they're SO sweaty too. i haven't showered for almost two weeks, i just wish that i was dead.

>>937961893 (OP)
Just take a shower instead of stinking up the board faggot

>>937961893 (OP)
Take a shower, bro. We're here if you need help solving any other problems.

Lemme smell em first before you shower.

>>937961893 (OP)
how the fuck do people go weeks without showering? im the most adhd addled faggot on earth and i still feel the need to shower after only a day or two. do the pimples and boils and sores stop phasing you eventually?

>>937964796
This. I dunno how people do it. Even in times when I was depressed, after 2 days, I feel greasy, and nasty.

>>937965136
same. I am a fucking but I shower every day olus cleaning up my bedroom kinda helps with the depression.

>>937965208
Same. I have OCD, and one of the things my brain likes to obsess over is everything being clean, and in specific order. Including myself
>I am a fucking but I shower every day
You're a what now?

>>937966181
I've never really understood OCD. I mean, I have one sock on the floor or a couple of dishes here in there but just like you said no more than two days.

>I am a fucking

a wagie/alxoholic

>>937966181
Atleast once to twice a day. Bugs the shit out of me when my wife waits 3 days.

>>937966181
>I have OCD
Self-diagnosed attention seeking faggot or an actual fellow severe mental illness enjoyer? Met a girl in rehab claiming to have OCD but she literally thought that just meant you liked to have a neat home.

Also I usually only shower and brush my teeth when I go out because those are some of my worst OCD rituals it's easier to just abstain. I'm full on disorder-induced-hermit mode so I've gone months without cleaning at my worst. I hate it though and I don't understand how people can handle being disgusting like that if showering only takes 5 minutes and doesn't make them want to an fucking hero.

>>937966353
>I've never really understood OCD
For me, my brain never shuts the fuck up. An endless circus of thinking the same things over, and over, and over, and over, ad infinum.
Also you convince yourself the worst possible things will happen over small shit. If I don't check the doorknob exactly 6 times before leaving the house, then I definitely left it unlocked, and someone's gonna rob me. It's one of the things that drives me to booze. Booze is the only thing that allows me to not sucked into an obsessive loop.
>>937966678
>Self-diagnosed attention seeking faggot or an actual fellow severe mental illness enjoyer?
I'm no attention whore. I'm diagnosed. When I hit puberty, it kicked in, and I used to wash my hands until the skin dried out to the point of cracking, and bleeding constantly

>>937966535
Man, that box must be stinky by day 3

>>937967355
Not really, she uses baby wipes very frequently. I will say though, every now and then, I can smell her when I take a piss. Not overly bearing, but present.

>>937967315
Mine hit around the same time. I remember when I was really young I had a few little things I did like repeating phrases and lining my fav toys in descending and then only played with the ones I didn't like so the others would stay perfect, but it didn't get severe until puberty. Has anything every really worked for you to help? I was 20mg over the max dosage for my SSRI, SNRI's, anti-psychotics and benzos for years but had to get off and I've just never recovered. Even with opiates and constant weed my entire life is taken over by this shit. I've tried all the techniques they teach you but nothing works, have you ever had any success with anything?

>>937967784
>have you ever had any success with anything?
I have a mutation that makes SSRI's, and other psyche meds used for mood management that makes them have the opposite reaction. It wouldn't take long before I killed myself if I was taking them. Indica strains of weed help a little bit, but the thing that helps the most is booze, sadly

>>937967993
>the thing that helps the most is booze, sadly
Yup, I get ya there /b/rother... I started drinking heavily young when the OCD became severe, it really does help. Only thing that helped me quit drinking was weed, but I had to go a few months without recently and immediately went back to drinking again for help. The OCD/Addiction synergy is real. Makes rehab difficult because it's not just about wanting to feel good, it turns the OCD down a notch and makes it a bit more bearable. It's arguably closer to treatment than addiction in a lot of ways. Opiates are the best though I think, they help you feel like everything’s gonna be okay and maybe you can be 99% perfect instead of 100% on a ritual.

Sorry for typing so much I get really loquacious when I'm high.

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>>937969251
I'm in the exact same boat. The drinking is all that helped, so it escalated. I was raised by my father, and he died when I was 16, and then the drinking turned into suicidal drinking.
I had to move in with my schizophrenic, insane, alcoholic mother, who instead of getting me therapy, let me drink as much as I wanted, so I kind of tried for a recreation of Leaving Las Vegas, and wound up with a crippling addiction. It kicks the addiction up a notch when it actively helps you deal with a psychological condition

>Sorry for typing so much I get really loquacious when I'm high.
I'm high too, no worries

>>937970775
Exactly you get it! I think that's why traditional addiction treatment never worked for me. It's all about how your life will improve when you're sober but that's not how it works for us, sobriety actively makes it worse. It's not an excuse, it's a reason. Of course there's healthier coping mechanisms, but any port in a storm. It's hard to care about the negative side effects or focus on long term goals when you're just barely keeping your head above water. I hope life brightens for you, you've endured a lot and you deserve to be happy. Don't forget it's never too late, we may have lost yesterday but we can still seize today, tomorrow and the rest of our lives.

>>937971853
Yep. Tradition treatment does jack shit for me. It's all up to me to deal with. I've tried AA/NA and I got jack shit from it. More power to you if it helps, but I get nothing from it
>you've endured a lot and you deserve to be happy. Don't forget it's never too late
Thanks, fren. Same to you

Out of curiosity, how old are you?
38 here

>>937972255
Same I met some good people in AA/NA but it just didn't work for me. Like "give it up to your high power" well my higher power is a mental disorder sooo I'm kinda going for the opposite. We'll can still figure out something that works for brains, though. I'm 26 right now but ask me again in 5 minutes and I'll be 30 lol life crawls in the moment but then the years really fly by.

>>937973399
>well my higher power is a mental disorder sooo I'm kinda going for the opposite.
Yep. My higher power is a chemical that makes life enjoyable.
We'll can still figure out something that works for brains, though.
Hopefully something comes along that works the same, but for now, I'll just go back and forth between active addiction, and sobriety.
I'm 26 right now but ask me again in 5 minutes and I'll be 30 lol life crawls in the moment but then the years really fly by.
Yeah. Time flies. Luckily I've had a near death experience, which removed any fear of death I had