this is 4 u

>>22814442 (OP)
Thanks, I'm going to catch my flight tomorrow.

>>22814442 (OP)
are you going to hire me if I fill it out?

i can't wait to be doing meth and driving around the lowes parking lot in a forklift at 9 PM when i'm age 35

i think i'm gonna kill myself if i can't get into a state college & actually go somewhere with it, not just do what chris chan did
i had much higher expectations for everything when i was younger but it's cool being able to relate to you fucking subhumans atleast
nice to know i'm not bound for hell alone

>>22814895
it's pnly o er because you're choosing to give up
decide what you want and sieze it

>>22814912
as long as the thing i want isn't suicide/homicide

i guess i am choosing to give up, you're right

>>22814934
decide what you want and make it yours by force of will nigga

>>22815041
every time i try to use force of will i ended up with my BPD mom screaming at me or throwing shit at my dad or a teacher humiliating me publicly or people threatening to put me in a psych ward or whatever
ive lived a good life and made good friends in the past but i cant control anything whatsoever

>>22815067
i gotta be able to maintain will even in those situations i guess

>>22815074
yes
it's a balance of following the rules and never stopping til you get what's yours, what you earned.