hi guys, I'm 28. no job. no gf. Lost both. Been like this for over a year. I got a foot fetish. I was thinking that maybe I should be my own gf and never chase women again.

I want to get to the point where I'm fucking myself with big dildo, smelling my own feet, and jizzing own face. Something I want from my woman but every night. Eventually I can even dress up the way I'd want my gf to be. keep in mind I'm very vanilla and have done nothing like this

women suck. I could try but they're rude, have unrealistic expectations, and even if I sokeohow get one to marry me there is still a 50% chance we get divorced and 50% of the money I earned while trying to get back again is stolen. I want kids but it will probably be just one and it will life ruining anyway and not even a few kids to make it worth it

idk just hopeless rn and feel like I should just start taking care of myself

faggot race cuck kys

>>938088313 (OP)
>foot fetish
You realise that means something is wrong with you. At some point something in your head went wrong. Did you hit your head the same year you started liking feet?
Did depression follow?
You don't need to go lazily down the braindamaged route.
1. Get proper and regular sleep - at night 2. stop eating slop 3. kill yourself

>>938088687
been into feet since I can remember

>>938088313 (OP)
While I appreciate your desires anon, that's kind of strange if you're vanilla and never did anything like that.
You want to start sticking things up your bum, cumming over your face? And you've never done it? Maybe you at least fantasized about doing it?


>captcha SSYG8A

>>938088920
>Maybe you at least fantasized about doing it?
yeah definitely
my curiosity has grown a lot in the last half year or so

I wish I already liked my cum

>>938088313 (OP)
Kill yourself you worthless coomer.

>>938089078
what? you never coom?

>>938089049
Ah good. Rubbed your bum a little at least?
It's probably a case of prison gay.

>I wish I already liked my cum
You'll make it anon. Just take all the opportunities you can to play with your loads. Touch them, smear bits of them on your face, around your lips. Lick your fingers afterwards. You'll manage.

>>938089180
>Ah good. Rubbed your bum a little at least?
yeah hated it for years. feels nice now. no penetration but just massaging
>It's probably a case of prison gay.
what does that mean

one time a read a thread of a guy eating his cum so early and young that he didnt even consider it sexual. I envy that

anon, do you live the lifestyle I want?

>>938089247
The cheeks or the bumhole?
It's when you're isolated for too long and start craving gay things. You know, since in prison even straight people sometimes fuck guys, that's why it's called prison gay.
>so early and young that he didnt even consider it sexual. I envy that
Yeah but you want it to be sexual.

I don't.

>>938088313 (OP)
I understand how you feel anon. You should genuinely try out grindr. Be open about just being bi curious and into sissy stuff. Lots of guys that are mainly into women sexually but not romantically (they're rude, something i want from a woman, etc.). People on here will clown around and use labels like gay or troon for crossdressers/sissies or however you like to call it.
I think you and I both understand how two guys being each others "girlfriends" can make sense and is different from being "gay".
I'd be really interested if this thought resonates with you.

>>938089424
oh fuck thatgif is hot AF. I want to be the giver and receiver <3 yeah right outside the hole

huh interesting. yeah been isolated a long time now. makes me think it's just a phase but tbh I don't even see things becoming better. women are shit and the job market is fucked

but do you have a dildo or eat your cum?

>>938089501
Glad you like it m
>I want to be the giver and receiver <3
And then the kisser and cum swapper
>yeah right outside the hole
Ah nice, nice.

It happens, it's fine imo. If it changes then it changes, if not you get to treat yourself.

I have one but it's been years since I used it. I rarely swallow it although there was a time when I wouldn't cum without eating it.

>>938089459
ive thought about it and I admit some part of it is appealing.

>two guys being each others "girlfriends"
ngl this part made my dick tingle

I guess my opposition is perhaps denial. I'm not gay. more importantly I don't want to be gay. mainly for diseases. but also because my goal is self sufficiency and avoiding intimacy

>>938089623
>And then the kisser and cum swapper
yeah exactly! it's weird to describe but I want to be in a relationship with myself and be the man and woman

>It happens, it's fine imo. If it changes then it changes, if not you get to treat yourself.
yeah almost makes me think I should give it a year or something to try to turn it around. I apply Every day and it just seems to get worse but maybe I get lucky

>you get to treat yourself
mmm fuck love the way you said that

>there was a time when I wouldn't cum without eating it.
so you do understand a bit if what I'm talking about. I want to get to this point tbh

>>938088313 (OP)
>maybe I should be my own gf
You cannot be, you are insane and pornpilled. Seek help. People like this don't actually exist do they? You can't fuck yourself larping that you're fucking a girl, you are just gay and like things up your ass. This is bait because of your OP image. It must be, you are just a sissy fetishist baiting a response and you already are too far gone aren't you? Just go date men if you hate women do much, you clearly are gay.

>>938089829
seek help? I think that's the problem. Everything sucks. no one cares about me or wants to help.

I havent actually done anything gay btw. Havent watch porn in years. my addiction came back after years honestly because my life sucks ass. so it makes me think I should just stop because it's a deeper psychological social thing

idk just wondering if people went through the same thing

>>938088313 (OP)
Play with poopoo. Get poopoo in your hair

>>938090012
Based

>>938089658
Self sufficiency, you say? Perhaps I can interest you in a book

>>938090086
hahaha I thought you were gonna drop Walden. Bro I wish! I wish I had my own property to grow vegetables. if I could have my own chickens and vegatable I probably wouldn't be on the internet lol

>>938089751
>I want to be in a relationship with myself and be the man and woman
Mmm that part sounds a little strange but as long as it makes you happy OP.

Fingers crossed OP. Job is obviously good to have even if you end up autosexing.

>>you get to treat yourself
>mmm fuck love the way you said that
Yeah. On your back, cock hard and pointing up, stroking, craving that load of cum building up.

Yeah I do. I hope you get there OP. Just go little by little and when you feel ready, draw the line and commit to it.

>>938090122
In about 200 square feet, you can grow enough to feed yourself for a year.

>>938090159
this pic is hot btw wish I had this. I even wish I had a cool car

I like idea of getting myself dressed and ready for sex with myself. like an excited HS girl ready to lose her virginity to her bf

if no one is going to enjoy my cum maybe I should

should I do the ass thing or cum eating thing first?

>>938090176
wow! thats pretty cool. potatoes?

>>938090349
Grow some cucumbers and zucchini to act as dildos. Potatoes can be grown too.

in the theme of this thread. I'm going to bump my own thread XD

>>938090896
mmm sounds hot. reminds me of this

>>938090337
>I like idea of getting myself dressed and ready for sex with myself. like an excited HS girl ready to lose her virginity to her bf
Yeah, just like that

>should I do the ass thing or cum eating thing first?
Hard to say. There's no reason to commit too much into either, just do what feels natural, yeah? Cum eating would probably be easier in that it requires less prep, but you might chicken out.

>>938088313 (OP)
>I want to get to the point where I'm fucking myself with big dildo, smelling my own feet, and jizzing own face.
I do literally all that, i crossdress too. I couldn't recommend it enough anon. You need to realize there is literally nothing wrong with any of that, you don't cause harm to anybody at all. So get over the shame and insecurity and do whatever you want, you have no idea how much you'll love it. Life is too short not to do whatever you want.

>>938091141
ngl I've chickened out every single time ive tried so it makes me think that I should put my thumb upy butt in the shower. I was told to use tons of lube outside the shower

>>938091210
Jack off on your back and cum directly onto your face and in your mouth

>>938091196
so hot anon! let's talk more. but can I ask, did you always do.it since being a teen? or did something happen like me where you decided you liked it?

>So get over the shame and insecurity and do whatever you want
thats still my problem. my insecurity. in fact I didnt introduce a dildo into the bedroom with my ex because I was afraid of getting a dildo bigger than me or even the chance of her using it against me either out of teasing or revenge

>>938091321
sounds fucking hot. but have chickened out before. maybe ass is easier to try? been feeling it up in the shower

>>938091332
>did you always do.it since being a teen? or did something happen like me where you decided you liked it?
There wasn't a single moment where i made a decision, i've been into anal since like 12-13 i think. I'm 19 rn. I got into cumplay and crossdressing and some other stuff like a few years ago. If you have any other questions feel free to ask, i'd love to talk about it.

>>938091210
Yeah that happens to most guys. Like I said, try playing with it other than eating it. Get used to the texture and scent.

Yeah def use generous amount of lube.

>>938091522
makes sense, I envy you! especially how young you are. if things were different I'd be there with you. use to look at my asshole around the same age 12/13. how did it start? the anal and the cross dressing. when you first played with your butt did you have the awareness yet that it was "bad"

>>938091535
sounds good. playing with it is doable. I'm not completely grossed out by it. will often jizz in my pants and leave it there all day. maybe I should play with it with the goal of ribbing on my face, no tasting yet, and then washing off and get comfy with that.
.do you recommend I try anal or cum eating first?

>>938089658
Understandable.
Like others here say, just experiment around with dildos and stuff. Try out lingerie too.
If doing it alone gets too depressing, just try it out with a like minded guy. Sure it's technically gay, but you must admit: fantasizing about being your own girlfriend and having "sex" with yourself is further removed from reality than pretending to be each others gf with another human being who you can form a genuine connection with.
You're definitely not alone with this (ask me how I know lol).

>>938091787
seeing myself in lingerie would make me rock hard. where do I buy lingerie? are there specific designs for men or do I get girl ones? I also want to wear fishnets and stockings.

I've been trying to find a jerk buddy for years where we slowly get comfortable around each other. I like the idea that every time we meet we switch off who is gonna be the girl.

>You're definitely not alone with this (ask me how I know lol
how do you know? what's your story?

>>938091651
Honestly i'm not sure what exactly caused me to start it. I would say half porn addiction and half curiosity. It started with fingering and then i started using household objects like hairbrushes, bottles or certain vegetables, basically anything i could fit in there. Eventually i bought a dildo but until then i would use whatever. Honestly i think crossdressing started because i wanted attention. So i also have a huge foot fetish and i like my own feet quite a bit and i posted my feet here once and i loved the attention i got and i wanted more of it so i kept becoming more feminine, crossdressing or whatever i could do to get more attention from the guys here. At least that's how it started. I think it was when i first shaved my legs to post pictures here that i found out how much i love being feminine, so anyway now i crossdress even when i'm not taking pics for attention because it feels great.

>>938091651
>when you first played with your butt did you have the awareness yet that it was "bad"
I realized i didn't even answer this. Yeah i would say it felt wrong from the very beginning, but maybe that was a part of what made it so fun. Anyway it felt too good for me to stop but yeah i did feel some guilt i guess. But i don't really anymore.

>>938092049
did you start fingering in the shower? was it stinky? assuming I get into this I want a big dildo. it'll be like partner

so glad you have a foot fetish btw bc I think you'll understand me with that. mayve the seed of being feminine started when my ex l, who I did foot stuff all the time with, wanted me to jizz on my feet. I felt like a whore but also sexy. now I want to see myself if I tried being feminine lingeries and stockings and all. really want to feel someone else blow loads on my feet too

how old are you?

>>938092049
Are you me? Went through all of this letter for letter.
Did you ever suck a dick irl?
I once had sex with a tranny prostitute and it was awesome.
My dream is finding a fellow sissy and indulge in all of this together.

>>938092203
oh nvm you said your age lol. got disc?

>>938092216
sounds like a lot of us are going through similar things

>>938088313 (OP)
Unemployed, throte destroyed?

>>938092203
I mentioned in the first post but i'm 19 now. Yeah it started in the shower. And yeah it wasn't perfectly clean, it's gonna be a bit messy at first until you learn to properly prepare for it.
>assuming I get into this I want a big dildo. it'll be like partner
Yeah i would really recommend getting like a basic 6" dildo and some good lube to start with. Will be a lot more fun than your fingers.
>mayve the seed of being feminine started when my ex l, who I did foot stuff all the time with, wanted me to jizz on my feet.
Yeah i came on my feet before too lol, it was hot af.
>>938092221
I have a discord but i don't like posting it here, if you wanna post yours i can add you.
>>938092216
Oh wow that's funny. I haven't sucked a dick yet but very recently i started seriously considering it. I'm still a virgin but i'm trying to find a decent guy nearby to experiment with.

>>938091919
I don't know how tall you are, but the large womens sizes fit me perfectly. Just order them online. Or if you're ballsy, go to the store and buy them for your gf lmao.

>every time we meet we switch off who is gonna be the girl.
Thats exactly my fantasy too lol

>how do you know? what's your story?
I wanted to hint at the fact that I'm in the same boat as you. Did all the things you described and want to try out too. Was pretty ashamed at times and had bad post nut clarity in the beginning.
I've accepted that I'm a weird pornosexual and just hope I meet a fellow gooner to indulge with.


Also, I think the stuff that we describe is, or will be the new "gay". We're a generation of men that were raised by porm from a young age. Are into women generally, but want to be fucked and jizzed on ourselves, like dicks, feet, etc.
Not gay or transsexual though. I know I am a man and will stay a man.

Nothing wrong with that imo. I know tons of anons are just like me (and you) and are just in denial.

>>938092450
I can still post here but my disc is peterhelmick

shower it is then! btw so happy you're into feet. ever eat cum off your feet?

>>938092529
I'll add you in a second.
>ever eat cum off your feet?
I think i never did it actually. Or i might've, honestly not sure. I think i tried but chickened out a few times, idk if i ever actually did it. But i probably will at one point.
>shower it is then!
Yeah, the good thing about the shower is if there is any mess at all you can instantly clean it and go back to playing. If you get any mess in the bedroom it's basically over so you have to be very careful about preparing when playing outside the shower.

>>938092454
I'm 5'8" so it'll probably be fine right?

did you go through a rough patch too? a break up?
>Was pretty ashamed at times and had bad post nut clarity in the beginning.
thats me rn with the faantasies
>Are into women generally, but want to be fucked and jizzed on ourselves, like dicks, feet, etc. Not gay or transsexual though.
perfectly describe me. like you said maybe in denial. idk I just need some love man.

my problem is also intimacy. I don't just want to go on grindr. I want to meet someone like you that can understand me at an emotional level

>>938092669
if you're so comfortable cum eating then yoh should def do it. tbh I'd love to lick your or my jizz off your feet. hope it's stinky

>>938092730
Honestly even after having done it like a dozen times it's still pretty hard after post nut clarity. But yeah definitely gonna do it one day.
>tbh I'd love to lick your or my jizz off your feet. hope it's stinky
Hot... we could both cum on them and feed it to you :3

>>938092854
that would be hot! mm fuck. better trick is one pumps on his own feet and the other eats while pumping to avoid post but clarity

>>938091733
Yeah, definitely.
>will often jizz in my pants and leave it there all day.
Oh cute. Maybe you could try kissing it the next time you do that.

>maybe I should play with it with the goal of ribbing on my face, no tasting yet, and then washing off and get comfy with that.
Yup! Like I said, smear it around your lips with your fingers. And smell your fingers too, get used to your scent.

>do you recommend I try anal or cum eating first?
Like I said, that's up to you man.

>>938088313 (OP)
So you should probably drop the foot fetish. That sort of shit keeps you incredibly low in the desire meter.

>>938092912
I love the idea of falling in love with my own scent and smell, like my exes.in that way I'm rp my hypothetical gf

>>938092935
tbh ive always had a foot fetish. easier to drop the gay stuff

One more anon got groomed into trannyism. So sad

>>938093827
well I havent done anything yet. literally anything. but I see your point. the grooming is literally society. it sucks. I'll be an incel forever and no one will ever love me

>>938092699
Im 5'11 so yeah you'll be fine.

Also no I didn't go through a rough patch, i just found myself fantasize and trying out these things again and again, until I just accepted that thats just what I like.
For example, I started sucking on my own feet while jerking off in the shower with 14. (26 now)
I have a gf that i genuinely love and have great sex with. So sorry to tell you, but these fantasies are there to stay.

On the flip side, don't write off having a gf completely. It's worth it, trust me.
If I were single rn though, I'd dive head first into wildly indulging in this whole sissy thing.

Also, I'd love to keep chatting with you guys, should I get disc? This >>938092529 is you, right op?

>>938094104
>For example, I started sucking on my own feet while jerking off in the shower
same haha

>I have a gf that i genuinely love and have great sex with
so she doesnt know anything about your bisexuality?

>On the flip side, don't write off having a gf completely. It's worth it, trust me.
I mean yeah man hopefully. and hopefully one who accepts my sissy side XD
>If I were single rn though, I'd dive head first into wildly indulging in this whole sissy thing.
hahaha sounds good thanks for the encouragement I'm super excited

yeah my disc is peterhelmick

>>938094352
>so she doesnt know anything about your bisexuality?

No she doesn't. I don't plan on telling her either. I indulge in it when she's away for more than a day and that's it.

should I lost again to get American people?

>>938088313 (OP)
I explored something kind of similar. Really bad breakup with the love of my life happened a few years ago and I just don’t think I can love someone else.

I was really mad in that first year and got into role playing with strangers on Discord as if I was my ex. These guys knew what I was doing, so not catfishing or anything. I tried really hard to respond like I think she would and got off telling guys real sex stories from our time together. I shared some of her nudes and got kind of addicted to “being her.”

I went out and bought the same lingerie set she used to wear and a couple pairs of the same panties and started wearing those when I was horny. I got a 6” dildo and tried insertion, but it didn’t feel good. I mostly resorted to jerking off and aiming for my own face and letting it run down until I could lick it from my lips like a slut.

Then basically my grandma died and I started feeling really bad that she could see me from heaven doing this stuff and stopped. I know it’s stupid, but I’m thankful it stopped that level of degeneracy.

>>938095758
>Really bad breakup with the love of my life happened a few years ago and I just don’t think I can love someone else.
that's where I am rn :(

do you recommend I stop?

just bumping my own thread the way I want to blow on my own face

>>938096621
bumping

sigh

Browsing /b and /gif I just know theres tons of guys like us out there.
I'm pretty sure early porn exposure desensitized me to just vanilla fantasies, so I went from feet to trannies to sissy hypno aswell as going from wanting the hirl to wanting to be the one sucking the dick.

>>938103304
how old?

>>938103304
>>938088313 (OP)
any of you horny girly bitches gonna post your asses, or just talk all day?

>>938093941
Nah the grooming is done by the people who tell you to go forwards with it and all that bullshit. People telling you that it's okay and that they themselves do it.
You know what? I've done that shit too. But I don't go around telling others to let go of the opposite sex and become their own girlfriend. If you find it hot to dress up as a woman and jerk off or fuck your ass, that's fine, but it's not a replacement for a relationship or a different sexuality. It's just a fetish. It's literally on the same level as liking feet. Your brain somehow at some point has associated being a female with receiving pleasure, maybe because of porn, maybe not, who cares. The reality is that it's nothing more than a connection in your brain. The more you feed it the more it will grow. However, it is external. It's not biological need, like having a gf/wife. You can go down that path but it's going to leave you unfullfilled, because in the end it's just masturbating with extra steps. Yes, it can feel more intense than just rubbing your dick imagining boobs or remembering sexual encounters, but it still is the same biologically speaking.
In the end it's your choice and you are the one who will face the consequences, but I can assure you the emptiness you feel inside can not be filled by a dick in your ass, no matter if silicone or real. Only being with someone you love will fill it, and the risk might be big, but in the end you decide if it's worth it or not.

>>938106216
Very true, this won't replace actual connection, much less love.
I still know that a sissy jerk buddy (not trooning out) would make my life much more enjoyable. Actually it's not that different to having a friend to play sports with or something.

>>938106216
wow really good post man.I can tell you've thought a lot about this and reflected. I'm ngl I just feellike I'll never be loved. always been dumped. I guess I interpreted self love as including sexual love. it's masturbation but I dontt think anyone will love me again. you already answered this just I don't know what to do. already hit the gym everyday for the last couple months. that didnt fill the void either, but at least I'm stronger

>>938106658
Of course the gym won't fill the void. Nothing will. That void will always be there, don't get confused. It's part of being human. Some people have filled it with science, some with work and money, some with hobbies, some with building a family, but in the end the void was still there, because that's part of what makes you search for more. Philosophers have been going at it for millenia trying to argue about finding the "Truth" just to try and fill it. THERE IS NO BOTTOM.
Just learn to enjoy the small pleasures in life, be it having a BBQ with your mates, be it jumping on a dildo wearing lingerie. In the end in your death bed you will only remember the good parts anyways, so who cares if you try something and it sucks.

>>938107078
sounds like I should go for it then

>>938107185
Yes, indulge in pleasure, just don't confuse it for meaning, it's all I'm saying. Right now I'm having a glass of whiskey, it's unhealthy for me, it will make me sleep less, it will fuck up my liver and brain in some ways, but I enjoy it anyways. Just have that in mind. Enjoy what you enjoy, just don't fall for the trap of turning it into you whole life.

>>938107292
got it anon. thanks mmm

you said you have experience doing what I want to do?

>>938092912
What's the WEBM source please and thank you

after some discussion I think the phrase I'm looking to become is a sissy. having a sissy side. Think I'd look great in fish nets with black toe nails

>>938110931
the fact that you gleefully and giddishly accept that label means you're already far more submissive and effeminate than you even realize.
good girl.

>>938111952
you're probably right. I'm scared though. idk if its just a temporary urge that will cause deep shame later or something that can be part of my routine for self live and identity

That sounds like one crazy postion

>>938112102
wdym?

>>938112119
Fucking self with a dildo, smelling own feet while jizzing on his own face?

>>938112050
only one way to find out, curious little doll
start now, what do you have?

>>938112219
wouldnt be all at the same time lol

>>938088313 (OP) hey, from a woman, i think you and all the people that think that woman are awful should realize that thats not real life. theres bad and good people, and thats not a genders exclusivity. If it helps, im not gonna lie to you, everybody will prefer atractive people, but thats not a rule for all the cases. Me, for example, did like sum guy only for being atractive, but in a shallow way. The rest of the guys i liked was because something in their personality attracted me. i liked chubby and small guys because they were funny, were good on something or beacause they seemed to be good people

>>938112228
I havent done anything yet. not cum eating or even fingering

>>938112729
i appreciate your honesty. I don't necessarily disagree with you. I guess after 28 years I just realized I'm not that attractive for any reason. And because of that I'm not really shown any love and likely even less chance in the future. This is just basic attraction and says nothing about compatibility.

bottom line I'm unattractive and woman treat me like shit

>>938107663
You want the stories don't you.

Alright. I shaved my legs and I put a pair of panties, then I posed for other anons to jerk off to me while I fucked my ass with a cucumber that was way too big and made me cum so hard I couldn't get up from the soaked floor for a few minutes.

I also have a pair of cute panties and I enjoy putting them on and grinding on my pillows pretending to be doing it to someone.

I also got fucked in the ass by a friend when I was 16 and I enjoyed every second of it, and even 12 years later I still think about the moment where he couldn't find my hole and I just reached back, grabbed his dick and positioned it because there was nothing I wanted more than being fucked like the slut I am. I even went ass to mouth multiple times and deepthroated him only to lubricate his dick because we didn't have any lube and I wanted him to keep fucking me.

It all fucked me up for a long time until I realized I was just horny as fuck and what turned me on was the sex on itself and not really being fucked, and all those experiences make the masturbation feel more like sex and less like just jerking off. Until I realized that it actually fucked me up quite a bit, but now I just accept myself and don't give a fuck.

Find what's actually the root of that desire you have and once you know it you will be able to enjoy it fully without feeling guilty or self conscious about it.

>>938113565
post pics, dumb little ass-whore

>>938113565
damn I appreciate the story. it got me hard AF. how old are you now?

>just reached back, grabbed his dick and positioned it
mmm so hot! so that's actually part of the appeal small stuff like this becsuse that's how it's been with partners and it's hot seeing them do that

>Find what's actually the root of that desire you have and once you know it you will be able to enjoy it fully without feeling guilty or self conscious about it.
yessir

>>938114084
That was years ago and I enjoy having my masculine public self, so I don't have any pics saved.
>>938114411
28. Yeah, what I did at the moment is exactly what I imagined would've been the hottest if a girl did it to me, so I just enjoyed being the girl. It was fun and I wish I could repeat it but unfortunately I don't find male bodies appealing at all and risking being exposed doesn't sound worth it at all

>>938115141
>I enjoy having my masculine public self
I feel that. that's what I meant about being my own gf. having my masculine and feminine self

>28.
oh yeah that's right you're my age but I'm jealous of your experiences

>Yeah, what I did at the moment is exactly what I imagined would've been the hottest if a girl did it to me, so I just enjoyed being the girl. It was fun and I wish I could repeat it but unfortunately I don't find male bodies appealing at all and risking being exposed doesn't sound worth it at all
hot but yeah I feel that

I guess this thread is over? cooked?

are dommes the natural predator of sissys?

>>938088313 (OP)
there's absolutely nothing wrong with being a sissy faggot that loves feet and fucking your asshole with a big black dildo.

>>938118643
have you done it? I keep wondering if I'll regret it

>>938118643
Hell no

>>938118937
why not? not the guy youre responding to, this is OP

>>938118786
i have, and i've taken it much further. i found a black daddy that indulges in all my vile kinks. not only do i not regret it, i feel more fulfilled than ever.

>>938119097
what age did it start? was it during a bad patch like me?

>>938119192
28 when i started fucking myself and dressing up, 29 is when i found my daddy. i told him up front i was going through a bad patch, was experimenting, and just wanted someone that could let me experiment, and he was happy to. we started nice and simple. kissing while naked, i would stroke his big black cock, he would finger my ass. i would cum, and then finish him, and that was it for a while. it quickly escalated to sucking his cock, eating asshole, him fucking me, cumming all over my face or in my mouth, or finishing in my ass with a condom, then feeding me the cum from it, and then all my nasty little kinks after that.

>>938119407
>28 when i started fucking myself and dressing up
oh nice! I just turned 28. and like I said I have no experience never even fingered myself or tasted cum. I guess it's not to late to start huh?

it feels reassuring that you sissied out after a rough patch. it sounds like a it unlocked a part of you that you needed. how old are you now?

>>938119543
32, and just being a nasty, perverted faggot fuck whore for my black daddy is the most fun i've ever had, and it's still just as fun now.

>>938119696
is he your one and only? how did you meet him

>>938119735
mostly. i suck dick at gloryholes, and have the occasional grindr hookup, but it's better with him. he encouraged me to be a slut too.

>>938119783
thats hot bro. did becoming a slut help you get last your rough patch? are you still in it but it's easier? did it pass?

I really want to talk to you more. got disc?

>>938119735
>>938119783
oops, responded too fast. i met him on fetlife.

>>938119877
good to know, you posted your slut pics there?

bump

:(

pls halp

should I try tonight?

need a domme

>>938121655
>>938123684
>>938124038
>>938125437
jeez you fucking whining, whimpering, attentionwhoring little lazy cockteasing sissy bitch faggot
NO, dont jack off or play with a plastic dildo or whatever the fuck youre blabbering about
go put on some panties and make-up, and let a real man fuck you like the prancing prissy woman you are

>>938127179
how?