Thread 941104401

Or are you stagnating?

rapidly stagnating
ground to a halt

>>941104401 (OP)
Progressing without a doubt! Life is good and that is one of the reasons I hang out on here with all you rich, "depressed" kids, it humbles me very much so despite my uncanny, supernatural ability to exploit cratering cultures with ease and excel.

>>941104401 (OP)
going in reverse
As time goes by i keep losing ground

>>941104401 (OP)
>Is it quality content or just shitposting?

progressing but slow as fuck. learning how to deal with being schizophrenic is hard as hell

>>941104401 (OP)
I'm getting stupider each day

Got let go last week from my job
No gf
Hobbies are getting more expensive

May just kill myself

stagnant since about 2018, too busy sleepwalking to care. Is it still suicidal if you don't care about living but you're also too much of a pussy to die?

>>941104401 (OP)
Define progressing

>>941104401 (OP)
i've been stagnated for the last 15 years of my life

>>941108234
Yes

>>941108234
where im at rn too man. maybe ill get the will to kill myself off if these antidepressants do what theyre supposed to

>>941108234
are you passively suicidal or just scared?

>>941107902
start shoplifting/taking things from the trash. i used to go out at night and bury stolen doll heads in the neighbors yard but then they found me.

>>941108425
You're schizophrenic. No one is taking your advice

Stagnating. I want to finish my degree, but this is my second year missing the boat.

I think what I need to get my shit together is get back to doing hobbies I enjoy and feel fulfilled by.

>>941108377
I guess passive? Like I think a lot about who would miss me if I died and how it's probably less than 10 people outside of my immediate family at this point

>>941108494
i am but that probably makes my advice worth taking. i see things for what they really are.
i also make found art, like out of shit i just find on the floor. you can get a lot of pens and crayons that way, and take papers from other peoples trash, offices, ect. That's a good hobby for free.

>>941108537
what was your degree in? + what hobbies do you usually like?

>>941108624
oh, you still got 10 ppl? good shit
passive suicidality kinda fucks with ur brain
every other day I wish a car would just lose control and hit me

>>941109016
ive been passive for years. and then active too during episodes, but then i end up in the hospital. it sucks fr.

>>941109127
im sorry to hear that shit, hospital after attempt sounds like the worst fucking time

>>941109200
it only sucks the first time and the first day or so, at least for my episodes. im manic depressive schizo, so my swings last just a few hours. after im out of it i just gotta wait it out. they'll up my meds usually and I'll zone out the whole time, so its not so bad.

>>941109333
glad to hear they arent as bad, hope you're going to go back to progressing soon

>>941109486
they're going to do some kind of magnetic therapy to me soon (and then electroshock if that doesn't work) so hopefully we will be moving that way!
how have things been trending in your world?

>>941109694
hopefully mate, hopefully!
i've been trying my best to not have a panic attack as I study for some college exams, which is the exact same thing i've been doing for 10 or so years
so, the usual passive suicidality

>>941104401 (OP)
Been stagnating for three years now. Seriously considering self-checkout.

>>941109826
just remember to breathe and take breaks and shit, dude.
everything is going to work out in the end.

>>941110205
you've just gotta push on. it will probably get better eventually

>>941104401 (OP)
I'm still growing. I'm not stagnating. I'm not even close to being done. There's much, much more I've yet to learn and do. I've only just begun.
And I'm not the only one. There are many more like me

>>941104401 (OP)
I am beyond stagnating. I haven't experienced growth since 2019. I stagnated in 2020 to 2022, since then I have been sliding down the sides of the pit while climbing up.

>>941110731
Aaaaaaaand you're done.

>>941111291
there might be growth in areas you aren't checking anon. keep your head up