Thread 941894296

Why doesn't God allow me to see beyond the "matrix"? Why can't I see the full potential, but instead have to see the more basic levels? Is there a lesson to be learned?

>>941894296 (OP)
You already do bad enough for everyone you come into contact with, why tf you want to see from a place of power if you already suck

>>941894296 (OP)
He decided to make you a schizo with delusions about the nature of the universe instead.

>>941894743
Wow :(

>>941894840
It feels like that

>>941895310
>It feels like that
Hey that's some good news, you being aware that you are likely mad will make it easier for you to get better with the right sort of help.

>>941895790
>you being aware that you are likely mad will make it easier for you to get better with the right sort of help.

Nobody wants to help me. Nobody gives a f about me.

I'm crazy and that's ok

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>>941895840
>Nobody wants to help me. Nobody gives a f about me.
Helping and giving a fuck about you is someones job anon, you just have to go ask them for help.
>I'm crazy and that's ok
I dunno, a little crazy can be the spice in your life, a lot of crazy will make your life inedible.

>>941895912
Pq vc tá me chamando de puta?

>>941895927
My life will always be this mess, I just need to get used to

>>941894296 (OP)
Why are you repeating the same picture every day with different captions, logfag?

>>941895968
>My life will always be this mess, I just need to get used to
Your life is shaped by how you deal with it, so if you make the choice that it will always be messy, it will stay messy.

>>941896029
Because I want to. I'm not the logfag. Why do you even care? If I needed your help you wouldn't bother, but I just can't "post the same pics with different captions" that you'll notice it.

>>941896063
Ok bro, thanks for nothing

>>941896118
>Ok bro, thanks for nothing
I just pointed out that you have agency anon, that isn't nothing, in fact that is damn near everything.
I'm telling you that you can alter your life if you take responsibility for it and put in the effort needed to change the things about it that bothers you.

>>941896251
>I'm telling you that you can alter your life

No, I can't

>>941896551
Yes you can, you can't control what is going to come your way, but you can control how you react to it and what you do about it.
Your thinking habits influence how good or bad you feel that your life is.

>>941896251
>>941896551
I mean, of course I can change how I feel about things, but I can't change what they are.

It's not that I don't want to take responsibility, i will, wether I like it or not. But at the same time... I never asked for this

>>941896656
>I never asked for this
No one did and no one decided that your life should be this, it just is, just like the rest of humanity.

>>941897052
>no one decided that your life should be this

There's a conspiracy against me.

It must be the Jews, aylmaos, God, Isis or all of them

>>941897100
>There's a conspiracy against me.
Do you have any evidence of that?
>It must be the Jews, aylmaos, God, Isis or all of them
Why must it be any of them?

>>941897309
No evidence, it's what my ill mind thinks

>Why must it be any of them?

Same reason as above

>>941897380
Then there is no good reason for you to believe it.
Your mental illness is lying to you so you won't try to get rid of it.

>>941897419
>so you won't try to get rid of it.

I already take medication.

It's not an illness, it's just how my mind and life works: I think there's a conspiracy against me. People irl say they like me but I don't believe them.

I can only trust my parents

>>941898572
If your brain is separating you from everyone but your parents out of paranoia and telling you that people who like you actually hate you, that brain is mentally ill.

>>941898678
I don't know. I can't trust no one.

>>941898801
Blanket trusting everyone is a bad idea and will fuck up your life.
Blanket distrusting everyone is also a bad idea that will fuck up your life.
Figuring out what you need to look for in a person to determine whether they are trustworthy and making it so that gaining your full trust is a process that happens in increments is smart.
There are levels of trust and no one aside from close family gets to subscribe to the full trust package from day one.

>>941899107
It's so lonely anon

People I like don't like me back

>>941899206
>People I like don't like me back
Yeah and people who do like you, you accuse of lying.
Try this on for size, try to believe that they believe that they like you, even if your brain says that they can't because it thinks you're unlikable.
You don't have to agree with them on your likeability, but don't call them liars when they say that they like you and believe that they are saying the truth.

>>941896118
Hi logbot!