Thread 942088776

When did you realize you were doomed to a life of mediocrity?

I don't even know what I want out of life anymore. It's a weird feeling.

My entire family is white trash. I've just kind of embraced the suck and try to console myself by reminding myself that none of this really matters on the cosmic scale.

>>942088776 (OP)
to be fair, most people are within the range of "average". regulate your expectations in life and your happiness will increase.

Life is what you make of it dude.

>>942088776 (OP)
When i had twins. Knew it was over then.

But i got a slut wife, so im happy

>>942088776 (OP)
i think theres a purpose in exploring this out. just need to wrap my head around it

success is overrated

>>942088776 (OP)
what's your idea of success? hot loyal women? big house? the praise of retards?

>>942088776 (OP)
i have raised millions of dollars for a special mri machine for little kids with brain shit
made ramen for the beastie boys at sundance
driven 135 mph across wyoming
you can live ur dreams bros and sisses

>>942088776 (OP)
WELL I was told I could only go to an instate state school and I just wanted to go to a good school or out of state school so my life kinda ended very early like before high school really. It didn't matter anyway bc multiple people completely ruined shit lol

if I could just stop wanting to be successful I'd be successful lol If I were just somehow content enough here to try to be a boss here, I could have moved already lol

>>942089435
>driven 135 mph across wyoming
motorcycle?

>>942089482
>I could have moved already lol
to where?

>>942089498
'91 mazda 626
it wouldn't go much faster than that, maybe another 5mph but I remember it kinda topped out at 135mph and that was pretty fast already
I slowed down about fifteen miles outside of the four towns in wyoming along i80 this was like 16 years ago

>>942088776 (OP)
My words are not the end all be all but I would suggest to stop consuming media. All media is, is a one way conversation where you are expected to let someone else impose their opinion without listening to what you have to say. Media is a subjective opinion presented as objective truth, no different from being expected to follow a religion unquestioningly. The out of this world, kooky, zany, the ones viewed as schizos, are more of a valid source of information that any popular media. Popular media is the new theocracy.

>>942089540
fucking anywhere even just a bigger city in my state. I truly am mindfucked by others. I just got good credit so it took a few months but I'm like.. I could move to hawaii. I might need to get a room but I can at least make it happen

The past 5 or 6 years could demoralize any young man. I don't blame you.

The very system that our parents and grandparents fell for hook line and sinker is crumbling.

I wish I had a good answer. I still think you should make every attempt to find peace with yourself and ultimately find a wife to have at least 1 child with. Things will make more sense when you have a kid.

>>942089435
>I made ramen.
Living the dream. Wish I could afford to do that.