I was working at a store, almost running people over with a forklift, being kind of dumb. Then I was on a building and some dude was cuddling up on me big time. I was like, "this feels pretty gay". Then we heard the call and everyone packed their bags and run to catch up with the commanding officer. Idk I couldn't operate well and the gay dude, now in full military clothes was like, "hurry up man". I bust through the door without shoes on and it was like a warehouse recruiting office for the Marines. They told me to wait in the other room until I'm called. They called my name, "astigmatism", then I remembered as I walked in again, "ah fuck that's right, I already was denied entry to the military, this recommendation doesn't matter". But I went in anyway, still struggling with my pack. The recruiter chick was pretty hot. Piercing hazel/brown eyes, dark hair, light skin. She seemed like the kind of chick that you would have no problem with being just coworkers (some more masculine features, marine girl - probably a sloot), but still could get in your space and do whatever she wanted with you and it would be hard to protest. We were chatting and in my head I was thinking about how I could make a positive change in the world. But then I was like, "ahh wait I'd have to fight for the huge mess of the US' interests. This world is so fucked up though, I could just pretend it's different and kill people and God probably wouldn't care". I was imagining getting sent over seas into the destroyed cities, like entering an arena at the Olympics, foreign nations displaying their most advanced weaponry.

>>937575466 (OP)
>some dude was cuddling up on me big time
did you enjoy the warmth of his body?

>>937576005
I just told myself he needed some mental support but he was a bit clingy, like, I don't know if this is ok

>>937576005
He was your friend or something?


I had to do construction/maintenance for a few years in order to survive.

Some other scenery. She described watching the guys carrying water to the parks, chanting. Staying calm as long as possible. Guy in the building across the street, shooting a heavy machine gun camera. It was more quiet than I anticipated.
Different dream of getting a hair cut by rubbing something on your head, but it had gross imagery associated. Like a botched hair transplant

>>937577188
He was my boss

>>937575466 (OP)
The best I've ever felt waking up was after I had a dream where I was in a movie theater with some friends/classmates, except I was only wearing underwear. The guy who I used to get into arguments/fights with all the time sat next to me and asked me if I wanted to rest my head in his lap. I laid my head there and he stroked my hair and talked about like everyday things.
When I woke up I felt the gayest warmth inside of me, and I still don't know what to make of it.

>>937578219
That's really gay

>>937579397
Yes