Thread 941948804

I have little success with women, and I'm increasingly attracted to men. But I'm ashamed. Is being gay shameful?

>>941948804 (OP)
>I have little success with women, and I'm increasingly attracted to men. But I'm ashamed. Is being gay shameful?

Oh, being bi is normal. As for women, try the PI cure.

>Watch Clark Gable movies and channel him
>Go to PI for two months
>Bang 40 women
>Try out all kinds of moods and personas on them see what works best
>Bonus if you lose weight and get up to 100 push ups before.
>Do all this before any other decisions

Bonus: PI bi's are fun. Watch out for rip-off artists.

Good luck, fren

>>941948804 (OP)
>Is being gay shameful?
Of course not. It's fun and liberating

>>941949689
A liberation? Really?

>>941952831
It's the greatest sense of freedom you can find

To no longer have to live a lie and constantly live in fear of people finding out who you really are. A chance to actually find love and happiness and people who understand you.

If you’re worried about the shame just do what I do. Press your asshole against a glory hole and take anonymous dick.

>>941953079
Put like that, it sounds tempting. I'd love to have fun with men.

>>941948804 (OP)
The gayest thing you can do is being ashamed of being gay. Just do it, for fuck's sake!

>>941953181
Isn't it a bit dirty?

It's deeply and intrinsically shameful to allow yourself to be conquered by another man. You know in your gut that giving in to your gay urges will debase you and strip you of any self respect or dignity you once had. Once you're a faggot, no one will ever take you seriously, genuinely love you, or want be around you.

My father pretends to love me, but he knows I'm bisexual, and I'm sure he wishes I was dead. My brother pretends to love me, but I know he thinks I'm just a weird faggot now. I've confronted him about it and he pretends it's not a big deal, but I'm a fucking FAG now, and no one will ever truly think of me as anyone worth loving or caring about. Everyone secretly hates queers, but they'll smile and pretend it's okay that you think penises are sexy, when you KNOW they see you as less than even a flea.

>>941953372
Uh, maybe you should wash it sometimes

>>941953430
You've summed up all my fears....

>>941953430
For every person that shames you there will be 50 who accept & understand.

>>941953430
>My father pretends to love me, but he knows I'm bisexual, and I'm sure he wishes I was dead. My brother pretends to love me, but I know he thinks I'm just a weird faggot now. I've confronted him about it and he pretends it's not a big deal, but I'm a fucking FAG now, and no one will ever truly think of me as anyone worth loving or caring about. Everyone secretly hates queers, but they'll smile and pretend it's okay that you think penises are sexy, when you KNOW they see you as less than even a flea.
You are a sad, paranoid person who desperately needs love and dick

>>941953623
Those fears are unfounded

>>941948804 (OP)
Then there's the more cynical route... do what you you want but keep it on the low.

>>941953724
Not starting a family, at some point people start asking questions

>>941953813
So what? Just shrug & tell them you don't see yourself as a family guy. If they object to that, you tell them to fuck off.

>>941953710
I imagine it depends on each person's environment, it doesn't reassure me in my case, especially since I'm attracted to black men... it's one of my biggest fantasies.

>>941953623
It fucking hurts, doesn't it? Like I wasn't cursed enough without also being a weird faggot.
>>941953637
For every honest asshole, there are 50 who will SAY they accept and understand. I can feel what people actually think. I always know, and they can't hide it from me, no matter how well they think they can. 99.99 percent of the population wants to actively lynch gay/bi people, and would if they could get away with it. I don't even just get to be a proper faggot that loves manly men. I like girly faggy soft twink boys who want to cuddle and wear matching pajamas with me and shit.

>>941953962
that's not weird. it's called being a 'top.'

>>941953874
To explain properly, the subject is a sensitive one in my family, particularly for my father. My grandfather, whom I never knew, left my grandmother to become gay, and my father was never able to accept it.

>>941948804 (OP)
For you it is. Fag.

>>941948804 (OP)
Yes. Faggotry, not even once.

>>941954102
Your grandfather had the verve to do what he wanted. That was how long ago? Thirty years? More? It's even easier today to adopt your own lifestyle.

>>941953962
>99.99 percent of the population wants to actively lynch gay/bi people

If you mean in the US, you are pretty fucking terrible at reading people. Nobody gives enough shit about that dramatic nonsense to get overwhelmingly angry that they would willingly march down the roads with others if some villiage of homophobes came marching down the road with a noose, torches, and probably pitch forks. Your fantasies about straight people giving a fuck about fags or what they do is a stereotypical egocentric homosexual caricature.

>>941954322
That was in the 70s, I'm French by the way.

>>941954350
LMFAO! Too right.

TLDR: no one gives a shit

>>941954158
>>941954300
Thanks guys, that's nice to hear !

>>941954102
It's probably not worth it, then. Swallow those faggot feelings down deep and never talk about them with anyone. Nobody will ever respect you again if you take a black cock up your ass tbh. I'm sorry that society and genetics did this to you. It's not fair. I know it hurts. Just pretend you only like pussy. When we die, we'll finally be free.
>>941954037
My butthole wouldn't even be able to handle bottoming, though I've never been that interested in the idea. I'd probably literally die if someone fucked my ass too hard. I wish I was joking. It's just more cruel irony to be a homo with a glass butthole.

I have a trans egf that I'm too anxious to go and meet, some of it is I'm scared it won't feel right and we'll be sad (too male) but also some of it is I'm not sure if I want to be a Faggot

>>941954467
So I should be ashamed of that then.

>>941954350
You're wrong. Most Americans want fag blood running down the streets and splashed across the front of every pickup truck, and simply maintain their civility to function in society. They see a fag and they have to control the same immediate psychosomatic response humans have to vermin.

I've known a few gay people before, and even I would occasionally feel a powerful urge to beat them and choke them to death for wearing their disease on their sleeve and reminding me that I was also a fucking freak.

>I have little success with women and I'm increasingly attracted to men.

I had this exact experience, but I was just as unsuccessful with men as I was with women, in fact the men were even uglier

>>941948804 (OP)
IMO the problem with being gay is not reproducing and disappointing your parents.

>>941948804 (OP)
If you aren't ashamed of worshiping a mans filthy shitpipe and getting a myriad of diseases go for it.

>>941955210
Not reproducing IS a blow to my ego, but my parents can fucking eat shit, honestly. I didn't ask to be born, and they didn't reach into the void and select me specifically as their son. Fuck them. They birthed me, let a doctor cut the tip of my dick off, and then prepped me for decades of corporate slavery. Your parents will always owe you for forcing you into a nightmare, and you will never owe them anything.

>>941955472
>prepped me for decades of corporate slavery
agreed, this is the one I'll never forgive them for (since they didn't mutilate me)

>>941948804 (OP)
Yes. Use that shame to get off even harder

Poopoo eating

>>941955456
No problem at this level

>>941955743
God that's a pretty sissy butt. When boys pose like this it almost makes me want to go full homo and just have methed out gay sex with crossdressing twinks until I die of dehydration.

I hate myself so fucking much.

>>941955562
At least they didn't sacrifice your foreskin to Moloch. The only thing that's gonna bother me about my dad dying is that he's a lazy piece of fucking shit overgrown teenager that will undoubtedly never bother to get a will, so I'll have to waste months in probate court to get the house.I love my mom, but I will never fully forgive her for giving birth to me. She's also kind of a moron that will undoubtedly leave a financial mess behind when she dies, and can't be bothered to do anything to slow the deterioration of her body.

You know what? Fuck boomers. Just fuck them. I shouldn't have to exist in this fucking hell realm.

>>941954543
if you fuck a tranny without touching dick it doesn't make you guy, unless they look and sound like a guy. but if they pass then pound that bussy

>>941956342
Wrong. It's very gay. It's almost extra gay because you're playing pretend with a crazy sissy. If you're gonna fuck a tranny, you should just grind your nutsack all over "her's" and make your penis tips kiss, because it's already as gay as it gets.

>>941956233
You seems like a happy go lucky guy. Dont worry bro you seem young, it'll get better if you go to therapy and put in the work to better yourself and your circumstances

>>941949303
>try the PI cure
the what?

>>941956342
idk I guess that's the question, better than most, but not sure if you'd say pass.
>>941956466
I kind of agree with this more, it puts me at ease when she says she is a man girl thing, lets off some of the pressure of having to dance around things but also it doesn't last the mental illness is real. Plus I may have already expressed interest maybe too cocky talking about her cock when idk if I can do it.

>>941948804 (OP)
>have little success with women, and I'm increasingly attracted to men.

Part of the reason why I went gay exclusive. It was easier and allowed me to be submissive and "serve" while still feeling pleasure.

>>941948804 (OP)
>I have little success with women, and I'm increasingly attracted to men
that's not how being gay works. you don't turn gay because you can't get a woman lol

>>941957044
one time a tranny wanted to fuck me and I know she would've lost it if I called her a man

>>941957242
there are whole straight to gay subreddits my dude, sexuality is flui

>>941948804 (OP)
I thought I was straight/bi until I had my first sexual encounter with a man (two men actually) and realized I was actually gay

>>941957044
>but also it doesn't last the mental illness is real.
It definitely is. Trannies are legitimately fucking crazy and delusional. I've been close to a couple of them, and they're usually pretty nice and sweet at first, and sexy, but you're always trapped in this fucked up, weird game of make-believe where you have to act like a girl can have a cock you want to suck. It's always a creeping frustration that just gets more ridiculous the more you observe their behavior, which is basically just an autistic lonely dork that does everything a male would do, has all the interest male dorks have, even usually having orgasms and refractory periods the same as males, etc. because they're just BOYS that wish they were girls. It all feels so sad and tragic, because a girl with a penis is one of the highest of erotic beauties.

>>941957605
if they're hot enough, fuck it. if i see a girl who's a 9 out of 10 and she has a lil nub i'm not saying no

>>941957738
I don't mean they aren't good for fucking, I'm saying they're fucking crazy and it's exceedingly difficult to have any long-term romantic relationship with one. They're usually one misgendering and a missed pill away from having a meltdown too. They definitely all know how to bitch and whine like women though, I'll give them that.

Another Masonic thread

>>941948804 (OP)
The most shame or embarrassed I've felt was being caught getting fucked in my teenage years. I never felt gay because I only wanted to fuck girls and only jerked off to girls. I kinda just liked getting fucked up the ass. I got caught in my friend's basement by his hot older sister. We were drunk and he was really clapping my cheeks doggie style when she walked in. She never looked at me the same and I remember trying to explain I wasn't gay. I had the biggest crush on her, it kinda fucked me up for a while.

>>941948804 (OP)
I felt shame the first few times I experimented with dudes. I think it came from the normal reasons like social expectations, but also because I was hooking up with random men I met online (because it was the only way I knew how to find sex without people knowing I wanted it).

Eventually I figured out that I could just treat it like scratching an itch. I prefer women, but taking it up the ass is a very unique pleasure, and when I sleep with a man it's just masturbation for me. No more shame.

>>941948804 (OP)
What about dead niggers and jews?

>>941958116
Don't feel so bad anon, you lived someone's fetish at least.

>>941954350
>>941954420
Seriously. I just started HRT and even THAT people really don't give a fuck about.
The people at the pharmacy at least, they seemed to be rather supportive but they're also paid to be.
>>941954831
Most americans don't care. The only reason americans care about fags and troons now adays is because politics love to scream about them. THAT'S FUCKING IT. They couldn't care less.

I was groomed/taken advantage of from 13-15 by my older stepbrother. I didn’t think it was necessarily shameful at the time, but didn’t really know it was that wrong because he told me all the boys did it growing up. I knew it was a naughty, but the things he did felt so good. Don’t get me wrong. They’re definitely was shameful activities I regret but I gave into curiosity and pleasure.

>>941958674
I started jerking off to my friend's sister a lot more after that, still have some pics of her on my computer

>>941957242
Like 70% of people are bi, but do to social conditions they only like men/women.

It's not shameful. I'm not gay but I like to give blowjobs to middle aged men. Daddy issues.

>>941948804 (OP)
To an extent.
There's the shame of not bearing offspring and continuing your lineage. There's the shame of letting another man dominate you (if you bottom). There's the shame of wasting your seed in the barren womb of a man (if you top).
However, if you reject that aspect of you, you won't be able to live with the shame of rejecting your true self. As you talked about with your grandfather here >>941954102, he finally couldn't take the shame of pretending any more. Which do you think would hurt people more? Admitting you're gay now, when it's just your father? or waiting until you're married, possibly with kids, before the shame of rejecting your feelings overwhelms you and drives you away from them?

>>941958984
>I'm not gay but I like to give blowjobs to middle aged men. Daddy issues.

That's literally the absolute gayest thing I've read on this board all week. You are definitely not straight. Jesus. Just admit you're gay you weirdo.

>>941954037
Exactly what this anon said. You can still be manly & rail the shit out of thinks & femboys. I've been doing it for 20 years & nobody has questioned my masculinity. Hell I even brought a trans girl to the car lot Christmas party!

>>941956466
That's oddly specific anon, you wanna put on that maid dress & get some nut & tip action?

>>941954831
That’s not true. Most Americans don’t give a fuck if you’re gay.

What they do care about is when the LGBT “community” engages in degenerate behavior in public or push their sexual preference on them or their children.

If they’d stop that BS, nobody would care at all. Only you brain worm infested keyboard warriors.

If I self insert as the woman here, what's it means?

>>941959358
Yeah, I do. Almost nothing makes me harder than trannies now. I'd love some frottage with a big side order of ball grinding and a cocktip makeout session. I wish my face smelled like tranny cock every day.

>>941959668
Means you want to have a good time.

I've discovered that I value thick cocks over long ones.

>>941960436
I like thick cocks also.

>>941960436
Congratulations! That revelation means you've now graduated to Gay Level 3. You're no longer a novice. Keep it up!

>>941960436
I agree that thick is preferable. Although, I’ve never had one too long, but I’ve had a couple that were too thick. Thicker than a beer can is just too much to handle without planning ahead

>>941960603
Monster dicks (length, girth or both) are fun to see, but ultimately they end up being a nuisance because everyone has normal-sized holes.

>>941953918
Did you ever have a black penis pointed at you?

Real men have sex with men

Real men jerk off to /hm/ instead of /b/

Real men can father other people and not send them to their doom. All you faggots need to back off and have less sexual thoughts. Get busy lazy. It's a waste

>>941953962
>I like girly faggy soft twink boys who want to cuddle and wear matching pajamas with me and shit.
This is the tolerable kind of gay. It's the hairy dudes in thongs and nipple tassels with glitter lipstick and whore eyeshadow dryhumping each other in pride parades that we hate. They're the "visceral urge to run them over with a van on sight" kind of gay, whereas you're more "teasable college hazing" kind of gay.

>>941948804 (OP)
it's shameful the way you do it. skill issue

its okay to be gay

>>941962872
honestly this, when your masc the faggy softboy is just seen by everyone as a woman, its kind of funny