>>22820501 (OP)focus on cocks instead of men for a while
then focus on the moaning
eventually the idea of being with a man will be more tolerable
you should just keep living and wait until there's a woman you don't need to "deal with", though
people treat relationships like going into the fucking coal mines, it's stupid
the whole POINT of a relationship is to enhance your life, it's not supposed to feel like pulling teeth, and you shouldn't need to bend to the will of some monolith "women" which isn't real anyway
the average man and woman are both insane, you shouldn't try to emulate them