise it'll be the same as staying in your room but more uncomfortable. Going out helps you think and walking gets your body moving, both are good and there's beauty in simply enjoying nature

>>937540393
but i would get really bored without my phone :(

>>937540493
You won't you'll figure something out to do or will just actually think of what to do, after all no one likes boredom and the point of getting you out is to help you understand yourself, the phone its part of the problem

>>937540565
but if i got bored i would just go back home...

>>937538305 (OP)
going on this board and talking to weird people will not help you.

I prescribe you eating 1 banana and 1 yogurt outdoors daily, morning and evening. you don't have to go anywhere, I used to just stand outside my back door for like 5 mins, but it will significantly help you. when you go back inside after it is a lot easier to just do the right thing instead of rotting all day.

I used to do it in the mornings to make it feel like my day was actually 'started' and at night so that I would brush my teeth

also don't masturbate more than 2-3x a week

otherwise idk. feelings of grief have never totally left me, I can't forget about stuff, but every day you spend making your world a little bigger that hole in your chest feels a bit smaller by comparison

>>937538562
i. can fix u

>>937540654
Try not to, and even if you do walking from the park to your and back still helps. I know it's uncomfortable and it will be for a time but it does actually help, that's why it takes effort, and easy way to not get bored outside is to just walk, like literally simply walk

>>937540767
Also this, if straight up going somewhere without your phone seems like too much you can try that, there's no shame in small steps any step is better than none

>>937540767
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>>937540926
honestly i'm tired i kinda just wanna die now

>>937541128
same but don't worry it can be fixed and it will get better

>>937538305 (OP)
doubtful, it is an endorphin shortcut and after you teach yourself it does not hurt you crave that endorphin release. you could pavlov yourself, but that is some extra work. my mother prides herself on touching hot plates out of the oven it is weird. there are lots of odd quirks people will pride themselfs on, it is call masochism bans supposedly a rare thing, but it seems to be the standard just manifest in different ways and only the harmful make it to the doctors.
>the proper use of anything requires a bit of abuse.
>abusus non tollit usum

>>937541279
but will it really or are we just coping?
>>937541298
:(

>>937541505
It will really so long as you try, i swear

>>937541588
but i've been trying for years...