>be me
>offending hebephile
>AMA

>>937607023 (OP)
Isn't it a violation of your probation to be here?

>>937607047
Not on probation, never been either

>>937607023 (OP)
Who was it?
Do you feel guilty?
How old are you?

>>937607198
A handful of girls between 10-17 (mostly 12-14) over the course of about 8 years.
I've been somewhat conflicted before at times but seeing the outcomes these days, no.
I'm mid 20s

>>937607244
How do you do it? Do their parents not care

>>937607266
Google "grooming stages" and it gives a general roadmap of how things can go, but it misses important nuances for each step that i think i do different enough for me to be succesful. Just as an example, i've never made an effort to isolate girls from their parents or friends but picking already isolated girls with poor relationships to their parents means that they just choose you over other people and other things without being asked to explicitly (i often tell them not to, in fact, or at least warn them about potential negative outcomes of it). I reckon their parents do or would care if they knew but, again, since i pick from rather broken families or some other dysfunction at home, it means that the parents aren't in a position to care much. Families with very busy parents, neglectful parents, parents who trust their kids too much, and so on

>>937607244
Consensual?
Pick one and storytell how it started with her.

>>937607384
Consent, enthusiastic and informed is incredibly important to me. It does help that there's a low aoc over here but since i've broken even that, i still care about explicit "yes" that hasn't been coerced or manipulated. The ideal will always be that the girls initiate and escalate on their own.
It differs of course from girl to girl and whether it begins online or offline. Online it's sometimes actually by chance (but with certain circumstances accounted for to be in my favor, such as playing multiplayer games with a large young audience). Other times online it's more targetted like going on discord teen servers or teen subreddits. Irl i've been involving myself actively in various activities that required group leaders for youth groups specifically. Summer camps, youth centers, various chaperoning and so on (basically, wherever kids around age 12-14 partake in things).

I'm not OP, but I can also answer questions on this topic

You've said several, so how/when/why do you break off with a girl, how do they react to it, what are the long term consequences, aren't you concerned your past actions will come to haunt you in any way?

>>937607510
Wow that's a lot of rapist cope. You need a bullet in the brain before you ruin more girl's lives.

>>937607023 (OP)
Do you ever plan to stop?

>>937607510
>i still care about explicit "yes" that hasn't been coerced or manipulated.
Yet you also say
>Google "grooming stages" and it gives a general roadmap of how things can go, but it misses important nuances for each step that i think i do different enough for me to be successful
So you know that "Yes" HAS been coerced, and you're just deluding yourself and giving yourself permission

>>937608160
Actually, yeah. I think this year is actually the year that i'll be slowing things down and focusing on what i have rather than looking for any new girls or so. I think it's just time to make a choice for the long term and then keep a few of them around just in case but i don't want to end up as someone in my 40s still chasing 12 year olds, that's way too risky for me. The goal was always to talk to some girl really young and basically cradle rob the moment she graduates, or at least the following year. Move in together, maybe start a family at some point. At that point i'll be way too busy to do what i'm doing now or before, so yeah, i think it's time to wrap things up with the active search part at least

please kill yourself i’ve never genuinely meant this before saying it but i think you really deserve to actually die. do you have a gun?

>>937608185
No because the way that i think grooming is currently being defined is basically "if you affect someones opinion in any way by any means". The other part of it is also that it means the explicit purpose of mainly getting sexual favors in return and i'm not in it for that.

people with unfully developed brains can’t consent you fucking idiot

>>937608261
I know this sort of argument and it gets really old because the logical conclusion of it is that the age of consent should be like 25 or something. The truth is that our brains continue to develop even after that but we do need some cut off point and for me that cut off point is around 10-12 depending on development.

>>937608261
Not legally, but it doesn't feel like rape if they have said yes to it

>>937608260
You need to end it LL, dude. You are ruining other people's lives for momentary pleasure and you're almost certainly not even happy. Please, if you want to do one thing right in your life, PLEASE kill yourself.

>>937608260
>The other part of it is also that it means the explicit purpose of mainly getting sexual favors in return and i'm not in it for that.
You really do suffer from self-delusion, don't you?
>I think this year is actually the year that i'll be slowing things down and focusing on what i have rather than looking for any new girls or so.
You're hardly looking for meaningful relationships, are you?

>>937608317
I mean, like i said, this year is the year i'll be focusing my efforts just on narrowing it down to one girl to date permanently long term. From what i've heard so far from other girls i've shared experiences with, it only improves their life and it's not momentary pleasure that's my goal. I started doing all this simply because i was a bit lonely and now i'm waking up each day to notifications, messages and calls during the day and such. It's quite a wonderful feeling to have teen girls fawn over you

>>937608333
Not at all, i know and believe what i say to be true.
I am, that's one of the reasons i first started. I just wanted some friends who were girls and then it escalated to sexual intimacy and then also into looking for a long term relationship