Often times I go on /soc/ to add women and gays. They're dry and uninterested in any form of conversation, even though they type up a storm about feeling lonely themselves. I fucking hate these liars. I've made a few posts like that myself and only got added by such specimens.
I want to feel like someone cares.
There's only a singular, ONE. person that's nice, but i doubt it will last more than a month because my previous long term online friend just straight up deleted his account when he got a girlfriend.
Should I just get the bus ticket to the nearest city and talk to everyone on the street like some dumbass American?
I'm seething internally 24/7 because no one pays attention to me.