Thread 22820880 - /bant/ [Archived: 1101 hours ago]

Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/13/2025, 11:39:46 PM No.22820880
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Alcohol did Not lift the helplesness off my shoulders
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Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/13/2025, 11:41:24 PM No.22820886
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>>22820880 (OP)
rip
Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/13/2025, 11:42:17 PM No.22820891
mekhane
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>>22820880 (OP)
>Alcohol did Not lift the helplesness off my shoulders
technology can, to a scary degree if you're willing
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tommy !!X7oNRNgDZxFID: LMOEoz+LUnited States
6/13/2025, 11:42:41 PM No.22820894
it never does idk why i keep trying
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/13/2025, 11:43:34 PM No.22820897
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ukrania seems more and more warm and welcoming
What a wasted Life Well at least i wont have to kill myself and can Go Out... Special
Saw it in Basic Training First 4 weeks i only function when under Stress or with drugs
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/13/2025, 11:44:35 PM No.22820904
>>22820891
No thank you i rather suffer and keep my soul
>>22820894
Same hahaha it almost always makes it worser
I crave snos
Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/13/2025, 11:45:51 PM No.22820915
>>22820897
nothing romantic about dying in a trench to some faggot's cheap subpar designs from a defense company
but it's your choice
good luck either way
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/13/2025, 11:48:29 PM No.22820924
>>22820915
At least i wont Go to hell i guess and can die trough someones Else Hand then my own
Suicide would be more pathetic desu but i could arange myself with dying trough a Drone
My guess i would make it 10 days :)
No But fr we have machine gun Training soon that would surely be fun on the real Frontline
Just Shooting rounds after rounds Like you are the devil himself Not afraid of anything
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Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/13/2025, 11:52:35 PM No.22820935
>>22820924
>No But fr we have machine gun Training soon that would surely be fun on the real Frontline
>Just Shooting rounds after rounds Like you are the devil himself Not afraid of anything
you could do that at a range
i guess it would suck having to worry about the cost of ammo & everything
i know you might think it would be different on a real frontline but there's really nothing objectively different
i just don't think it's worth it
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Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/13/2025, 11:56:57 PM No.22820946
i don't mean to be a buzzkill
it's cool you chose a drastic option other than suicide, but there are other drastic things you could try as well
move to another country where you don't speak the language & see how long you last
join a fishing boat crew or work on a cargo ship (very different from one another, i know)
idk
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:03:05 AM No.22820966
>>22820935
Well i mean you shoot at real people haha
>>22820946
I Just feel Like this is all one big punishment
What to chose, safety, freedom or familiarty
I can have only one of the above
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Anonymous ID: gYjQkZwrUnited States
6/14/2025, 12:07:31 AM No.22820974
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>>22820880 (OP)
Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:10:42 AM No.22820987
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Feeling empty and dull and Like i dont belong Here anymore
Fate itself is trying to make me dissapear
Sure i could JUMP.infront of train rn but i rather choose how to meet my demise
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:11:39 AM No.22820994
I need nicotine
A cigarette or snos Always helped clear the head a Bit at least for me
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Anonymous ID: CYGbGlaEUnited Kingdom
6/14/2025, 12:18:25 AM No.22821131
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>>22820880 (OP)
can I play with your willy?
Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/14/2025, 12:21:38 AM No.22821185
>>22820994
ah ye
i like cheap cigars sometimes
>>22820987
it's based to make hte choice for yourself
>>22820966
i think if you have to choose between those 3, safety is the most important
safety, then freedom, then familiarity
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:26:26 AM No.22821227
>>22821185
>>Cheap cigars
Oh...Sounds disgusting If i smoke cigars im Smoking the real Deal Like for Special occasion
I still have a tobacco pipe around Here somewhere..
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:29:29 AM No.22821283
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>>22821185
Sadly my head prefers to choose familiarity over safety or freedom even If it often gets me Stuck in Bad Situations
Then i get impulsive and do stupid Shit trying to "fix it" and Messing Up my Situation even more (even though i have myself more under Control now)
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Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/14/2025, 12:34:00 AM No.22821371
>>22821283
yeah
if people didn't get attached to familiarity, they would never end up in cycles of abusive relationships & stuff like that
it's good if you can control the instinct though

once you get to a position of safety, you can become less impulsive & start to think about your situation with a more clear head
i know that's sort of a luxury though
>>22821227
i don't mean like gas station cigars, there's some cheap ones which are still decent
but yeah i can understand the philosophy
a pipe would be nice to have
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:34:32 AM No.22821380
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Bant is my only friend i could never Talk about my problems with anyone in real Life because in real Life No one gives a Shit and on bant people can at most Filter my flag
Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:37:00 AM No.22821438
>>22821371
>>they would never end up in cycles of abusive relationships

Heh i know too Well about that
And i didnt meant in Controling my instincts as in leaving abusive relationships No i have still contact to almost everyone who did me wrong but i meant Impulse Control as in that i learned to Shut the fuck Up about it and dont bother anyone with me Not doing Well
Anonymous ID: ba3/R9unGermany
6/14/2025, 12:42:57 AM No.22821550
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>>22820880 (OP)
Raises cortisol and fucks up the sleep while destroying those sweet gains.
Total loosee drug, like all drugs.
Only datura, salvia and amanita are based.
Also
Nothing ever happens.
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Anonymous ID: YIoQk6O2United States
6/14/2025, 12:44:38 AM No.22821578
>>22821550
hardcore psychedelics are probably the last thing a person with unexplained alcoholism needs
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Anonymous ID: 1fHmL80wAustria
6/14/2025, 12:46:17 AM No.22821615
>>22821550
My staabswachtmeister (seargent) Said the Same
Said If u Drink only one shot it Ruins one week Wรถrth of Training
Oh Well...
What about lsd instead of Salvia
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Anonymous ID: ba3/R9unGermany
6/14/2025, 12:49:46 AM No.22821670
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>>22821615
Acid is to happyfloppy, way too tame in regards of confusion and madness.
Stoopid Hippie shit, but raving on high doses can be fun once in a while.

>>22821578
Maybe iboga then?