I wanted to try being topped so I let this guy hit on grinder.

I arrive, we talked and we go upstairs.
I sucked him off and he said I suck penis awkwardly whatever that means.

I couldn't really get it up because nerves and I gooned a lot that day so we move on to butt stuff

I lay down and he massages my prostate I feel like a girl its so nice

He puts it in and it hurts A LOT but I take it
I don't really enjoy it half the time it feels painful but I don't want to stop now I am here

He finishes inside
He says I'm not a virgin because my butt isn't really tight (wtf)

He seems smug and happy
I leave

I go back another time and he is more dominant, pulling my hair and head up and wiping his d on my face

I kinda liked it but my butt doesn't

Years later I pay a brothel to dominate me, they humiliate and dom me. Love it.

Am I even a man atp?
I usually dom but why do I like being a submissive bitch?

Someone explain

>>937591876 (OP)
It’s called being gay.
Congratulations.

>>937591876 (OP)
what did his dick feel like when it was up your butt?

>>937592636

The thrusts in hurt I felt pain, out it felt like I was pooping sort of nice I liked it.

I could feel it touching my insides when he went deep. Had to ask him to be less rough sometimes.

I felt him nut and fill me up, was warm.

>>937591876 (OP)

It is okay to enjoy both sweet and salty snacks. You are flexible in your preferences; good for you. for your ass I recommend looking for poppers, they help your muscles to relax making your butt less tense so assfucking is less painful. You can also consider training your ass with a set of gradually bigger dildos. dont stress it, maybe half a billion men have done this before you and that's just among the currently living.

I’d love to find a passable trap/cd/we while I’m visiting Tampa rn but so far I’ve had no luck. Every time I hear about how warm it feels it makes me want to meet up with someone but I do t want to use Grindr