I wasted 10 months on a BPD. I dont have that kind of time to waste. She made promises of family that were never possible, she is mentally ill beyond help and a lost cause and will ruin the lives of every man she comes across while blaming them as if theyre the problem. she was the first girl ive been with who i thought was indearing when she ripped ass. the only girl who ever DID rip ass in front of me. the worst feeling in the world is being with someone when you know a future is impossible, because of how unstable they actually are

i needed to trust my instincts and everything should have ended months prior. i was on and off of dating apps, instinctually because i knew it would eventually end. i even went to a massage parlor and had a woman rub my balls and grab my cock but you know what? she probably did the same.

Okay