Thread 942374746

I'm nearly 26, homeless, living in my car, ugly, overweight, have had one long distance girlfriend, have no money, no marketable skills or career experience, no social skills, I'm schizoid and bipolar, I'm socially braindead, and I'm probably low test and infertile anyways.

I'm never going to be happy, I'm never going to have a wife and family, and I'm always going to want to rip my own skin off because of it
I'm going to die in the streets. And I'll never have love or peace or freedom. I'm just an insect waiting to die.

I need to die. Please someone kill me.

" have had one long distance girlfriend" Nah, you haven't .. you were played along by some dude.

>>942374746 (OP)
You can get a job delivering shit or flipping burgers.
You can rent a cheap apartment.
You can eat decent food in appropriate portions.
You can learn social skills.
You can get treatment for schizophrenia.

>>942374746 (OP)
At least you have a car, I'm living in a tent

>>942377677
This. Get out and work nigga. No matter how shit the job is, the sense of obligation, and the monetary reward will get you out of your slump, fast IF you focus on doing well.

Find a cozy little spot to rent for cheap, play some vidya, work out, better yourself.

When you're jacked, find a cute little alt girl as your girlfriend with daddy issues, and fix her with your infertile cock.

Its not hard to build a halfway decent life.

>>942374746 (OP)
strap a hose to your cars exhaust and go to sleep. godspeed anon, i'll join you soon

>>942377677
thing is timmy people in this kinda situation don't really want to, so stop pushing your shit on others.

If you have yet to see it.

Survey platforms for money.
Prolific
Qmee
Swagbucks

Earn money by sharing your internet connection.
Honeygain
Pawns App

If you have a working car consider the following.
Rideshare Driving (Uber, Lyft)
Food Delivery (DoorDash, Uber Eats, Grubhub, Instacart)
Package Delivery (Amazon Flex, UPS, FedEx)
Local Deliveries (Roadie, Postmates)
Car Advertising (Carvertise, Wrapify)

Survey platforms admittedly suck. Some people make good money on car deliveries.
Remember to invest modest sums when you can. There are numerous videos on people showing their path from homelessness to wealth.
Being fat can be fixed with money.
Remember to use food banks. look into rapid rehousing and homeless housing. Look into charity and community assistance / community aid. Talk to local churches and see if any can help you with food, clean clothes, toiletries, gas, employment, and so on. Look into regional and national programs for literally every specific individual problem afflicting you life that can be resolved with money. Talk to local shelters to see if they give out toiletries, bus tokens, food, or employment help. One person saying know does not equate to the truth every time. Often one hand does not know what the other hand is doing. For every problem you have chatgpt likely knows some group to talk to. Beware of its info being out of date or a lie.
211.org

>>942381051
PS: If you want to fix your life you will want an ID card, an email address, a phone number, and a bank account / online bank account.
A temp email like https://www.sharklasers.com/ grr.la can be used for getting a permanent proton email.
You might be able to get a free phone or phone minutes https://www.truconnect.com/
The local library, shelter, or church may be willing to act as your address or let you use their phone if you ask and give a good reason.

>>942378692
>be a slave robot until you like being a slave robot

>>942377677
>rent an apartment flipping burgers
maybe if you live in norway or something. where I live all that will get you is a shared bedroom in a house with 15 indian guys

>>942374746 (OP)
You have a car, you have options https://www.lakemchenryscanner.com/2025/05/07/we-mourn-the-loss-coroner-identifies-navy-sailor-dead-after-crash-at-naval-station-great-lakes-in-lake-county/

>>942374746 (OP)
Here's your ticket to Happiness

>>942374746 (OP)
But I got time to browse 4chon and make grammatically correct posts about my apparent misfortune and unstable mental state!

>>942374746 (OP)
You can't predict the future. Nobody can. Relax and take it one day at a time. Do your best to get better and hope it gets even better than that.

Listen to me. I was sexually assaulted when I was 13 years old by an entire group of my best friends. I was a dumb fucking puppy dog and didn't realize the harm they caused me. I kept quiet about it for most of my life and that trauma slowly poisoned me to the point where I have crippling PTSD anxiety that makes me non-functional some days. I have no job, no life, I'm afraid of everyone and everything. The only person who even came close to understanding me, the only person I was ever comfortable around, was my mom, and she's dead now.

And I'm fucking 40. But I'm still here. You can live to be 40.

Why? Shit man, I don't know. Because there's stuff on TV I want to watch. There's video games I want to play. There's shit I want to make. Even if nobody appreciates it, just for the simple fact of doing it. Of knowing I can do it, even if it sucks. At least it sucks in a way that's unique to me. Nobody can take that away.

And who knows, maybe tomorrow I'll finally get a call back about one of the jobs I applied for. Maybe I'll stumble into a relationship with a beautiful person. Maybe I won't. I don't know! Nobody does! But that doesn't mean there isn't anything worth living for.

It's going to be okay for you, but you just have to hold on. There are people you can talk to about this. There's people who are willing to help in situations like this. Call a suicide hotline. Call a mental health clinic. Before you do anything else in your life you need to get your head straight. This is not the end.

>>942388439
And, for what it's worth, do not expect 4chan of all places to help you with this stuff. This place will only validate your worst fears. In addition to finding professional help, get off this site and never come back.

>>942387755
Shotgun your brains nigger

>>942381359
>or kill yourself with crippling depression

Just KYS, the pain will end ;)